Re: for Marcia

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Thanks for the kind words I think that I am OK now tomorrow is the big day I am ready to get on with it I Had an appointment with a RN yesterday for pre admission she actually made me feel lots better and it really helped to be able to get on here and spill my guts and know that everyone understood. I love this group SherrieMarcia Morse <morsekittyl@...> wrote: Oh Sherrie, We are with you....deep breaths. You reflected everything that has been flying through my mind, too. I have been staying very, very busy which helps me to

keep the gremlins in my mind at bay. Just keep writing out the fear(s) if you need to, it is a big help. Marciasweetpea37814 <sweetpea37814@...> wrote: Ok It is getting close and i am having a panic attack.I cannot sleep on my back.I hate sleeping in a recliner.I hate pain and I hate exercise.How will I get my coffee to the computer.Will I be able to sit at the computer.When will I be able to get in the tub again Or in the boat.I have been out of work for 11 months where in the world am I gonna find a job will I be able to go back to running on my feet 10-12 hours a day.Will I have the nerve to do the right one next What if I get hooked on pain pills what if the pain meds make me feel awful what if they don't work.I cant stand the thought of so many days in the hospital.Lord help me.

Ok I am done now thanks for listening my husband would have thought I had went nutty if I had said all that to him lol.3 days to go Couldnt face it without you all sherrie aka nervous nellie __________________________________________________