Re: Some Days Are Just So Hard

[Guest guest]

Elle,

Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days when I

can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther between). It

seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant women. Heck

I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every commercial on

television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just thought

there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get easier

with time.

DanaF

[Guest guest]

Elle,

Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days when I

can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther between). It

seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant women. Heck

I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every commercial on

television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just thought

there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get easier

with time.

DanaF

[Guest guest]

Elle,

Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days when I

can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther between). It

seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant women. Heck

I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every commercial on

television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just thought

there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get easier

with time.

DanaF

[Guest guest]

Elle

I'm sorry you feel so down. This is such a rollercoaster ride. I

think its even harder when you see others who are pg. I watched that

sisters show to. I almost started bawling. I looked at it and thought

will that ever be me.

Pam

[Guest guest]

Elle

I'm sorry you feel so down. This is such a rollercoaster ride. I

think its even harder when you see others who are pg. I watched that

sisters show to. I almost started bawling. I looked at it and thought

will that ever be me.

Pam

[Guest guest]

Elle

I'm sorry you feel so down. This is such a rollercoaster ride. I

think its even harder when you see others who are pg. I watched that

sisters show to. I almost started bawling. I looked at it and thought

will that ever be me.

Pam

[Guest guest]

Libby

You're absolutely 100% right. The crying IS healthy. You do it

whenever you need to and for as long as you need to. Don't let

anyone else tell how you should be feeling...they have no idea.

-Amy R

[Guest guest]

Libby

You're absolutely 100% right. The crying IS healthy. You do it

whenever you need to and for as long as you need to. Don't let

anyone else tell how you should be feeling...they have no idea.

-Amy R

[Guest guest]

Dear Elle,

I'm so sorry you had a bad day... they do still happen, especially since

your loss was so recent. I promise you that there will be less and less of

them as time goes by. You are in my thoughts~!

[Guest guest]

Dear Elle,

I'm so sorry you had a bad day... they do still happen, especially since

your loss was so recent. I promise you that there will be less and less of

them as time goes by. You are in my thoughts~!

[Guest guest]

Dear Elle,

I'm so sorry you had a bad day... they do still happen, especially since

your loss was so recent. I promise you that there will be less and less of

them as time goes by. You are in my thoughts~!

[Guest guest]

,

Thanks for being there. I do have so much to be thankful for.

When all of this happened I started to question my faith in God.

There was no justification in my eyes. I still get so angry when I

think about people who abuse their children, have children just to get

more welfare (I volunteered for an organization and have first hand

seen and heard this from women), and women who get pg and then put

their babies in trash dumpsters! What could God possibly be

thinking!?!

I have struggled to keep my faith and am doing better. I know God's

not supposed to give you more than you can handle, but sometimes, I

have to wonder.

Thanks again for listening.

elle

> Elle,

> You're right, it is totally unfair. Everywhere you go, you see

people who

> don't appreciate their children and God gives them so many. It

makes

> absolutely no sense. I was (and at times still am) really mad at

God

> because he didn't fix my pregnancy and my tubes. Unfortunately, we

don't

> have any answers. I know you don't want to hear it, but just be

glad that

> you're alive and able to try again. It could have been worse - you

could

> have died!!!

>

> It will get better, it just takes longer than any of us would like.

> maria

>

>

>

> Some Days Are Just So Hard

>

>

> > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

was

> > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

cry.

> > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

2

> > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

so

> > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

wonderful

> > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

my

> > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

comedy.

> > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

that I

> > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> >

> > Thanks for listening.

> >

> > elle

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

,

Thanks for being there. I do have so much to be thankful for.

When all of this happened I started to question my faith in God.

There was no justification in my eyes. I still get so angry when I

think about people who abuse their children, have children just to get

more welfare (I volunteered for an organization and have first hand

seen and heard this from women), and women who get pg and then put

their babies in trash dumpsters! What could God possibly be

thinking!?!

I have struggled to keep my faith and am doing better. I know God's

not supposed to give you more than you can handle, but sometimes, I

have to wonder.

Thanks again for listening.

elle

> Elle,

> You're right, it is totally unfair. Everywhere you go, you see

people who

> don't appreciate their children and God gives them so many. It

makes

> absolutely no sense. I was (and at times still am) really mad at

God

> because he didn't fix my pregnancy and my tubes. Unfortunately, we

don't

> have any answers. I know you don't want to hear it, but just be

glad that

> you're alive and able to try again. It could have been worse - you

could

> have died!!!

>

> It will get better, it just takes longer than any of us would like.

> maria

>

>

>

> Some Days Are Just So Hard

>

>

> > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

was

> > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

cry.

> > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

2

> > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

so

> > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

wonderful

> > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

my

> > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

comedy.

> > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

that I

> > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> >

> > Thanks for listening.

> >

> > elle

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

,

Thanks for being there. I do have so much to be thankful for.

When all of this happened I started to question my faith in God.

There was no justification in my eyes. I still get so angry when I

think about people who abuse their children, have children just to get

more welfare (I volunteered for an organization and have first hand

seen and heard this from women), and women who get pg and then put

their babies in trash dumpsters! What could God possibly be

thinking!?!

I have struggled to keep my faith and am doing better. I know God's

not supposed to give you more than you can handle, but sometimes, I

have to wonder.

Thanks again for listening.

elle

> Elle,

> You're right, it is totally unfair. Everywhere you go, you see

people who

> don't appreciate their children and God gives them so many. It

makes

> absolutely no sense. I was (and at times still am) really mad at

God

> because he didn't fix my pregnancy and my tubes. Unfortunately, we

don't

> have any answers. I know you don't want to hear it, but just be

glad that

> you're alive and able to try again. It could have been worse - you

could

> have died!!!

>

> It will get better, it just takes longer than any of us would like.

> maria

>

>

>

> Some Days Are Just So Hard

>

>

> > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

was

> > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

cry.

> > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

2

> > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

so

> > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

wonderful

> > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

my

> > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

comedy.

> > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

that I

> > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> >

> > Thanks for listening.

> >

> > elle

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

,

thanks for your support.......I know in my head that time heals all

wounds, but my heart hasn't grasped that concept.

elle

-- In ectopicpregnancyegroups, " " <tigger89@o...> wrote:

> elle,

> I am soo sorry you are having a bad day. Good days will come, I

promise.

> My ep was almost 5 months ago and as each day goes by, I heal a

little more.

> For example, I watched that show last night, and while there was a

little

> pang of sorrow, I was like, " yea, another baby made it " . I know

silly, it

> is only a show, but hey!!

>

> Hang in there.

>

> lisa r

> T.T.F.N.

[Guest guest]

,

thanks for your support.......I know in my head that time heals all

wounds, but my heart hasn't grasped that concept.

elle

-- In ectopicpregnancyegroups, " " <tigger89@o...> wrote:

> elle,

> I am soo sorry you are having a bad day. Good days will come, I

promise.

> My ep was almost 5 months ago and as each day goes by, I heal a

little more.

> For example, I watched that show last night, and while there was a

little

> pang of sorrow, I was like, " yea, another baby made it " . I know

silly, it

> is only a show, but hey!!

>

> Hang in there.

>

> lisa r

> T.T.F.N.

[Guest guest]

,

thanks for your support.......I know in my head that time heals all

wounds, but my heart hasn't grasped that concept.

elle

-- In ectopicpregnancyegroups, " " <tigger89@o...> wrote:

> elle,

> I am soo sorry you are having a bad day. Good days will come, I

promise.

> My ep was almost 5 months ago and as each day goes by, I heal a

little more.

> For example, I watched that show last night, and while there was a

little

> pang of sorrow, I was like, " yea, another baby made it " . I know

silly, it

> is only a show, but hey!!

>

> Hang in there.

>

> lisa r

> T.T.F.N.

[Guest guest]

Thanks Dana...........elle

> Elle,

>

> Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days

when I

> can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther

between). It

> seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant

women. Heck

> I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every

commercial on

> television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just

thought

> there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get

easier

> with time.

>

> DanaF

[Guest guest]

Thanks Dana...........elle

> Elle,

>

> Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days

when I

> can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther

between). It

> seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant

women. Heck

> I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every

commercial on

> television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just

thought

> there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get

easier

> with time.

>

> DanaF

[Guest guest]

Thanks Dana...........elle

> Elle,

>

> Some days are just HARD!! My EP was in July/00 but there are days

when I

> can't stop crying even now (although they are fewer and farther

between). It

> seems there are days when my whole day seems filled with pregnant

women. Heck

> I took off work one day as I was so stressed out, and every

commercial on

> television was for diapers, or baby toys or even diaper rash. I just

thought

> there is no escaping it. And there's not. Hang in there, it does get

easier

> with time.

>

> DanaF

[Guest guest]

Pam,

Thank you.......

I get strength from this group...so many women who have been through

so much. Good Luck this week!

elle

> Elle

>

> I'm sorry you feel so down. This is such a rollercoaster ride. I

> think its even harder when you see others who are pg. I watched that

> sisters show to. I almost started bawling. I looked at it and

thought

> will that ever be me.

>

> Pam

[Guest guest]

Pam,

Thank you.......

I get strength from this group...so many women who have been through

so much. Good Luck this week!

elle

> Elle

>

> I'm sorry you feel so down. This is such a rollercoaster ride. I

> think its even harder when you see others who are pg. I watched that

> sisters show to. I almost started bawling. I looked at it and

thought

> will that ever be me.

>

> Pam

[Guest guest]

E,

you're very welcome.

m.

Some Days Are Just So Hard

> >

> >

> > > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

> was

> > > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

> cry.

> > > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

> 2

> > > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

> so

> > > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

> wonderful

> > > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

> my

> > > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

> comedy.

> > > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

> that I

> > > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> > >

> > > Thanks for listening.

> > >

> > > elle

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

E,

you're very welcome.

m.

Some Days Are Just So Hard

> >

> >

> > > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

> was

> > > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

> cry.

> > > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

> 2

> > > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

> so

> > > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

> wonderful

> > > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

> my

> > > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

> comedy.

> > > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

> that I

> > > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> > >

> > > Thanks for listening.

> > >

> > > elle

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

E,

you're very welcome.

m.

Some Days Are Just So Hard

> >

> >

> > > Last week I was hanging in there, was so focused on the tests I

> was

> > > having and getting through them. This week all I seem to do is

> cry.

> > > Saturday my DH and I were at an all day function and were around a

> > > friend of ours who has the exact same due date as I had. She has

> 2

> > > beautiful girls and a 3rd on the way. I've lost 2. It was just

> so

> > > difficult to be there. Last night I came across a really

> wonderful

> > > poem about losing a baby and...I bawled. Tonite I tried to take

> my

> > > mind off of things and watched the new show " Three Sisters " , a

> comedy.

> > > Well, the storyline was about a couple getting ready to have their

> > > baby and then the delivery. Again...I bawled. I keep thinking

> that I

> > > would have been 12 weeks now. I don't understand. I know I never

> > > will. It's all just so cruel and unfair.

> > >

> > > Thanks for listening.

> > >

> > > elle

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

>

>

>

>