Losing my steam...

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Hi everyone,

I am getting so frustrated with my insurance denial

and now the delay on my appeal! I have been waiting

for my of my medical records to be sent to me from

Kaiser. I need to include them in my appeal since I

was denied b/c of lack of documentation. I have been

waiting for my records for a month now. Well, today I

finally got an envelope from Kaiser, I was so happy

thinking I could FINALLY submit my appeal with more

records...BUT they were not my records! They were for

some 9 yr old named Amber Fuller, obviously not

me...!! I just hate the delays!

Honestly, I am losing some steam. I was so pumped up

and ready to fight and now I am just feeling bummed.

I was really counting on a surgery date this month and

now it seems there is just no possible way that will

happen! And the worst part is that I just feel like I

am getting fatter and fatter by the day! No kidding!

As it is, at my last doctor's appt. I weighed 6 lbs

more than I did a month ago... My blood pressure has

gone up and I am getting almost daily headaches...I'm

pretty sure it is stress...Yuck!

AND I have to go to a birthday party/mini-family

reunion on Oct. 23rd and I am just not looking forward

to seeing relatives I haven't seen in awhile being a

size 24! Now that I know that surgery is an option, I

feel almost worse about myself then before! The

mental energy to face them all being so big and

putting on a happy face is just not something I am

looking forward to and it should be a wonderful

occasion! Man, I sound pitiful...

Sorry to whine, you guys, but I am wigging a little

bit over here in Raleigh!

I just want to have surgery *#@%$!#@*% & !!!!!!!!

Ok, I am taking a few deep breaths...Thanks for

letting me vent...

Congrats to all those who just had surgery and are

having surgery soon. I am very happy and excited for

you! That is awesome! Just wish that I could be

joining you! I want to be a big loser too....!

Amber

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" That man is the richest whose pleasures are the cheapest. "

- Thoreau

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