Guest guest Posted February 25, 2001 Report Share Posted February 25, 2001 Thanks R, Sometimes I have to remind myself not to look at stats...it can make me crazy. said last night we are going to do nothing. Nothing to stop a pg, nothing to help one along. We decided long ago to accept and welcome children as they come...nothing has changed for him. Yeah, well, I hate to break it to ya mister, but a whole lot has changed for me... I don't want to start to letting loose around here again, so I am going to end this now...wow, bitterness is NOT a pretty color on me...this is a brand new emotion...I am so totally ticked off...mad, enraged, resentful...eewww, and I thought the tears were bad...KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2001 Report Share Posted February 25, 2001 Thanks R, Sometimes I have to remind myself not to look at stats...it can make me crazy. said last night we are going to do nothing. Nothing to stop a pg, nothing to help one along. We decided long ago to accept and welcome children as they come...nothing has changed for him. Yeah, well, I hate to break it to ya mister, but a whole lot has changed for me... I don't want to start to letting loose around here again, so I am going to end this now...wow, bitterness is NOT a pretty color on me...this is a brand new emotion...I am so totally ticked off...mad, enraged, resentful...eewww, and I thought the tears were bad...KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2001 Report Share Posted February 25, 2001 Kj, it took me over two years to get pg the first time... I had and ep and lost my right tube.. We started trying in Nov and and I was pg in Jan... from two years with two tubes, to two months with one tube... I did lose the baby but the good news was that it was a uterine pg.... We have to have Hope and Faith and remember that doctors do NOT know all that the human body is capable of.... I try not to look at the stats too much, much too depressing... I am praying for you lisa r P.S. my dr told me that sometimes you will get pg easier and quicker after having a pg ,... it's like you're body knows what to do or somethings!! T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2001 Report Share Posted February 26, 2001 R, You're right, the anger has come after the tears. I seem to have calmed down a bit today...thank goodness, my family was starting to make wide circles around me... I received the most wonderful gift today...thought I'd share...my mothers best friend sent me a brass and glass floating candle bowl with the candles. It is called a " Living Light " . She enclosed a card where she wrote, " It may not seem that anything is beautiful right now, but YOU are. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. I will pray for you often as your body and soul heals " . Touched...oh my gosh, I just cried and cried...I am so grateful. Sometimes you get just what you need just when you need it... Take good care...KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2001 Report Share Posted February 26, 2001 R, You're right, the anger has come after the tears. I seem to have calmed down a bit today...thank goodness, my family was starting to make wide circles around me... I received the most wonderful gift today...thought I'd share...my mothers best friend sent me a brass and glass floating candle bowl with the candles. It is called a " Living Light " . She enclosed a card where she wrote, " It may not seem that anything is beautiful right now, but YOU are. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. I will pray for you often as your body and soul heals " . Touched...oh my gosh, I just cried and cried...I am so grateful. Sometimes you get just what you need just when you need it... Take good care...KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 26, 2001 Report Share Posted February 26, 2001 R, You're right, the anger has come after the tears. I seem to have calmed down a bit today...thank goodness, my family was starting to make wide circles around me... I received the most wonderful gift today...thought I'd share...my mothers best friend sent me a brass and glass floating candle bowl with the candles. It is called a " Living Light " . She enclosed a card where she wrote, " It may not seem that anything is beautiful right now, but YOU are. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. I will pray for you often as your body and soul heals " . Touched...oh my gosh, I just cried and cried...I am so grateful. Sometimes you get just what you need just when you need it... Take good care...KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 kj, forgive my spelling etc, my migraine is only lifted a little... The " living light " sounds beautiful... and it is amazing how it's usually the people that you wouldn't think would help you, are the ones who do.. Yesterday I went up to the church where I teach religion class to regester for a retreat...it's a one day thing over night and my dh was giving it to me for my birthday... well it's a wednesday to a thursday and I can't get off anymore from work.... I was told it wasn't meant for me to be there, not meant to be and I replied, that seeems to be the story of my life lately!! not meant to be for lisa.... i got a little angry and disappointed, but do know its not meant to be... Well while there, the 2 womem who run it bought me a book they got a at conference called: " All Season's Pass...grievieng a miscarriage " . It was soooo thoguhtful of them to think of me and the book is amazing... when i can look down without the fear of vomiting(!) i will type some passages that have brought me tremendous comfort... Never did I expect this of these women to care sooooo much about me when my own family... so, no retreat for me, but a beautiful book from two woman who barely know me... just what I needed...you are right we always get just what we need..... Maybe you can light the candles in memory of your beautiful angel baby... lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 kj, forgive my spelling etc, my migraine is only lifted a little... The " living light " sounds beautiful... and it is amazing how it's usually the people that you wouldn't think would help you, are the ones who do.. Yesterday I went up to the church where I teach religion class to regester for a retreat...it's a one day thing over night and my dh was giving it to me for my birthday... well it's a wednesday to a thursday and I can't get off anymore from work.... I was told it wasn't meant for me to be there, not meant to be and I replied, that seeems to be the story of my life lately!! not meant to be for lisa.... i got a little angry and disappointed, but do know its not meant to be... Well while there, the 2 womem who run it bought me a book they got a at conference called: " All Season's Pass...grievieng a miscarriage " . It was soooo thoguhtful of them to think of me and the book is amazing... when i can look down without the fear of vomiting(!) i will type some passages that have brought me tremendous comfort... Never did I expect this of these women to care sooooo much about me when my own family... so, no retreat for me, but a beautiful book from two woman who barely know me... just what I needed...you are right we always get just what we need..... Maybe you can light the candles in memory of your beautiful angel baby... lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 R I hope you are feeling better. It is nice to receive something from someone that you would never expect to. I hope one day you will be able to read the book and maybe find alittle peace. I am sorry to hear about you not being able to attend the retreat. Please take care of yourself. Tomorrow I hope you wake up and migraine is gone!! That is all you need on top of everything else, I know!!! I am beginning to wonder if I will every be 100% again, since the loss, than the surgery, than my problems I was having with my bladder (from the surgery the drs. think)...now it seems I finally got the right meds to help with that, than I was on the phone with my brother-in-law and fell down my stairs in my townhouse (the whole time on my butt!!lol(which is still sore from 2 weeks ago and now I finally caught a cold that has been going around. lol...isn't life great.... Hope you could follow all that rambling!!! Take care --- wrote: > kj, > forgive my spelling etc, my migraine is only lifted > a little... > The " living light " sounds beautiful... and it is > amazing how it's usually > the people that you wouldn't think would help you, > are the ones who do.. > > Yesterday I went up to the church where I teach > religion class to regester > for a retreat...it's a one day thing over night and > my dh was giving it to > me for my birthday... well it's a wednesday to a > thursday and I can't get > off anymore from work.... I was told it wasn't meant > for me to be there, not > meant to be and I replied, that seeems to be the > story of my life lately!! > not meant to be for lisa.... > i got a little angry and disappointed, but do know > its not meant to be... > > Well while there, the 2 womem who run it bought me a > book they got a at > conference called: > " All Season's Pass...grievieng a miscarriage " . It > was soooo thoguhtful of > them to think of me and the book is amazing... when > i can look down without > the fear of vomiting(!) i will type some passages > that have brought me > tremendous comfort... Never did I expect this of > these women to care sooooo > much about me when my own family... > > so, no retreat for me, but a beautiful book from two > woman who barely know > me... just what I needed...you are right we always > get just what we > need..... > Maybe you can light the candles in memory of your > beautiful angel baby... > > lisa r > T.T.F.N. > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 R I hope you are feeling better. It is nice to receive something from someone that you would never expect to. I hope one day you will be able to read the book and maybe find alittle peace. I am sorry to hear about you not being able to attend the retreat. Please take care of yourself. Tomorrow I hope you wake up and migraine is gone!! That is all you need on top of everything else, I know!!! I am beginning to wonder if I will every be 100% again, since the loss, than the surgery, than my problems I was having with my bladder (from the surgery the drs. think)...now it seems I finally got the right meds to help with that, than I was on the phone with my brother-in-law and fell down my stairs in my townhouse (the whole time on my butt!!lol(which is still sore from 2 weeks ago and now I finally caught a cold that has been going around. lol...isn't life great.... Hope you could follow all that rambling!!! Take care --- wrote: > kj, > forgive my spelling etc, my migraine is only lifted > a little... > The " living light " sounds beautiful... and it is > amazing how it's usually > the people that you wouldn't think would help you, > are the ones who do.. > > Yesterday I went up to the church where I teach > religion class to regester > for a retreat...it's a one day thing over night and > my dh was giving it to > me for my birthday... well it's a wednesday to a > thursday and I can't get > off anymore from work.... I was told it wasn't meant > for me to be there, not > meant to be and I replied, that seeems to be the > story of my life lately!! > not meant to be for lisa.... > i got a little angry and disappointed, but do know > its not meant to be... > > Well while there, the 2 womem who run it bought me a > book they got a at > conference called: > " All Season's Pass...grievieng a miscarriage " . It > was soooo thoguhtful of > them to think of me and the book is amazing... when > i can look down without > the fear of vomiting(!) i will type some passages > that have brought me > tremendous comfort... Never did I expect this of > these women to care sooooo > much about me when my own family... > > so, no retreat for me, but a beautiful book from two > woman who barely know > me... just what I needed...you are right we always > get just what we > need..... > Maybe you can light the candles in memory of your > beautiful angel baby... > > lisa r > T.T.F.N. > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 R I hope you are feeling better. It is nice to receive something from someone that you would never expect to. I hope one day you will be able to read the book and maybe find alittle peace. I am sorry to hear about you not being able to attend the retreat. Please take care of yourself. Tomorrow I hope you wake up and migraine is gone!! That is all you need on top of everything else, I know!!! I am beginning to wonder if I will every be 100% again, since the loss, than the surgery, than my problems I was having with my bladder (from the surgery the drs. think)...now it seems I finally got the right meds to help with that, than I was on the phone with my brother-in-law and fell down my stairs in my townhouse (the whole time on my butt!!lol(which is still sore from 2 weeks ago and now I finally caught a cold that has been going around. lol...isn't life great.... Hope you could follow all that rambling!!! Take care --- wrote: > kj, > forgive my spelling etc, my migraine is only lifted > a little... > The " living light " sounds beautiful... and it is > amazing how it's usually > the people that you wouldn't think would help you, > are the ones who do.. > > Yesterday I went up to the church where I teach > religion class to regester > for a retreat...it's a one day thing over night and > my dh was giving it to > me for my birthday... well it's a wednesday to a > thursday and I can't get > off anymore from work.... I was told it wasn't meant > for me to be there, not > meant to be and I replied, that seeems to be the > story of my life lately!! > not meant to be for lisa.... > i got a little angry and disappointed, but do know > its not meant to be... > > Well while there, the 2 womem who run it bought me a > book they got a at > conference called: > " All Season's Pass...grievieng a miscarriage " . It > was soooo thoguhtful of > them to think of me and the book is amazing... when > i can look down without > the fear of vomiting(!) i will type some passages > that have brought me > tremendous comfort... Never did I expect this of > these women to care sooooo > much about me when my own family... > > so, no retreat for me, but a beautiful book from two > woman who barely know > me... just what I needed...you are right we always > get just what we > need..... > Maybe you can light the candles in memory of your > beautiful angel baby... > > lisa r > T.T.F.N. > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 , I followed the rambling and totally understand!! Right after my d & c and surgery I got a sinus infection and a urinary tract infection and now a migraine!! Still no af!! When it rains it pours... but hey, this too shall pass.. it just feels like it won't!! I hope your butt is ok!! lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 R My butt is STILL alittle sore, but thanks for asking.LOL My more puppy, (well, 90 pound, 1 yr. old German Sheppard puppy) doesn't understand why I haven't been running around with him again.lol. I hope you wake up tomorrow feeling better. I am sorry, but I don't remember, when did you have your surgery & was it your first ep? FEEL BETTER (HUG) --- wrote: > , > I followed the rambling and totally understand!! > Right after my d & c and > surgery I got a sinus infection and a urinary tract > infection and now a > migraine!! Still no af!! > When it rains it pours... but hey, this too shall > pass.. it just feels like > it won't!! I hope your butt is ok!! > > lisa r > T.T.F.N. > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 R My butt is STILL alittle sore, but thanks for asking.LOL My more puppy, (well, 90 pound, 1 yr. old German Sheppard puppy) doesn't understand why I haven't been running around with him again.lol. I hope you wake up tomorrow feeling better. I am sorry, but I don't remember, when did you have your surgery & was it your first ep? FEEL BETTER (HUG) --- wrote: > , > I followed the rambling and totally understand!! > Right after my d & c and > surgery I got a sinus infection and a urinary tract > infection and now a > migraine!! Still no af!! > When it rains it pours... but hey, this too shall > pass.. it just feels like > it won't!! I hope your butt is ok!! > > lisa r > T.T.F.N. > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 susan, I had an ep on 8/31/00 and lost my right tube.. it was my first pg and took me a long time to get pg. I had a m/c and surgery on 1/26/01 . I have my left tube and all looks well.. My headache is almost gone!! I hope by tomorrow it will be.. Thanks for asking and for the hugs! lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 susan, I had an ep on 8/31/00 and lost my right tube.. it was my first pg and took me a long time to get pg. I had a m/c and surgery on 1/26/01 . I have my left tube and all looks well.. My headache is almost gone!! I hope by tomorrow it will be.. Thanks for asking and for the hugs! lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 susan, I had an ep on 8/31/00 and lost my right tube.. it was my first pg and took me a long time to get pg. I had a m/c and surgery on 1/26/01 . I have my left tube and all looks well.. My headache is almost gone!! I hope by tomorrow it will be.. Thanks for asking and for the hugs! lisa r T.T.F.N. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 R, I hope that headache is gone by the time you read this...I've been so busy working I have so little time for myself I am F A R behind and trying to catch up. I am thinking of you and keeping you in prayer. I know there is more I wanted to say to you but apparently I am suffering a bout of brain fade...I just can't THINK anymore this morning...great, I'll be wonderful on the job today...I'm thinking we ALL need to get away for a weekend, maybe we should crash in with and Dana... Have a good day...Love, KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 R, I hope that headache is gone by the time you read this...I've been so busy working I have so little time for myself I am F A R behind and trying to catch up. I am thinking of you and keeping you in prayer. I know there is more I wanted to say to you but apparently I am suffering a bout of brain fade...I just can't THINK anymore this morning...great, I'll be wonderful on the job today...I'm thinking we ALL need to get away for a weekend, maybe we should crash in with and Dana... Have a good day...Love, KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2001 Report Share Posted February 28, 2001 R, I hope that headache is gone by the time you read this...I've been so busy working I have so little time for myself I am F A R behind and trying to catch up. I am thinking of you and keeping you in prayer. I know there is more I wanted to say to you but apparently I am suffering a bout of brain fade...I just can't THINK anymore this morning...great, I'll be wonderful on the job today...I'm thinking we ALL need to get away for a weekend, maybe we should crash in with and Dana... Have a good day...Love, KJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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