Please help! post-op day 5

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hi, i had surgery monday, i just got home today and i just want

someone to put me out of my misery! i knew it'd be bad but i am so

miserable. I feel so icky from the pain meds i don't want to eat,

i've already lost 7 pounds and i'm so paranoid so i'm scared i'm

goign to die, my whole body feels like i've been run over by a bus,

i'm hot one second, cold the next. the boost and milk shakes make my

throat feel yucky, i cry like every 5 minutes which makes everything

soo much worse, i'm so dizzy and weak,I just don't feel like i'm ever

going to get through this!I was looking so forward to this surgery

and i don't exactly regret it, but i just want this to be OVER WITH!!

i'm going crazy. I'm SO sorry to be complaining, but Every day seems

like 10 years. Please respond if anyone has ANY advice or please IM

me at Peachez15d. I need any advice!

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