Morning weigh in and stuff, long!

[Guest guest]

Hello,

Well I finally got on the scale for the weigh in this week and it was

bad just like I knew it would be. 210 Quite frankly I really don't

understand it. Yes the tooth thing sidetracked me but I was thinking

about it and I was still exercising, been going for walks and wasn't

eating out of the ordinary really. Last month my PMS- bloating and acne

lasted almost 3 weeks then TOM went on and on for almost 9 days! I'm

starting to think my thyroid might be out of whack again because I

really don't think I was that bad. This week I've really been quite

good. Drinking Slim fast a lot, if I have anything at night it's been

jello, sherbet or low fat ice cream. TOM is 2 weeks a way and I'm

already feeling bloated and having to wear my bigger bras and breaking

out. I'm hoping that if I just really buckle down, get my exercise

every day and up my thyroid stuff that things will straighten out. I'm

thinking that the trip to Portland and stress of the teeth just threw

things out of whack and now that some routine is back that it will be

ok. I'm just so disappointed to report a gain after I started the month

off so positive and convinced that I would finally lose. I guess I

better go get some blood work done because I really am feeling like my

thyroid has gone nuts. We'll see.

I am upset about this but it's just going to make me more determined.

I lost over 80 lbs for crying out loud! I can do this! I worked too

hard to just gain it back! No more dammit! I am soo mad right now I

could just scream! Guess I'll use it and get on the tread this morning.

I have the usual Friday stuff, go get Mike's check, run some errands

and then bowling. It is supposed to be nice this weekend so I think we

are going to go for a drive and some hiking finally! Also I will

finally get my new bowling ball! As some of you might recall, I was

giving Mike crap because we have been paying Dale something every week

just about all season and I asked Dale a few weeks back how much is

left? He said " $25 " turns around then says jokingly " no I mean $125 "

and I said " If it's $125 it better be for a new ball for me because my

b-day is this month! " Then Mike says " You want a new ball? You can get

one if you want? " I said " No, I'm just kidding " . Well a couple nights

later Dale calls asks for Mike and low and behold he walked in the door

right then and I hand the phone to Mike. I thought they were just going

to talk about Dale's new furnace that Mike is going to put in but then

I hear " Well her Messenger is 13 lbs and her Outrage was 14 so yeah 13

is fine. " Well of course I figure out they are talking about ordering

me a new ball!!! :-) Not very good at surprises! Well I wish I hadn't

known! Dale and Liz left for vacation and were gone the next 2 weeks of

bowling then last Fri he forgot it! Gee and they wonder why I bowled

like crap that night! Then Mike was going to pick it up Sat but forgot

then Mon he called Dale before heading home and Dale said well it would

be best if I was there so Mike came home and we were going to go over

there but they weren't home. So, I'm a bit irritated with Dale right

now! There are only 2 weeks left of the season. I was hoping to use the

dang thing a bit before summer! Oh well, I better get it tonight!

Then some of you may remember the desk thing? Long story short, I have

had the desk for almost 4 years because my girlfriends jerk husband up

and moved to Portland and she followed 7 mo later. They were going to

come get the desk later but never did, she left him, is with a new guy

now in Seattle, the jerk moves to Seattle. Hates me because he thinks

she left him because of me, blah blah blah. Then back in Feb she tells

me the jerk wants to sell the desk to this friend of his. Who the hell

sells a desk that has been in somebody else's house for almost 4 years

without asking them if they want it? Jerk does! I just can't believe

it. So, not like we don't have enough going on, Mike buying business,

my teeth, bowling, buying a new Jeep, trying to lose weight....... now

the chic buying, no correction who bought the desk apparently, keeps

calling me. She called again yesterday wondering if she could come get

it yet?! I told her ummm no, sorry, been a bit hectic around here and

we really don't have time for this! I'm trying to be nice to her

because she is pregnant and having a hard time and it's not her fault

the jerk sold the desk from under me but OOOOOHHHHHHHH it got me sooo

mad last night!!!! I'm sure my B/P went through the roof. I felt like I

was going to explode! Sooooo we can't be gone too much this weekend

because we have to clear off this desk and figure out what to do with

the computer and stuff until Mike can build a new desk, counter thing.

Yeah he's got time for that.

Whew, ok, wrote a short novel here. Sorry. Just had to get all that

out. You all have a good day.

Gena :-)