Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

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Right now my "game" (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~ NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is "normal" (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological "games", he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the "student" (read - victim), meaning ME ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Akiba, I'm so so sorry .  In all honesty though, it doesn't surprise me one bit.  Your Rob sounds so similar to mine.  I covered his ass to keep him from jail and ended up with over $200,000 debt!  I had made the stupid mistake of protecting my children from knowing about his various business frauds, etc. probably because I had lost my father at 6.  Boy was I wrong .... I haven't spoken with 2 of them for 10 yrs.  He lives in an expensive home, has 4 cars, 2 brand new motorcycles, takes trips all over Europe but all possessions are in his wife's name who happens to be the same age as our daughters.  He helped her get out of a marriage with one helluva lucrative settlement.

 

I'm digressing here .... are you sure it's just not $'s he's after?  Mine was also determined to see I'd never be happy again.  He lost on that one!  A hedonistic sociopath!  My children were young adults; Robbin is still a child

 

Want me to get my Hecate athame out?  Perfect time of the year.  I'm so angry because I know a lot of what you're feeling firsthand and it is not fair

 

hugs,

Cait

 

Right now my " game " (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~  NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is " normal " (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological " games " , he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the " student " (read - victim), meaning ME

 

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

 

 

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I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.

Jolie

 

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He IS after the $$, and that is ALL he is after. He's proven it. But he also hates ME, because I am the better person, *I* was faithful while he was not able to be Yes, Please get out the Athame, and use it. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough..I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Perfect timing tomorrow night ... are you sure?

 

He IS after the $$, and that is ALL he is after. He's proven it. But he also hates ME, because I am the better person, *I* was faithful while he was not able to be Yes, Please get out the Athame, and use it.

 

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

 

 

-- Re: Today

  

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough..I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.

Jolie

 

 

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I am ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough.I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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it hit a nerve when you gave Robbin the new watch

talk about insecure idiots

To: MSersLife Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 1:15:15 AMSubject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

I am

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

-- Re: Today

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough.I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Akiba I think applying for spousal support is an excellent idea. Continued prayers.

Hugs

nne

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Re: Today

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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It sounds as though you have a good plan of attack, Akiba. I'm so sorry about your Mom. (, that is a bummer to say the least. Though you seem to be taking positives away from the negative experience.Use us as a positive, encouraging group where you can speak your mind and vent and yell as much as you need.love you, Kate Re: Today> > > > I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figure> > something out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put you> > through...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,> > the answer will come.> > Jolie> > > > > > >

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I'm so glad to see you got angry and that there is some spark again in you. I really was worried. It's great to see what you can achieve when you get angry. Then the fighting is back in you. Don't give up, you're gonna win this thing.LoveTo: MSersLife Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 6:49:17 AMSubject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

Right now my "game" (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~ NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is "normal" (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological "games", he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything

from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the "student" (read - victim), meaning ME ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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I'm so glad to see you got angry and that there is some spark again in you. I really was worried. It's great to see what you can achieve when you get angry. Then the fighting is back in you. Don't give up, you're gonna win this thing.LoveTo: MSersLife Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 6:49:17 AMSubject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

Right now my "game" (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~ NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is "normal" (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological "games", he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything

from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the "student" (read - victim), meaning ME ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Akiba, isn't Robbin old enough to speak with a judge or someone who deals with kids.  At 12 shouldn't he be able to express who 'he' wants to live with?  Or would Rob intimidate him too much? 

 

Cait

I'm so glad to see you got angry and that there is some spark again in you. I really was worried. It's great to see what you can achieve when you get angry. Then the fighting is back in you. Don't give up, you're gonna win this thing.

Love

To: MSersLife

Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 6:49:17 AM Subject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) 

Right now my " game " (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~  NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is " normal " (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological " games " , he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the " student " (read - victim), meaning ME

 

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

 

 

-- Re: Today

  

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.

Jolie

 

[Guest guest]

Akiba, isn't Robbin old enough to speak with a judge or someone who deals with kids.  At 12 shouldn't he be able to express who 'he' wants to live with?  Or would Rob intimidate him too much? 

 

Cait

I'm so glad to see you got angry and that there is some spark again in you. I really was worried. It's great to see what you can achieve when you get angry. Then the fighting is back in you. Don't give up, you're gonna win this thing.

Love

To: MSersLife

Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 6:49:17 AM Subject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) 

Right now my " game " (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~  NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is " normal " (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological " games " , he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the " student " (read - victim), meaning ME

 

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

 

 

-- Re: Today

  

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.

Jolie

 

[Guest guest]

Akiba, isn't Robbin old enough to speak with a judge or someone who deals with kids.  At 12 shouldn't he be able to express who 'he' wants to live with?  Or would Rob intimidate him too much? 

 

Cait

I'm so glad to see you got angry and that there is some spark again in you. I really was worried. It's great to see what you can achieve when you get angry. Then the fighting is back in you. Don't give up, you're gonna win this thing.

Love

To: MSersLife

Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 6:49:17 AM Subject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) 

Right now my " game " (like this is a game?) plan is to 1 ~ apply for spousal support first thing on Monday, and 2 ~  NOT email him telling him what a shit he is and how I think he is a total waste of skin and does not deserve to breathe the same air as Robbin and that he should eat shit and die. Why? Because that is what he is expecting me to do, and I will not give him the satisfaction, and, if I act as if everything is " normal " (like I even remember what the hell that is) it will keep him guessing what *I* know and what *I* am up to. If he wants to play psychological " games " , he doesn't know who he is playing against. My mother was a master at them, and if I got anything from her, it is the knowledge and ability to play them, and how to win. Why? Because SHE played them against ME for 40 years. And he is NO match for either of us, the mother I haven't spoken to since Nov 11, 2001 or the " student " (read - victim), meaning ME

 

~*~ Akiba~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

The World Revolves around The Sun

MY World Revolves around MY Son

That which does not kill us

Only serves to make us stronger

I must be pretty damned strong by now

 

 

-- Re: Today

  

I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.

Jolie

 

[Guest guest]

No, Hon, he had to have done this mid-month, I only just got the letter from them yesterday. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough.I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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No, Hon, he had to have done this mid-month, I only just got the letter from them yesterday. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough.I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Sis, it seems all I DO is vent and yell. The crap that goes on in my life would make a soap-writer gasp. I am thinking about writing out a long letter and sending it to Oprah and Dr Phil lol...they probable wouldn't believe it, either. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) It sounds as though you have a good plan of attack, Akiba. I'm so sorry about your Mom. (, that is a bummer to say the least. Though you seem to be taking positives away from the negative experience.Use us as a positive, encouraging group where you can speak your mind and vent and yell as much as you need.love you, Kate Re: Today> > > > I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figure> > something out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put you> > through...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,> > the answer will come.> > Jolie> > > > > > >

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Sis, it seems all I DO is vent and yell. The crap that goes on in my life would make a soap-writer gasp. I am thinking about writing out a long letter and sending it to Oprah and Dr Phil lol...they probable wouldn't believe it, either. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) It sounds as though you have a good plan of attack, Akiba. I'm so sorry about your Mom. (, that is a bummer to say the least. Though you seem to be taking positives away from the negative experience.Use us as a positive, encouraging group where you can speak your mind and vent and yell as much as you need.love you, Kate Re: Today> > > > I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figure> > something out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put you> > through...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,> > the answer will come.> > Jolie> > > > > > >

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Sis, it seems all I DO is vent and yell. The crap that goes on in my life would make a soap-writer gasp. I am thinking about writing out a long letter and sending it to Oprah and Dr Phil lol...they probable wouldn't believe it, either. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language) It sounds as though you have a good plan of attack, Akiba. I'm so sorry about your Mom. (, that is a bummer to say the least. Though you seem to be taking positives away from the negative experience.Use us as a positive, encouraging group where you can speak your mind and vent and yell as much as you need.love you, Kate Re: Today> > > > I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figure> > something out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put you> > through...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,> > the answer will come.> > Jolie> > > > > > >

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, I believe you hit the nail on the head when you said he did this because he knows that if I am homeless I can't get Robbin back. I will also lose my chair, since there is no place on the street to plug it in. It just cannot happen, I really need a miracle...publisher's clearing house, where ARE you when I really NEED you? I guess I will have to start selling off my personal jewelry. I told Mike about it, he said he will see what he can do to help, not sure what that can be, since he is so far away...but it's nice to hear. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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, I believe you hit the nail on the head when you said he did this because he knows that if I am homeless I can't get Robbin back. I will also lose my chair, since there is no place on the street to plug it in. It just cannot happen, I really need a miracle...publisher's clearing house, where ARE you when I really NEED you? I guess I will have to start selling off my personal jewelry. I told Mike about it, he said he will see what he can do to help, not sure what that can be, since he is so far away...but it's nice to hear. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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He just turned 12, we have a preliminary court date for Dec 1st, problem is, will I still BE here by then? And of course Rob will try to get him to say he wants to live there, that's not even in question. Just like I have told him to tell them he wants to live with ME. We had another chat about it when I saw him, I asked him what he would say, he said he wanted to live with me but was worried about leaving his school, so I told him that this school district told me that if they cannot find him a school as good or better then Pathways, that they will send him there. He was happy to hear that. I asked him if he had any other reasons to Not want to live with me, he said no he didn't. I KNOW he misses me, I KNOW he loves me. But I also know his dad has been filling his head with lies. When Robbin will get the chance, IF Robbin will get the chance, to voice his OWN thoughts is a total unknown. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough..I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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He just turned 12, we have a preliminary court date for Dec 1st, problem is, will I still BE here by then? And of course Rob will try to get him to say he wants to live there, that's not even in question. Just like I have told him to tell them he wants to live with ME. We had another chat about it when I saw him, I asked him what he would say, he said he wanted to live with me but was worried about leaving his school, so I told him that this school district told me that if they cannot find him a school as good or better then Pathways, that they will send him there. He was happy to hear that. I asked him if he had any other reasons to Not want to live with me, he said no he didn't. I KNOW he misses me, I KNOW he loves me. But I also know his dad has been filling his head with lies. When Robbin will get the chance, IF Robbin will get the chance, to voice his OWN thoughts is a total unknown. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough..I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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He just turned 12, we have a preliminary court date for Dec 1st, problem is, will I still BE here by then? And of course Rob will try to get him to say he wants to live there, that's not even in question. Just like I have told him to tell them he wants to live with ME. We had another chat about it when I saw him, I asked him what he would say, he said he wanted to live with me but was worried about leaving his school, so I told him that this school district told me that if they cannot find him a school as good or better then Pathways, that they will send him there. He was happy to hear that. I asked him if he had any other reasons to Not want to live with me, he said no he didn't. I KNOW he misses me, I KNOW he loves me. But I also know his dad has been filling his head with lies. When Robbin will get the chance, IF Robbin will get the chance, to voice his OWN thoughts is a total unknown. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough..I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Where is Mike? I can't remember. I'm thinking about you and praying for your situation, Akiba.hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 1:45:00 PMSubject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

, I believe you hit the nail on the head when you said he did this because he knows that if I am homeless I can't get Robbin back. I will also lose my chair, since there is no place on the street to plug it in. It just cannot happen, I really need a miracle...publisher's clearing house, where ARE you when I really NEED you? I guess I will have to start selling off my personal jewelry. I told Mike about it, he said he will see what he can do to help, not sure what that can be, since he is so far away...but it's nice to hear. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie

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Where is Mike? I can't remember. I'm thinking about you and praying for your situation, Akiba.hugs SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Sat, October 31, 2009 1:45:00 PMSubject: Re: Today (Please excuse my language, you all KNOW me and what it takes for ME to use foul language)

, I believe you hit the nail on the head when you said he did this because he knows that if I am homeless I can't get Robbin back. I will also lose my chair, since there is no place on the street to plug it in. It just cannot happen, I really need a miracle...publisher's clearing house, where ARE you when I really NEED you? I guess I will have to start selling off my personal jewelry. I told Mike about it, he said he will see what he can do to help, not sure what that can be, since he is so far away...but it's nice to hear. ~*~ Akiba~*~ Pragmatic Visionary The World Revolves around The Sun MY World Revolves around MY Son That which does not kill us Only serves to make us stronger I must be pretty damned strong by now -- Re: Today I don't even know what to say...but I do know you will figuresomething out. Rob should be ashamed of the things he has put youthrough...I don't know how he sleeps at night. Just hang in there,the answer will come.Jolie