: odd post

[Guest guest]

I just reread Flo's post. Trains are sounding in the distance, and it's late.

spat her night time meds for the first time in months (eventually took

them) and is constipated. I'm sitting here with a small amount of tears

(never heard that phrase before). Just heard from the person who will

probably be K's main aide from 9-5, deaf but oral as well as a great

signer, an MA, --- on and on ---- about her plans for tomorrow when we

start the transition from full time with family to staff. She wants to shadow

, etc, and it all sounds so... solid. I'll be at K's new house-to-be

waiting for appliances to be installed, etc. Oh, I am so scared. I keep

thinking that Andy and I made it all the way to the federal court of appeals

(bet that is supposed to be capitalized), through the flights between here

and Perkins, and on and on, and NOW I'm scared! Maybe last night's

storms just have me freaked.

goes to the new house and cries. Tonight, she asked if I would

sleep there with her. I told her that neither of us would sleep there for

awhile. I don't know how to do the transition. Pam? Tim? Bonnie?

Anyone?

Ok. this is a ramble. I must join the others who've already crashed; for

some reason (dah) I keep putting it off. comes home on the 20th

for a few days from the U. of Chicago, so perhaps things will be more

family-like (sorry, couldn't figure out how to say that!)

This is damn hard.

Martha