Re: Healing from the inside out

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--- ShmnCROW@... wrote:

> Dear Vicky in California and all,

>

> If you think I was suggesting that it's okay for

> as well as myself and

> others to throw a pity party, toss bon bons in our

> mouths and curse the

> skinnies like you, then you really didn't hear me.

>

> I do understand the concept of " enabling " whereby we

> assist another to remain

> addicted, dysfunctional and defeated. doesn't

> sound like she's in

> denial. She doesn't sound as if she's hell bent on

> self destruction. She's

> hurting but she seems determined to meet her demons

> and to exercise them.

here---I wouldn't mind a pity party--I could use

a good cry about how flabby I'm getting! And

bon-bons--you know those chocolate covered ice cream

ones?---man are they yummy......and you can be damned

sure I'm gonna curse you skinnies on here--I HATE YOU

ALL!!!

Of course I'm kidding! Well, the bon-bons *are* good.

But I don't hate you skinnies but I am incredibly

envious and admiring of you all.

And don't worry about me being in denial about my

problem---if I forget, I just have to look in the

mirror or try to zip my jeans to remember what's going

on here. No one's assisting me in remaining

dysfunctional or whatever---it helps just to have

ya'll to type to. There's no one else in my life that

I can talk to that would have the slightest idea what

I'm feeling.

Thanks for listening--writing this was more for me

than anyone else, I guess.

Fairfax Sharon

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