Guest guest Posted September 10, 2001 Report Share Posted September 10, 2001 Hello everyone. I missed the last NWH meeting and am looking to see if there is a meeting being held anytime soon in the area. I am starting to see how my weightloss doesnt only affect my body but it affects my mind as well. for the first time in my life I am getting looked at up in down in a good way not like the old looks i used to get. you know the ones im talking about, the oh my god looks, the, she has such a pretty face looks, the, poor girl looks, the, look at that fat girl looks. i was at work on friday and the artist next to me had a customer visit, a couple of cute contractors....as i went to the printer to get a couple of ads off of it i caught one of the guys looking at me up and down and up again...lol i went back to my desk and almost died!!! I didnt know how to take it. i was really weird. i have always been jealous of my skinny girlfriends always getting the looks and when it happened to me i was so embarrassed. i did look pretty good in my nice little skirt/shorts and tank top sweater. lol...i must of been giving off so endophins or something because it happened again friday night at the local hangout that i go to, fantasy island in salem, ma. i was walking back from the bathroom past the bar and caught this guy doing the same thing. when i got back to the table i was in hystericks and had to fill in my friends i was with, my mom being one of them....everyone said well jennifer you are a very pretty girl. I never used to feel pretty but every day i am getting a little better. my concern is i dont want to hold my past against the guys of today...do you know what i mean? My mom tell me I have a huge wall that even if someone was interested in me i probably wouldnt give them a chance. i understand i have a wall but i just cant be hurt again. . i mean i have a 7 year old son and i cant let him get hurt again either. but i also know that i will never find anyone if i worry about getting hurt..so many issues....Also I have been single for so long...over 6 years....that i really dont know how to do the relationship thing...ok ive rambled long enough. im just having one of those days....feeling lonely and sad...wooo is me...lol thanks for listening and if you know of a meeting in the area let me know. Thanks. Stoney Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2001 Report Share Posted September 10, 2001 Jen, LMH has one next Wednesday from 6:30-8pm at the Lawrence Memorial Hosp., School of Nursing. Dawn Support meetings??? Hello everyone. I missed the last NWH meeting and am looking to see if there is a meeting being held anytime soon in the area. I am starting to see how my weightloss doesnt only affect my body but it affects my mind as well. for the first time in my life I am getting looked at up in down in a good way not like the old looks i used to get. you know the ones im talking about, the oh my god looks, the, she has such a pretty face looks, the, poor girl looks, the, look at that fat girl looks. i was at work on friday and the artist next to me had a customer visit, a couple of cute contractors....as i went to the printer to get a couple of ads off of it i caught one of the guys looking at me up and down and up again...lol i went back to my desk and almost died!!! I didnt know how to take it. i was really weird. i have always been jealous of my skinny girlfriends always getting the looks and when it happened to me i was so embarrassed. i did look pretty good in my nice little skirt/shorts and tank top sweater. lol...i must of been giving off so endophins or something because it happened again friday night at the local hangout that i go to, fantasy island in salem, ma. i was walking back from the bathroom past the bar and caught this guy doing the same thing. when i got back to the table i was in hystericks and had to fill in my friends i was with, my mom being one of them....everyone said well jennifer you are a very pretty girl. I never used to feel pretty but every day i am getting a little better. my concern is i dont want to hold my past against the guys of today...do you know what i mean? My mom tell me I have a huge wall that even if someone was interested in me i probably wouldnt give them a chance. i understand i have a wall but i just cant be hurt again. . i mean i have a 7 year old son and i cant let him get hurt again either. but i also know that i will never find anyone if i worry about getting hurt..so many issues....Also I have been single for so long...over 6 years....that i really dont know how to do the relationship thing...ok ive rambled long enough. im just having one of those days....feeling lonely and sad...wooo is me...lol thanks for listening and if you know of a meeting in the area let me know. Thanks. Stoney Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2001 Report Share Posted September 10, 2001 Jen, LMH has one next Wednesday from 6:30-8pm at the Lawrence Memorial Hosp., School of Nursing. Dawn Support meetings??? Hello everyone. I missed the last NWH meeting and am looking to see if there is a meeting being held anytime soon in the area. I am starting to see how my weightloss doesnt only affect my body but it affects my mind as well. for the first time in my life I am getting looked at up in down in a good way not like the old looks i used to get. you know the ones im talking about, the oh my god looks, the, she has such a pretty face looks, the, poor girl looks, the, look at that fat girl looks. i was at work on friday and the artist next to me had a customer visit, a couple of cute contractors....as i went to the printer to get a couple of ads off of it i caught one of the guys looking at me up and down and up again...lol i went back to my desk and almost died!!! I didnt know how to take it. i was really weird. i have always been jealous of my skinny girlfriends always getting the looks and when it happened to me i was so embarrassed. i did look pretty good in my nice little skirt/shorts and tank top sweater. lol...i must of been giving off so endophins or something because it happened again friday night at the local hangout that i go to, fantasy island in salem, ma. i was walking back from the bathroom past the bar and caught this guy doing the same thing. when i got back to the table i was in hystericks and had to fill in my friends i was with, my mom being one of them....everyone said well jennifer you are a very pretty girl. I never used to feel pretty but every day i am getting a little better. my concern is i dont want to hold my past against the guys of today...do you know what i mean? My mom tell me I have a huge wall that even if someone was interested in me i probably wouldnt give them a chance. i understand i have a wall but i just cant be hurt again. . i mean i have a 7 year old son and i cant let him get hurt again either. but i also know that i will never find anyone if i worry about getting hurt..so many issues....Also I have been single for so long...over 6 years....that i really dont know how to do the relationship thing...ok ive rambled long enough. im just having one of those days....feeling lonely and sad...wooo is me...lol thanks for listening and if you know of a meeting in the area let me know. Thanks. Stoney Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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