Re: Re: bouncing and email

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it may be relplying at the group or from my mail, but it causes my mail to bounce....then i have to reset it..

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Pinkie,

My name is , I am new to this group, I just read your message about giving up, I understand, I am in so much pain, but can't find a doctor to continue treatment. I have been going to Henry Ford Hospital in Detroit Michigan. But once they put in a stem, they just kinda said ok, go away and they didn't give me any meds or nothing. I am in the process of trying to find someone that knows about RSD and that is very difficult as I am learning. I have often thought of taking my life because I am such a burden to my family but they are consistently trying to encourage me but they just don't understand how it is to go from a type A hyper person to an invilid (sp?) My point is this, even though we all suffer God has a purpose for our lives. God actually planned your birth and your death and all of it in between. Sometimes I get so angry at God for allowing me to suffer, my family to suffer because of me, but He reminds me that I can't see

the end of the story and that He can. The bible says " It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone". Ephesians 1:11 (translation from "The Message"). Sometimes we have to know that there is a purpose to our lives, not just the purpose of the pain but our character. Your body may be diseased and it may be affecting your mind but we have to fight that and keep our mind. That is the ONLY thing we do have control over. I don't understand why God allows us all to suffer like this except I look at Job, this is who my husband refers me too when I get angry and discouraged with God. It is hard to accept that God would be intentionally be doing this to us but the truth is He isn't, He is saying "Here look at my faithful servant

Job, He loves me and no matter what you (Satan) do to him he will still love me." And God was right, we have to realize that this body, this Earth is not our home, we are just on a journey towards our home, Heaven. That is were we will be happy and pain free. I have to admit, I would like to hurry that process along but the thought of not being with my family keeps me from it. Each day that I suffer, I have ups and downs with my emotions minute by minute. What I am trying to say in all of this is don't give up. Know that you are very special and the world would be an empty place without you. I will pray for your strenght to endure the minute by minute pain. And I will also pray for the healing of your mind, so that you might be able to endure what is ahead of you. If you ever need me, please feel free to contact me, I am checking my messages 2 and 3 times a day.

Love always in Christ

pinknight007_2004 wrote:

i think the time is gone and fixed now...yeah..Pinkie> still having bouncing problems....this time yahoo said i have 2 > emails and i only have 1 when i edit, but if i reply on the group it > shows think something like pinknightime or pinktime.....i do not > have any time on my email does anyone know how to fix this i did > reset my account again with yahoo..> > Pinkie

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I have wonderful drs....have you tried a pain specialist....seems they are the drs that really do know about RSD/CPRS.....i have problems getting things approves and when i was 1st diagnosed with this monster i had drs that gave me the wrong info. and just scared me....i am not mad at god...i am mad at the insurance company and my family.....they treat me like a child and i cannot stand that..if i do not get the block or it does not work...which may be cause i am in the final stage many drs say that or i am the worse pt or second worse patient ever seen...makes me feel real good...then when i am happy i get critizied for being happy or i am called an inconvienience to my family., or if my husband helps me im a codependent and enjoy it...uggggggg , now i will only let my husband bath me about 1x a month if that,,,and i am losing my appitie again.too nervous.last time i lost weight due to meds and was almost put on a feeding tube...plus i have swollowing and choking problems...

Pinkie

>Pinkie, >My name is , I am new to this group, I just read your message about giving up, I understand, I am in so much pain, but can't find a doctor to continue treatment. I have been going to Henry Ford Hospital in Detroit Michigan. But once they put in a stem, they just kinda said ok, go away and they didn't give me any meds or nothing. I am in the process of trying to find someone that knows about RSD and that is very difficult as I am learning. I have often thought of taking my life because I am such a burden to my family but they are consistently trying to encourage me but they just don't understand how it is to go from a type A hyper person to an invilid (sp?) My point is this, even though we all suffer God has a purpose for our lives. God actually planned your birth and your death and all of it in between. Sometimes I get so angry at God for allowing me to suffer, my family to suffer because of me, but He reminds me that I can't see the end of the story and that He can. > The bible says " It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone". Ephesians 1:11 (translation from "The Message"). Sometimes we have to know that there is a purpose to our lives, not just the purpose of the pain but our character. Your body may be diseased and it may be affecting your mind but we have to fight that and keep our mind. That is the ONLY thing we do have control over. I don't understand why God allows us all to suffer like this except I look at Job, this is who my husband refers me too when I get angry and discouraged with God. It is hard to accept that God would be intentionally be doing this to us but the truth is He isn't, He is saying "Here look at my faithful servant Job, He loves me and no matter what you (Satan) do to him he will still love > me." And God was right, we have to realize that this body, this Earth is not our home, we are just on a journey towards our home, Heaven. That is were we will be happy and pain free. I have to admit, I would like to hurry that process along but the thought of not being with my family keeps me from it. Each day that I suffer, I have ups and downs with my emotions minute by minute. What I am trying to say in all of this is don't give up. Know that you are very special and the world would be an empty place without you. I will pray for your strenght to endure the minute by minute pain. And I will also pray for the healing of your mind, so that you might be able to endure what is ahead of you. If you ever need me, please feel free to contact me, I am checking my messages 2 and 3 times a day. > >Love always in Christ > Best Restaurant Giveaway Ever! Vote for your favorites for a chance to win $1 million!

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I have not had the pleasure of speaking with you yet, somehow I missed you, so I wanted to welcome you, I'm just very behind so forgive me. This e-mail was amazing, it really touched me, I wanted to let you know. I am facing a new treatment so I'm feeling pretty scared and lonely about now, so thank you for bringing me up with this.

To everyone else, I can't do any more tonight, I hope everyone is feeling well, I'm as usual trying to catch up but wanted to say hi and that I'm hanging in there. I hope to talk to everyone soon.

<hugs> Lori