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February 9, 2001

Thank you, hopefully it will be soon,

, mommy of 4, , 16 and begging to drive the family auto, (I

dont need more grey hair here) Caleb, 6 wishing to be 3 again, and the

worrier of the family,

, 5 and the next famous artist, and , 17months with CF and reflux

and a beautiful smile and bright blue eyes, whose greatest passions are

dancing and Elmo.

February 9, 2001

,

in your last post you said----

once again I cried, but

thats ok,

I have been doing this for 13 months, and have done it mostly by myself, my

husband is still living in the land of denial, so this is mine to carry

along

with my son.

I will give him all that I can, and hope that when he is older he will look

back and think that I am a good mommy, and I have given him the best I

could.

After brandon was born i cried and then when he was around2(so long ago) me

and my husband were in the kitchen ,me doing dishes and brandon asked me

something and i started to cry and my husband walked into the room as i was

crying and he said HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO CRY UNTIL HE IS GONE, OR WHAT

my response was , i used the sink hose and hose him . along with my kitchen

and that released so much out of me and that was the last day that i cried

until recently. funny how people release there emotions.

he will tell you where he wants to be and the only thing you need to

concentrate at that point is getting him there (at least 1 x)

you ned to find your release.

chris

mom of 3

brandon 12 yrs old

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