Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Oh Crystal- I remember at the end of the eighth week in the NICU I had completely lost my sense of humour, and I was firmly into the " shoot the messenger " phase ) People who needed to tell me why couldn't go home quite yet were emotionally held at fault in my heart. People who were performing more procedures were now seen as doing things " to " him rather than " for " him. Chiding myself or shaming myself for my clearly negative attitude only made me more stuck. I am so sorry Eva has another day to stay. I hope sharing with you how " black " my mood once became helps you see yourself in a glorious white light! ) Along time ago I was told " an upset is an unmet expectation. " For me this is always intensely true. ) with love- Yuka NO GO!!! > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Oh Crystal- I remember at the end of the eighth week in the NICU I had completely lost my sense of humour, and I was firmly into the " shoot the messenger " phase ) People who needed to tell me why couldn't go home quite yet were emotionally held at fault in my heart. People who were performing more procedures were now seen as doing things " to " him rather than " for " him. Chiding myself or shaming myself for my clearly negative attitude only made me more stuck. I am so sorry Eva has another day to stay. I hope sharing with you how " black " my mood once became helps you see yourself in a glorious white light! ) Along time ago I was told " an upset is an unmet expectation. " For me this is always intensely true. ) with love- Yuka NO GO!!! > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! Crystal and Eva Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Oh dear, I should have read on before my first post, oh well wont be much longer, hang in there, Les > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva > > > > > > > CHARGE SYNDROME LISTSERV PHOTO PAGE: > http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2117043995 > > Membership of this email support group does not constitute membership in the > CHARGE Syndrome Foundation; for information about the CHARGE Syndrome > Foundation or to become a member (and get the newsletter), > please contact marion@... or visit > the web site at http://www.chargesyndrome.org > > 8th International > CHARGE Syndrome Conference, July, 2007. Information will be available at > www.chargesyndrome.org or by calling 1-. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Oh dear, I should have read on before my first post, oh well wont be much longer, hang in there, Les > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva > > > > > > > CHARGE SYNDROME LISTSERV PHOTO PAGE: > http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2117043995 > > Membership of this email support group does not constitute membership in the > CHARGE Syndrome Foundation; for information about the CHARGE Syndrome > Foundation or to become a member (and get the newsletter), > please contact marion@... or visit > the web site at http://www.chargesyndrome.org > > 8th International > CHARGE Syndrome Conference, July, 2007. Information will be available at > www.chargesyndrome.org or by calling 1-. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Oh dear, I should have read on before my first post, oh well wont be much longer, hang in there, Les > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva > > > > > > > CHARGE SYNDROME LISTSERV PHOTO PAGE: > http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2117043995 > > Membership of this email support group does not constitute membership in the > CHARGE Syndrome Foundation; for information about the CHARGE Syndrome > Foundation or to become a member (and get the newsletter), > please contact marion@... or visit > the web site at http://www.chargesyndrome.org > > 8th International > CHARGE Syndrome Conference, July, 2007. Information will be available at > www.chargesyndrome.org or by calling 1-. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Crystal, Oh I am so sorry for that disappointment. Bonnie, Mom to Kris 23, Patty CHARGE 21, and wife to Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Crystal- Bummer x 1 million! Michele W mom to Aubrie 8 yrs CHARGE, 14 yrs and wife to DJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Crystal- Bummer x 1 million! Michele W mom to Aubrie 8 yrs CHARGE, 14 yrs and wife to DJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Crystal- Bummer x 1 million! Michele W mom to Aubrie 8 yrs CHARGE, 14 yrs and wife to DJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Hope you're home tomorrow - fingers crossed! > > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 30, 2006 Report Share Posted April 30, 2006 Hope you're home tomorrow - fingers crossed! > > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > Crystal and Eva > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 Thanks Yuka! I know they are doing whats best for her I just am so over tired and sick of the hopsital. I just want to go in my own bed. Also I am sick of Hospital food!! Crystal > > Oh Crystal- > > I remember at the end of the eighth week in the NICU I had completely lost > my sense of humour, and I was firmly into the " shoot the messenger " phase > ) People who needed to tell me why couldn't go home quite yet were > emotionally held at fault in my heart. People who were performing more > procedures were now seen as doing things " to " him rather than " for " him. > Chiding myself or shaming myself for my clearly negative attitude only made > me more stuck. > > I am so sorry Eva has another day to stay. I hope sharing with you how > " black " my mood once became helps you see yourself in a glorious white > light! ) > > Along time ago I was told " an upset is an unmet expectation. " For me this > is always intensely true. ) > > with love- > > Yuka > > > NO GO!!! > > > > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > > > Crystal and Eva > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 Thanks Yuka! I know they are doing whats best for her I just am so over tired and sick of the hopsital. I just want to go in my own bed. Also I am sick of Hospital food!! Crystal > > Oh Crystal- > > I remember at the end of the eighth week in the NICU I had completely lost > my sense of humour, and I was firmly into the " shoot the messenger " phase > ) People who needed to tell me why couldn't go home quite yet were > emotionally held at fault in my heart. People who were performing more > procedures were now seen as doing things " to " him rather than " for " him. > Chiding myself or shaming myself for my clearly negative attitude only made > me more stuck. > > I am so sorry Eva has another day to stay. I hope sharing with you how > " black " my mood once became helps you see yourself in a glorious white > light! ) > > Along time ago I was told " an upset is an unmet expectation. " For me this > is always intensely true. ) > > with love- > > Yuka > > > NO GO!!! > > > > Well we are not going home her white blood count cells are alittle high > > and she has a slight fever so they want to keep her one more night. > > POOP!! I am so upset I was ready to go home and Dan needs to go back to > > work and so I am here alone I hate that feeling!! > > > > Crystal and Eva > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 oh im like les LOL read oen and not the other i do that with amelie all the time so shes used to it:P > > Crystal, > > Oh I am so sorry for that disappointment. > > > > > Bonnie, Mom to Kris 23, Patty CHARGE 21, and wife to > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 oh im like les LOL read oen and not the other i do that with amelie all the time so shes used to it:P > > Crystal, > > Oh I am so sorry for that disappointment. > > > > > Bonnie, Mom to Kris 23, Patty CHARGE 21, and wife to > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2006 Report Share Posted May 1, 2006 oh im like les LOL read oen and not the other i do that with amelie all the time so shes used to it:P > > Crystal, > > Oh I am so sorry for that disappointment. > > > > > Bonnie, Mom to Kris 23, Patty CHARGE 21, and wife to > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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