quitting work

[Guest guest]

Well, after I called Dane in tears this morning because of how hard it was

to drag myself into work today, he told me I can put in my notice anytime I

want to, that we'll work things out somehow. I've had a bad last couple of

nights, I wake up in the middle of the night with my allergies flaring, and

then have to go sleep on the couch for what little sleep I get. Last night

when I woke up, my nose was so stuffed shut, I had been breathing through my

mouth to the point where my entire throat had dried out. We have been

trying to get me to stay working until after the neurologist's follow up

visit since she isn't on Dane's insurance which would mean I'd have to pay

for her out of pocket. The initial visit was $300 +. And there isn't any

guarantee that she wouldn't schedule more tests and then another follow up

visit another month and a half away. There is no way I'm going to make

another three months of working. I'm not even sure I can make six weeks of

working. I told him I am going to try to wait until we talk to the

financial planner on Monday and see what he says, but he may not have stuff

to tell us on Monday. He may have to do some kind of figuring and get back

to us. Hopefully he could get us at least started with some rough figures

so we could go looking for insurance and a mortgage company. I've just been

going downhill a little more each week. I'm now at missing a day a week on

most weeks, and last week with everything going on, I wasn't there almost

the entire week. I have less than two sick days, and 8 vacation days left.

Am I making myself worse by trying to struggle on for another six weeks?

Should I just give in and put in my two week notice and the heck with

everything, we'll work it out as Dane says, or should I try my best to make

it through? Please give me your thoughts! I can feel my blood pressure is

rising right now as I type this.

D