Re: update on Stupid pathetic Jan

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update on Stupid pathetic Jan

Hey Guys its me. I'm not doing so well right now especially mentally because Corrina had a talk with me last night and quickly informed me that i can't live with her and now.Well like i said before i tried the alone thing for almost 6 months and almost lost my mind. I can't live alone i was begging i told her it wasn't meant to be fore a lifetime just til i met somebody or til i met somebody i could be comfortable with as a roomate. Dear God in heaven I don't know what i'm gonna do. She told me not to give up the apartment but i could stay here for a while.I asked her could i please stay till the first of the year she said ok.So I just thought i'd let my sarc family know about my stressed out pathetic life.Lord, let me let you Lead me!Jan Bovitz ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityLive Group Chat:-Mondays & Fridays 10pm EST USAhttp://www.elderwyn.com/neurosarcoidosis/chat.phpMessage Archives and Digest Attachment Pictures:-http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/messagesMembers Database:-Listings of locations, phone numbers, and instant messengers.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/database Bookmarks:-Add a website URL you have found useful.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/linksPersonal Complaints or problems:-Please email the moderatorsmailto:Neurosarcoidosis-owner Subscription Details:-1) Individual email - means that every email sent to the list you receive.2) Daily Digest - sends you 25 messages in one single email for you to browse. This is an excellent option if you receive alot of email.3) Web only/No mail - means that you can pop into eGroups at your convenience and receive no email.To modify your subscription settings please visit:- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/joinTo subscribe email neurosarcoidosis-subscribe To unsubscribe email neurosarcoidosis-unsubscribe The moderators will not be doing it for you!~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~Come stand by my side where I am going,Take my hand if I should stumble and fall,It's the strength and love that you share,That gives me what I need most of all.- Hoyt Axton~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~

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Jan, I'm so sorry that you have this additional stress. Did Corrinna say why you couldn't stay with them? What about ? Does he have a say in this? Hugs from Rose ((()))

update on Stupid pathetic Jan

Hey Guys its me. I'm not doing so well right now especially mentally because Corrina had a talk with me last night and quickly informed me that i can't live with her and now.Well like i said before i tried the alone thing for almost 6 months and almost lost my mind. I can't live alone i was begging i told her it wasn't meant to be fore a lifetime just til i met somebody or til i met somebody i could be comfortable with as a roomate. Dear God in heaven I don't know what i'm gonna do. She told me not to give up the apartment but i could stay here for a while.I asked her could i please stay till the first of the year she said ok.So I just thought i'd let my sarc family know about my stressed out pathetic life.Lord, let me let you Lead me!Jan Bovitz ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityLive Group Chat:-Mondays & Fridays 10pm EST USAhttp://www.elderwyn.com/neurosarcoidosis/chat.phpMessage Archives and Digest Attachment Pictures:-http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/messagesMembers Database:-Listings of locations, phone numbers, and instant messengers.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/database Bookmarks:-Add a website URL you have found useful.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/linksPersonal Complaints or problems:-Please email the moderatorsmailto:Neurosarcoidosis-owner Subscription Details:-1) Individual email - means that every email sent to the list you receive.2) Daily Digest - sends you 25 messages in one single email for you to browse. This is an excellent option if you receive alot of email.3) Web only/No mail - means that you can pop into eGroups at your convenience and receive no email.To modify your subscription settings please visit:- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/joinTo subscribe email neurosarcoidosis-subscribe To unsubscribe email neurosarcoidosis-unsubscribe The moderators will not be doing it for you!~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~Come stand by my side where I am going,Take my hand if I should stumble and fall,It's the strength and love that you share,That gives me what I need most of all.- Hoyt Axton~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~

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Hi Rose,

Well Corrina is my daughter and she said she and talked it over and they want to get on with their lives and have their own space.

They have been looking to buy another house and before this happened i told them i would stay in the basement or garage anything just so i wouldn't have to be alone and that some day i would meet someone i don't know when i'm only 40 for crying out loud and i'm a basket case and i can't face this alone i tried for 6 months i have never been alone before until i tried living alone in the apartment and about lost my mind.

Rose dear God in heaven i will do anything not to be alone but she did promise me i could stay here while i ook for a room mate at church til Janruary. I feel sicker now than ever.

Thanks for your kindness and prayers. Like i said i wasn't asking her for a lifetime only maybe a year or 2 depending how long till i find someone. And i was gonna pay rent too so oh i don't know.

Love ya,

Lord, let me let you Lead me!

Jan Bovitz

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Hi Rose,

Well Corrina is my daughter and she said she and talked it over and they want to get on with their lives and have their own space.

They have been looking to buy another house and before this happened i told them i would stay in the basement or garage anything just so i wouldn't have to be alone and that some day i would meet someone i don't know when i'm only 40 for crying out loud and i'm a basket case and i can't face this alone i tried for 6 months i have never been alone before until i tried living alone in the apartment and about lost my mind.

Rose dear God in heaven i will do anything not to be alone but she did promise me i could stay here while i ook for a room mate at church til Janruary. I feel sicker now than ever.

Thanks for your kindness and prayers. Like i said i wasn't asking her for a lifetime only maybe a year or 2 depending how long till i find someone. And i was gonna pay rent too so oh i don't know.

Love ya,

Lord, let me let you Lead me!

Jan Bovitz

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Jeanna,

Thank you my friend that is such a sweet gesture God will reward you for your kind heart. No i don't live in Texas but i used too. I just never dreamed i couldn't stay with my own children like i said i wasn't asking for a lifetime commitment just till i met someone that i could be with i'm only 40 and i still live in hope there is someone out there for me they say 3rd time is charm. I have till Janruary to find somebody or somewhere.

You don't know how much i appreciate your offer i will think about it cause naturally if i can get something to workout here it would be better. Like i said i have been so sick over this i just can't get over it. Thank you my friend i will think about it God bless you for offering.

Love ya,

Lord, let me let you Lead me!

Jan Bovitz

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Jan, would Corrina be willing to email me? I could tell her how my mom and I have worked things out so that we could stand living together! It ain't easy, but with grace and tolerance on both sides (and people to vent to on mine), it's okay most of the time, and great occasionally. If she wants to email me, here is my address, in case you don't have it: mamadog@.... If she doesn't like email, she could call me, or I could call her, since I have no long-distance charges on my cell phone. Hang in there, kiddo. You know that God has a plan, to help you & not to harm you, to give you HOPE and a FUTURE. ( 29:11, I think). Rose

Re: update on Stupid pathetic Jan

Hi Rose,Well Corrina is my daughter and she said she and talked it over and they want to get on with their lives and have their own space.They have been looking to buy another house and before this happened i told them i would stay in the basement or garage anything just so i wouldn't have to be alone and that some day i would meet someone i don't know when i'm only 40 for crying out loud and i'm a basket case and i can't face this alone i tried for 6 months i have never been alone before until i tried living alone in the apartment and about lost my mind.Rose dear God in heaven i will do anything not to be alone but she did promise me i could stay here while i ook for a room mate at church til Janruary. I feel sicker now than ever.Thanks for your kindness and prayers. Like i said i wasn't asking her for a lifetime only maybe a year or 2 depending how long till i find someone. And i was gonna pay rent too so oh i don't know.Love ya,Lord, let me let you Lead me!Jan Bovitz ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityLive Group Chat:-Mondays & Fridays 10pm EST USAhttp://www.elderwyn.com/neurosarcoidosis/chat.phpMessage Archives and Digest Attachment Pictures:-http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/messagesMembers Database:-Listings of locations, phone numbers, and instant messengers.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/database Bookmarks:-Add a website URL you have found useful.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/linksPersonal Complaints or problems:-Please email the moderatorsmailto:Neurosarcoidosis-owner Subscription Details:-1) Individual email - means that every email sent to the list you receive.2) Daily Digest - sends you 25 messages in one single email for you to browse. This is an excellent option if you receive alot of email.3) Web only/No mail - means that you can pop into eGroups at your convenience and receive no email.To modify your subscription settings please visit:- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Neurosarcoidosis/joinTo subscribe email neurosarcoidosis-subscribe To unsubscribe email neurosarcoidosis-unsubscribe The moderators will not be doing it for you!~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~Come stand by my side where I am going,Take my hand if I should stumble and fall,It's the strength and love that you share,That gives me what I need most of all.- Hoyt Axton~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~

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Thats cool glad God blessed you with someone special.

Lord, let me let you Lead me!

Jan Bovitz

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Rose i'm not sure i'm gonna leave it alone for a few days a friend of mine at church suggested i do that and see. As well as pray for God to intervene. God Bless you Rose and thank you, I do so appreciate you and all you are will to do

Lord, let me let you Lead me!

Jan Bovitz