One of those days

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Since this is a support group and I have seen others come through here with

just requests for support, I thought I would too. I am having a horrible

day (well, week). This is one of those days where I feel like my head will

implode. I couldn't sleep all night. Do you ever have times where your

body gets SO wired after eighteen hours of being up, that you could then go

on another five? I am like that. I will drag through a regular day from 9

in the morning until about ten at night and THEN get energy. Then if I USE

that energy and do anything (which I DO as it is the ONLY time I can get

anything done), I get so hyped and wired I can't settle down and sleep. I

get so frustrated sometimes I think I will lose it. And so now, today, I

will have to take a nap which will cause the whole thing to happen again as

I will be WIDE awake later on from sleeping during the day.

What a nightmare.

I just felt like complaining to someone who understood. Thanks to you all

for being there. As I sit here with the tears running down my cheeks, it's

nice to know there is someone who understands who won't try to offer me

'typical' solutions which of course won't work and don't apply. Bless my

family, they think they are helping when they do that - but they are not.

Marla