update(Everything mentioned)

January 6, 2004

Hi ladies....it has been a long time since I have updated but I have

been checking in regularly to see how everyone else is doing.

A brief update for those that don't know me I was diagnosed with BU

in August of '02 after having a vaginal ultrasound with my first

pregnancy. I had a D & C in September, had MRI, HSG. My RE at the time

told me to go ahead and try again because everything looked ok. I

had another miscarriage in March '03. This time I went to a

different RE who then did hundreds of tests on my before determining

it was the size of my uteri that was the problem....they were both

to small to hold a baby. Almost exactly a year to the day later of

my D & C I under went a laporoscopy and abdominal metroplasty to join

the 2 uterus together. I now have 1 uterus (pics of the surgury can

be seen in the photos file). I have since had another HSG and

endometrial biopsy. I went in for a clomid check about 2 weeks ago

and while they were checking for any cysts they saw something in the

uterus that isn't supposed to be there. I had an SHG done a week

later and it was still there(we were hoping it was a clot from my

period). Now they want to do another hysteroscopy. Did I mention

that this wonderful Dr.(he really is one of the best) isn't under my

insurance, so every single visit and surgury has to be paid for out

of our pocket??!! I'm just really tired and that is the only way I

can explain it. I didn't want to just come back on here and vent but

I know that all of you would understand what I mean when I say I am

just so tired of the whole thing. I don't laugh as much, I don't

want to socialize, it feels like I am just slowly being torn apart.

Sorry this post was such a downer but that is where I am right now.

Dayna

(tired)

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