Re: Bad month...ttc...TRICIA

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> My dh and I are strongly looking into adoption. I just don't know

how much longer I can stay on the roller coaster. Every month the

emotions seem to get worse.

>

> Good luck with your treatments. Maybe next month will be our

month!!!!

>

> Tricia, UU

Tricia -

YUK! That stinks. I hear you about not knowing how long you can

take the roller coaster. I have been thinking about adoption too,

largely because we can not afford treatments much longer. However,

do you think that by adopting you will stop getting sad when AF

shows? I am worried that it will always be an issue with me.

Another fear and concern that I have is that I will love the adopted

baby, but then if we have one of our own, I will favor him or her,

which I would never want to do.

One of my biggest fears on this whole TTC battle is that after

everything, since I also have an MA to deal with, we could finally

get pg and lose the baby....That is always in the back of my mind.

Do you ever worry about any of these things?

Right now, for me, I am on CD 34. The longest in my life before had

only been 29. I am just waiting for the Progesterone to get out of

my system so that we can start our next cycle. It does stink.

Hoping you are well,

Marie

26, UD, Endo

TTC #1

Clomid increased to 100mg this next cycle and Crinone gel

IUI