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Val. That is so sad. My fiance dosnt abuse me he just

dosnt understand. He has never been around anyone as

sick as me. I guess you could say hes still

learning,slowly.I wish he would read or research.Or

listen to me.He understands when I cant and dont do

things and he will clean up and make dinner and take

the girls to get out.But what I really want is for him

to understand how I feel physically and what kind of

toll it takes on me mentally.Its hard to be

sick.Everything is a challenge.All the little things

he can do so easily are so hard for me.I told him id

rather have Gabby(my youngest) everyday of my life

then have to feel all these horible things.I had a

very hard birth with her and he seen it all.She was 10

lbs and they induced me and then her shoulder was

stuck behind my pelvic bone.Its jus sumthn I can

compare to for him to understand I think we should be

learning together,and I still am myself and then to

try to get him to and to understand is exhausting.I

wont give up I jus pray he some day does.

--- MSersLife

wrote:

> Cassy~

> That is so sad. To have a significant other be so

much in denial and so cl

> osed, is too much for me to take. My son's dad was

the same way when I was

> with him. There were times when I would have a

relapse and could barely get

> out of bed. He would go out and get drunk. Then

stagger in at 3 or 4 in th

> e morning and expect me to get out of bed and

prepare him a meal. He would

> get angry because of my clumsiness while preparing

his food and called me "

> lazy " and " sonza " . If I wasn't afraid of getting

beat up. I would have call

> ed him a " pendejo " and thrown the food at him.

> Everytime I had a relapse, he would think I was

making excuses for not wan

> ting to do housework or cook. I could never get him

to do research or go to

> dr. appts. with me. I did everything alone. Then,

one day I woke up, got s

> mart, and dumped him. The best decision I'd ever

made in my life. The unfor

> tunate part of it, was losing my son. That's another

story......

> God bless...Val

> Re: Re: Wide awake....

>

>

> I know what you mean . My fiance is in

denial.

> The only thing he does on the computer is

google,you

> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research or

support

> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain meds

even

> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc

> gave me stronger meds for break through pain and

he

> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend

1

> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.

And I

> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in pain

and

> I need to do whatever I need to do to feel

somewhat

> better and be able to do what I can with my

girls.It

> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said the

next

> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones I

started

> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont

> want to move to the high ones to quickly but that

I

> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it was

my

> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For break

threw

> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus

> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questions

all

> he does is read .

> --- MSersLife

> wrote:

> > I've had those type of leg pains for the last

few

> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap and

slept

> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should be

running

> all over the place now that I'm not working. I

can't

> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.

> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, I

just

> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in the

hospital

> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to be

in

> a support group.

> >

> > '

> >

> > cassandra workmn wrote:

> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some

> sleep. Is

> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?

Is

> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night

> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz my

legs

> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with my

legs

> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it

> felt

> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got up

and

> here

> > it is past 10 am and they arnt any

better.arghhh.

> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im goin

to

> see

> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.

> > hugz,cassy

> > --- MSersLife

>

> > wrote:

> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has just

left

> > the house. I went to bed

> > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn't

take

> > any sleep aids lastnight

> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.

Right

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Well Cassy~

I'm going to pray that he will come to understand what you are going through.

It is so hard for some people to understand what others are going through. If those people had to live just one day in our shoes...just one day....I'm sure they would see things in a totally different light. They'd probably bend over backwards to make sure you and the rest of us got what we needed and deserved. I would not wish any kind of illness on anyone.

My ex would sometimes help me out as far as cooking goes to...sweet guy, (she says sarcasticly...). I guess if you're hungry enough, you'll learn to cook for yourself once in awhile. But then he wouldn't speak to me for hours.

I'm sorry you had to go through so much pain with Gabby. It must have been horrible. But, the way you describe the pain you're in now, I would imagine there is no comparison. Giving birth was probably a walk in the park compared to what you go through now. I agree with you. If you guys are going to ever get married and live your lives together, he really needs to get on board and learn about this with you. That's the way it's supposed to be.

God bless...Val

Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> > any sleep aids lastnight> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.Right=== Message Truncated === __________________________________________________________Get the free Yahoo! toolbar and rest assured with the added security of spyware protection.http://new.toolbar.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/norton/index.php

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Dear Cassy:I don't think anyone can truly understand another person's pain unless they have gone through it themselves. What do you think? loveSharon This email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. Re: Re: Wide awake....

>

>

> I know what you mean . My fiance is in

denial.

> The only thing he does on the computer is

google,you

> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research or

support

> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain meds

even

> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc

> gave me stronger meds for break through pain and

he

> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend

1

> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.

And I

> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in pain

and

> I need to do whatever I need to do to feel

somewhat

> better and be able to do what I can with my

girls.It

> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said the

next

> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones I

started

> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont

> want to move to the high ones to quickly but that

I

> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it was

my

> decision.So, he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For break

threw

> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus

> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questions

all

> he does is read .

> --- MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.com <dixmstxyahoo (DOT) com>

> wrote:

> > I've had those type of leg pains for the last

few

> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap and

slept

> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should be

running

> all over the place now that I'm not working. I

can't

> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.

> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, I

just

> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in the

hospital

> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to be

in

> a support group.

> >

> > '

> >

> > cassandra workmn <payngabby72@ yahoo.com> wrote:

> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some

> sleep. Is

> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?

Is

> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night

> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz my

legs

> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with my

legs

> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it

> felt

> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got up

and

> here

> > it is past 10 am and they arnt any

better.arghhh.

> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im goin

to

> see

> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.

> > hugz,cassy

> > --- MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.com

> <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>

> > wrote:

> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has just

left

> > the house. I went to bed

> > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn't

take

> > any sleep aids lastnight

> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.

Right

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i wanted to start a walk called "Walk a Mile for Me" and have proceeds go to MS and other neurological disorders because we can't walk a mle. I heard one of the racr fo a cure's fun raisers had the guys walk a mile in high heels as if they were walking in her shoes(this one was for breast cancer) 'Val Lee wrote: Well Cassy~ I'm going to pray that he will come to understand

what you are going through. It is so hard for some people to understand what others are going through. If those people had to live just one day in our shoes...just one day....I'm sure they would see things in a totally different light. They'd probably bend over backwards to make sure you and the rest of us got what we needed and deserved. I would not wish any kind of illness on anyone. My ex would sometimes help me out as far as cooking goes to...sweet guy, (she says sarcasticly...). I guess if you're hungry enough, you'll learn to cook for yourself once in awhile. But then he wouldn't speak to me for hours. I'm sorry you had to go through so much pain with Gabby. It must have been horrible. But, the way you describe the pain you're in now, I would imagine there is no comparison. Giving birth was probably a walk in the

park compared to what you go through now. I agree with you. If you guys are going to ever get married and live your lives together, he really needs to get on board and learn about this with you. That's the way it's supposed to be. God bless...Val Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the

doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and

grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> >

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i wanted to start a walk called "Walk a Mile for Me" and have proceeds go to MS and other neurological disorders because we can't walk a mle. I heard one of the racr fo a cure's fun raisers had the guys walk a mile in high heels as if they were walking in her shoes(this one was for breast cancer) 'Val Lee wrote: Well Cassy~ I'm going to pray that he will come to understand

what you are going through. It is so hard for some people to understand what others are going through. If those people had to live just one day in our shoes...just one day....I'm sure they would see things in a totally different light. They'd probably bend over backwards to make sure you and the rest of us got what we needed and deserved. I would not wish any kind of illness on anyone. My ex would sometimes help me out as far as cooking goes to...sweet guy, (she says sarcasticly...). I guess if you're hungry enough, you'll learn to cook for yourself once in awhile. But then he wouldn't speak to me for hours. I'm sorry you had to go through so much pain with Gabby. It must have been horrible. But, the way you describe the pain you're in now, I would imagine there is no comparison. Giving birth was probably a walk in the

park compared to what you go through now. I agree with you. If you guys are going to ever get married and live your lives together, he really needs to get on board and learn about this with you. That's the way it's supposed to be. God bless...Val Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the

doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and

grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> >

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That would be great! Hon, I'd walk a mile for you. I may not be about to walk fast, or remember simple tasks; but I think I could handle walking a mile without getting lost. That's an awesome idea!

Love and blessings...Val

Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> > any sleep aids lastnight> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.Right=== Message Truncated === __________________________________________________________Get the free Yahoo! toolbar and rest assured with the added security of spyware protection.http://new.toolbar.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/norton/index.php

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I'm just trying to figure out all the details and how would you start such a thing. and to decide how the money would be split. Probably between MSA and MS societiesVal Lee wrote: ~ That would be great! Hon, I'd walk a mile for you. I may not be about to walk fast, or remember simple tasks; but I think I could handle walking a mile without getting lost. That's an awesome idea! Love and blessings...Val Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is

oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't

get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my

doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> > any sleep aids lastnight> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.Right=== Message Truncated === __________________________________________________________Get the free Yahoo! toolbar and rest assured with the added security of spyware protection.http://new.toolbar.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/norton/index.php No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.476 / Virus Database: 269.10.16/914 - Release Date: 7/23/07 7:45 PM ' in Texas Courage is notbeing fearless, courage is facing your fears and not running for cover! No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.476 / Virus Database: 269.10.16/914 - Release Date: 7/23/07 7:45 PM ' in Texas Courage is not being fearless, courage is facing your fears and not running for cover!

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Well, when you do figure it out, let me know. This might turn out to be something that all of us who are able can do. Right now, I think I could do it. I'd like to do it while I still can. If you need any help with anything, let me know how I can help you on this end. Okay?

Love and blessings...Val

Re: Re: Wide awake....> > > I know what you mean . My fiance is indenial.> The only thing he does on the computer isgoogle,you> tube and his stupid UFC stuff. No research orsupport> groups. He dosnt understand why I take pain medseven> when he sees me cry.In fact just yesterday the doc> gave me stronger meds for break through pain andhe> gave me a hard time.I told him if he had to spend1> day in my body he wouldnt be able to handle it.And I> refuse to suffer anymore.Im always ill and in painand> I need to do whatever I need to do to feelsomewhat> better and be able to do what I can with mygirls.It> isnt easy.When me and my doc talked he said thenext> up from what I take is oxycontin Or codones Istarted> crying.I told him Im trying to be careful and dont> want to move to the high ones to quickly but thatI> cant stand the suffering anymore.So,he said it wasmy> decision.So,he gave me oxycodone 5 mg. For breakthrew> pain.I hardly take my fiance to the doc cuz he jus> dosnt get it.When I take my mom she asks questionsall> he does is read .> --- MSersLife <dixmstx>> wrote:> > I've had those type of leg pains for the lastfew> days. Yesterday I laid down for a quick nap andslept> 4 hrs. My husband seems to think I should berunning> all over the place now that I'm not working. Ican't> get him to understand that if I do I'll be sick.> That's why I'm not working. He doesn't get mad, Ijust> don't think he gets it until I go bsck in thehospital> and he has to face it. And he's not the tupe to bein> a support group.> > > > '> > > > cassandra workmn <payngabby72> wrote:> > Hey Val! I hope you ended up getn some> sleep. Is> > everything ok with your daughter and grand baby?Is> > that why you couldnt sleep? I had a bad night> > too.Didnt fall asleep till past 1:30 am cuz mylegs> > were killing me,then woke up at 8 am with mylegs> > still killing me.I tried laying back down put it> felt> > like My thighs were being stabbed so I got upand> here> > it is past 10 am and they arnt anybetter.arghhh.> > Well,maybe you can get a lil nap today.Im gointo> see> > my doc today. And its hot as heck out.> > hugz,cassy> > --- MSersLife > <cop.girlearthlink (DOT) net>> > wrote:> > > Well, it's 5:30 in the am., and Tom has justleft> > the house. I went to bed > > > earlier, but I haven't slept a wink. I didn'ttake> > any sleep aids lastnight> > > , because I knew I'd have to get up at 5:00.Right=== Message Truncated === __________________________________________________________Get the free Yahoo! toolbar and rest assured with the added security of spyware protection.http://new.toolbar.yahoo.com/toolbar/features/norton/index.php

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