Re: Re:Karima -

[Guest guest]

Oh Dianna how lovely that you met someone after all you went through. Almost

gives me hope. I have had the worst luck with meeting a man on the internet.

I refuse to even try anymore. Just my luck, somehow I am meeting the wrong

sort and I don't know why or how come. I am so happy for you.

Take care Jolene

[Guest guest]

Oh I just don't understand why your daughter's did that. They may have more

confidence in your treatment that you do at this stage. Course they also may be

taking things for granted. I think my kids are like that too.. I don't know what

will happen if I get too goofy to do the dishes.. LOL! Or alot of other things

around this house. It is already not as decent as it should be... Anyway oh oh

of I feel another cliche coming on ... When life hands you lemons make

lemonade..... When my hubby passed on, for awhile I could count on my kids doing

things with me. Went to hockey games with me, or to movies etc. But then that

got old because it just wasn't there thing so I just went by myself. Course

tonight I am sitting here alone cause daughter Kris was bored so called her

girlfriend and they went out to party. I sure wouldn't go with her (not that she

would ask) but she might have suggested going to a movie... but didn't.... Our

kids will always be our kids and for the most part kids think of themselves

first... before anyone else.

You have got to get yourself out of this slump. I asked you before are you

taking anything to help you? There are many good remedies for this anxiety etc.

You need to talk to your doc about it especially if you can't get yourself out

of it. Once again you are not alone in this, many people have these feelings

and we just have to work through them. You need to find stuff to occupy your

time and not think about why the kids didn't come... Reading is my passion...

or I play on the computer, not really into games, I work with clipart (adorable

stuff) and make cards, fridge magnets. Nothing fancy. Am a former craft dabbler

so even though I don't craft anymore, the urge to do something is still there. I

have always loved doings things on my computer, even when I still had my old

commodores. LOL.

I taught myself to knit and crochet but sorta out of that now. When I quit

smoking was going to make the grandkids each a quick crochet blanket for when

they lay on the floor watching tv.(didn't get very far on that) but at least I

kept myself busy for awhile. Ha.

Anyway you are still here so make it work... I wish I had some magic words for

you. Hang on girl, don't give up... Hugs JOlene

[Guest guest]

Hey Jolene,

Well I will get to church today and then since I have been up since before it

got light, I will probably come home and go to sleep.

For right now I am allowing myself to give up. It will pass I am sure.

Thanks. Right now I am dealing with a yeast or radiation reaction you know

where and I have sunburn/radiation where the sun usually doesn't shine.

Ick, Ick, Ick.

Re: Re:Karima -

Oh I just don't understand why your daughter's did that. They may have more

confidence in your treatment that you do at this stage. Course they also may be

taking things for granted. I think my kids are like that too.. I don't know what

will happen if I get too goofy to do the dishes.. LOL! Or alot of other things

around this house. It is already not as decent as it should be... Anyway oh oh

of I feel another cliche coming on ... When life hands you lemons make

lemonade..... When my hubby passed on, for awhile I could count on my kids doing

things with me. Went to hockey games with me, or to movies etc. But then that

got old because it just wasn't there thing so I just went by myself. Course

tonight I am sitting here alone cause daughter Kris was bored so called her

girlfriend and they went out to party. I sure wouldn't go with her (not that she

would ask) but she might have suggested going to a movie... but didn't.... Our

kids will always be our kids and for the most part kids think of themselves

first... before anyone else.

You have got to get yourself out of this slump. I asked you before are you

taking anything to help you? There are many good remedies for this anxiety etc.

You need to talk to your doc about it especially if you can't get yourself out

of it. Once again you are not alone in this, many people have these feelings

and we just have to work through them. You need to find stuff to occupy your

time and not think about why the kids didn't come... Reading is my passion...

or I play on the computer, not really into games, I work with clipart (adorable

stuff) and make cards, fridge magnets. Nothing fancy. Am a former craft dabbler

so even though I don't craft anymore, the urge to do something is still there. I

have always loved doings things on my computer, even when I still had my old

commodores. LOL.

I taught myself to knit and crochet but sorta out of that now. When I quit

smoking was going to make the grandkids each a quick crochet blanket for when

they lay on the floor watching tv.(didn't get very far on that) but at least I

kept myself busy for awhile. Ha.

Anyway you are still here so make it work... I wish I had some magic words for

you. Hang on girl, don't give up... Hugs JOlene

[Guest guest]

Yes ick, ick, ick not pleasant.. Sounds like you have a plan. Take care..

Jolene

Re: Re:Karima -

Oh I just don't understand why your daughter's did that. They may have more

confidence in your treatment that you do at this stage. Course they also may be

taking things for granted. I think my kids are like that too.. I don't know what

will happen if I get too goofy to do the dishes.. LOL! Or alot of other things

around this house. It is already not as decent as it should be... Anyway oh oh

of I feel another cliche coming on ... When life hands you lemons make

lemonade..... When my hubby passed on, for awhile I could count on my kids doing

things with me. Went to hockey games with me, or to movies etc. But then that

got old because it just wasn't there thing so I just went by myself. Course

tonight I am sitting here alone cause daughter Kris was bored so called her

girlfriend and they went out to party. I sure wouldn't go with her (not that she

would ask) but she might have suggested going to a movie... but didn't.... Our

kids will always be our kids a You have got to get yourself out of this slump.

I asked you before are you taking anything to help you? There are many good

remedies for this anxiety etc. You need to talk to your doc about it especially

if you can't get yourself out of it. Once again you are not alone in this, many

people have these feelings and we just have to work through them. You need to

find stuff to occupy your time and not think about why the kids didn't come...

Reading is my passion... or I play on the computer, not really into games, I

work with clipart (adorable stuff) and make cards, fridge magnets. Nothing

fancy. Am a former craft dabbler so even though I don't craft anymore, the urge

to do something is still there. I have always loved doings things on my

computer, even when I still had my old commodores. LOL.

I taught myself to knit and crochet but sorta out of that now. When I quit

smoking was going to make the grandkids each a quick crochet blanket for when

they lay on the floor watching tv.(didn't get very far on that) but at least I

kept myself busy for awhile. Ha.

Anyway you are still here so make it work... I wish I had some magic words

for you. Hang on girl, don't give up... Hugs JOlene