32 week check up and very depressed...

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Well I had my 32 week check up, he said I am doing good. I am having braxton

hicks contractions but he said that was normal.

my depression comes from my weight Gain. I weighed in the first appointment

at 227. (big dip from 380 pounds I was before bp surgery). But today when i

weighed i was at 257. Which is killing me I have 8 weeks to go and that

might be another 10 pounds...i feel so fat, and dont feel like I can move!!!!

I know that a lot of it will come off when the baby is born but My 10 year

class reunion will be a month after my due date and I surely wanted to be at

least back in the 220's. I guess i am over reacting, but wehn you have been

FAT all your life, it is terrible to gain after you loose so much.

Well thanks for listening...

sheli