Guest guest Posted November 27, 2001 Report Share Posted November 27, 2001 To Jan, I thank you for being concerned, this has been the first time that I have been able to talk,sorry type to anyone about living with this day after day. I must say that I have indeed suffered so much, It does in fact effect my family, not being able to make an commitment to the kids in regards to any function that parents attend. I on one hand feels as if I am missing out on life, what I mean by that, is being able to do what other people take for granted. I have had a lot of people belittling me, Its four in the morning and my husband insists on taking me down to our small town hospital, to see a doctor and the nurses, telling me that the doc is in a very bad mood and they don't want to wake her up, Hello I said then what in the world do you think I am in? There has been a lot of times that this has happened, nurses laughing her she comes again, My husband sitting there and can here them making jokes about me, He is the one that makes me go to that band aid station.When I say he makes me , it is always after a four night and days that I try anything and everything to make it stop. My gp has told my husband to take me there, but I Thinks he just says that when my husband comes with me for appointments. It is only human that people that has to live with this everyday, always asks why me, I certainly did not to come off as how I was raised, by the best family one could have. When you look at the heath care system in our country, it does not matter who you are or who you know, but just to let you know that in this day and age no one should suffer. It is up to the oneself to make noise, I can tell you one thing out of all this, it has made me grateful for those good days. Our family Doctors should be educated, to keep up with what is real and what is in your head. I must say that after ten years of telling him the same thing, finally he does in fact know that this is not in my head and its time to try and give me some kinds of meds that will to say the least, take the edge off. I don't take meds to get some kind of high, I take them to feel normal, what ever normal is???? bu for now, _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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