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[Guest guest]

Hey ,

Yes, you did remember correctly! We were very close to doing IVF. I was

actually signed up to start the August/September cycle. After giving it lots

of thought, Mike and I decided against it. The chances weren't good enough

for me to stand a failure. I have a child who is happy and healthy and we

both were completely ready to accept that we only were going to have one

child.

So, after 5 losses ... most of them being EP's, I had thought that I would

have defied the odds by then and get one where it was supposed to be, but

realistically, I knew it wasn't going to happen. So, I quit charting,

obsessing like I had for the past 5 yrs and didn't think another minute about

it until I noticed this odd spotting. Since I didn't think it was time for

AF, I realized that it was from implantation ... and, well... I go for an u/s

on Monday! I'll be amazed and completely shocked. And, I do not think that

there is a word in the English language or another language for that matter

to describe how happy Mike, Olivia and I will be!

Anyway, sorry this has turned into a novel! Just wanted to give you the

long version!!!

Take Care,