a update on my family..

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Hello, first i would like to say congradulations to barb.. happy b-

day and happy anniversary that is out there..

Well i went back for another ultrsound, because things did not add

up..Well i found out why..I got pregent in Oct not Nov..I am having

twins.. I was introvetro and i got twins.. lol.. I am due in July..

Not Aug.. Next thing they will say will be different got to love

those Doctors..lol.. I also want to say i dont have any pictures of

my husband and I .. sorry about this i need to get a camera and a

scanner so i can show you our family... I am doing better with

things..My husband is so wonderful we are each other support groups..

I do miss my it is so hard to talk about his death that i

just try and focus on our life.. and the future and I have to go on

for the sake of my family.. I just dont want you all to think that i

am all better because i am not i hurt like crazy and when no one is

around i cry like crazy.. I have been jumping on 's horse and

head to the woods and go there to pray and cry for my son and i will

talk to him hoping he knows how much i love and miss him.. So i am

taking time for myself too.. My husband loves the time with his

daughter when i leave to go for a ride on the horse.. I am working to

but if the hours get to long i will leave and go and get our daughter

and spend time with her..I found a wonderful person to watch her and

my friend Liz watches her too and if we are not real busy i will take

her to the office with us and our workers just loves her to death and

they to will offer to watch her so i am very glad about that

Angie i have 5 female outside cats and 5 males and they are all fixed

and they to like to bring me surpises and it scares me to death ..

oneof them in the summer brought me a snake and left it on the door

step.. nice thing to wake up in the morning to going off to work..

lol Nice to hear that there are animal lovers out there..I believe we

have more cats than that we have alot of people dropping them off to

us because we are a farm.. the stay warm in the barn because we keep

it heated for our horses and other animals we have..Now my husband is

thinking of getting a pair of goats..lol so now maybe we wont have to

mow our grass.lol well take care got to get back to work i thought i

would hurry up and say hi to all you,, god bless..Autumn