R

March 30, 2001

Thanks !!

And a lot of women have only part of their tube removed.... just try not to

worry about it until you can speak with your dr... remember the nurse could

very well be wrong..

Sending you lots of ++++++++++++

lisa r

T.T.F.N.

March 30, 2001

Thanks !!

And a lot of women have only part of their tube removed.... just try not to

worry about it until you can speak with your dr... remember the nurse could

very well be wrong..

Sending you lots of ++++++++++++

lisa r

T.T.F.N.

March 30, 2001

Thanks !!

And a lot of women have only part of their tube removed.... just try not to

worry about it until you can speak with your dr... remember the nurse could

very well be wrong..

Sending you lots of ++++++++++++

lisa r

T.T.F.N.

March 31, 2001

Hi ,

Hope you have a nice time on your trip. You must be so glad to get away from

it all even if it is just a few days. But you will come back bright eyed and

bushied taled I'm sure. I sure will miss talking to you this week, though.

Have a good time. LOL!

Sheila

March 31, 2001

Hi ,

Hope you have a nice time on your trip. You must be so glad to get away from

it all even if it is just a few days. But you will come back bright eyed and

bushied taled I'm sure. I sure will miss talking to you this week, though.

Have a good time. LOL!

Sheila

March 31, 2001

Hi ,

Hope you have a nice time on your trip. You must be so glad to get away from

it all even if it is just a few days. But you will come back bright eyed and

bushied taled I'm sure. I sure will miss talking to you this week, though.

Have a good time. LOL!

Sheila

April 12, 2001

Hi R--

Actually, it's not the tech that said that--she's pretty nice. It's

that same evil nurse I've been dealing with. The same one that

stressed me out about bring in my own methotrexate. She has said

obnoxious things to me throughout this whole ordeal. Makes me think

I'm a freak of nature or something. Thanks for giving her a virtual

smack for me! She deserves one!

It feels weird to be in the 2ww. First 2ww I've had since August!

I've had cramping all day today, so I'm not sure what is going on. I

guess it could be cysts from the follicles that weren't released?

I'm just speculating ...

Has anyone else who took clomid ever had cramps post o? Some of them

are cramps that feel like they're from my ovaries and there's also a

dull aching in my uterus. This is unusual for me at this point in my

cycle. And it's too early for anything related to pregnancy.

How are you ? Is it tough getting back to the grind after your

time away?

April 12, 2001

Hi R--

Actually, it's not the tech that said that--she's pretty nice. It's

that same evil nurse I've been dealing with. The same one that

stressed me out about bring in my own methotrexate. She has said

obnoxious things to me throughout this whole ordeal. Makes me think

I'm a freak of nature or something. Thanks for giving her a virtual

smack for me! She deserves one!

It feels weird to be in the 2ww. First 2ww I've had since August!

I've had cramping all day today, so I'm not sure what is going on. I

guess it could be cysts from the follicles that weren't released?

I'm just speculating ...

Has anyone else who took clomid ever had cramps post o? Some of them

are cramps that feel like they're from my ovaries and there's also a

dull aching in my uterus. This is unusual for me at this point in my

cycle. And it's too early for anything related to pregnancy.

How are you ? Is it tough getting back to the grind after your

time away?

April 13, 2001

Hi R--

No, I haven't said anything about the nurse's stupid comments to the

dr. The reason is because she is one of the lead nurses in his

office and I need her to help me right now. I can't alienate her in

any way, if you know what I mean. She's the type of person who can

make my life miserable if I get on her bad side. When she says

things like " can't your body do anything right, " I say, " believe me,

I wish it would. " She fails to realize that I am frustrated with all

these events too.

It's funny because I was doing some internet research on my doctor a

while back. I came across a message on a fertility board where a

woman was asking how my doctor is. The replies said that he is

great, but his staff is mean. This was when he worked for a previous

center (he now has his own practice). I wonder if he brought his old

staff with him??

Yes, definitely--it's time to ask for a raise! I used to be a

compensation analyst and you should always asked when your perceived

value is the greatest.

April 13, 2001

Hi R--

No, I haven't said anything about the nurse's stupid comments to the

dr. The reason is because she is one of the lead nurses in his

office and I need her to help me right now. I can't alienate her in

any way, if you know what I mean. She's the type of person who can

make my life miserable if I get on her bad side. When she says

things like " can't your body do anything right, " I say, " believe me,

I wish it would. " She fails to realize that I am frustrated with all

these events too.

It's funny because I was doing some internet research on my doctor a

while back. I came across a message on a fertility board where a

woman was asking how my doctor is. The replies said that he is

great, but his staff is mean. This was when he worked for a previous

center (he now has his own practice). I wonder if he brought his old

staff with him??

Yes, definitely--it's time to ask for a raise! I used to be a

compensation analyst and you should always asked when your perceived

value is the greatest.

April 13, 2001

Hi R--

No, I haven't said anything about the nurse's stupid comments to the

dr. The reason is because she is one of the lead nurses in his

office and I need her to help me right now. I can't alienate her in

any way, if you know what I mean. She's the type of person who can

make my life miserable if I get on her bad side. When she says

things like " can't your body do anything right, " I say, " believe me,

I wish it would. " She fails to realize that I am frustrated with all

these events too.

It's funny because I was doing some internet research on my doctor a

while back. I came across a message on a fertility board where a

woman was asking how my doctor is. The replies said that he is

great, but his staff is mean. This was when he worked for a previous

center (he now has his own practice). I wonder if he brought his old

staff with him??

Yes, definitely--it's time to ask for a raise! I used to be a

compensation analyst and you should always asked when your perceived

value is the greatest.

April 14, 2001

R

Hey honey, thank you so much. You know, June is not

that far away and you will be in our shoes (hope you

like rollercoasters!!)...than again, I am still

holding out some hope that dh might change his mind

and go for it sooner. ++++++++++++thoughts!!

__________________________________________________

April 14, 2001

thanks susan,

I am hoping for that too!! But to be honest, i don't see it happening.. I

have been very sad these past few week... my Sara's due date in on the 20th

and so I have just been... depressed... so I don't think this is helping my

situation!!

lisa r

T.T.F.N.

April 15, 2001

Hi R--

I'd love to make you an " internet auntie. " That would just be

amazing. I'm sorry to hear you've been depressed lately. Coming up

on your due date can be really hard.

Here's a weird story about my due date, which is coming up on April

28th. I was just looking at the calendar and it says " National Day

of Mourning (Canada). " Weird, huh?

I wish I could do or say something to make this next week easier for

you.

April 15, 2001

,

Oh honey I am so sorry to hear that things are not going well for you

physically. I hope things ease up soon. I know this is not the greatest time

to have to deal with another issue. Thinking about you and wishing I could

make the pain go away.

Dana

April 15, 2001

,

I'm sorry to hear that Sara's due date is coming up. It's hard not to

let that get you down a little bit. But know that she is smiling down

on you on her day and waiting for time you will hold her brother or

sister in your arms! And that time will come sooner than you think.

Hang in there.

Dominique

April 15, 2001

,

I'm sorry to hear that Sara's due date is coming up. It's hard not to

let that get you down a little bit. But know that she is smiling down

on you on her day and waiting for time you will hold her brother or

sister in your arms! And that time will come sooner than you think.

Hang in there.

Dominique

April 16, 2001

Hi ,

I am so sorry that your feeling so sad. I came down here and saw the poem

that you posted. It was beautiful. Your little Sara is looking down on you

and her and (I think that is his name?)are always with you. I truly

believe that our loved ones won't ever leave us, though we may not see them.

But they are there. I don't want to just tell you that everything is gonna

be okay, because I have been there a 1,000 times and I know that saying that

to you hurts very much as it is to hear or in this case read it but

everything will be ok and though you will never forget your children I hope

there will come a day for all of us when we do have more children where we

can talk about our other babies and instead of crying we can smile and know

that they know they are loved. But they are and will never be forgotten.

I will be thinking of you on Saras d-date and your in my thoughts and

prayers as always. Please take care.

Sheila

April 16, 2001