Re:CINDY.. Fwd: Re: HEY, HON !

[Guest guest]

CINDY.. I KNOW ITS SO SAD, HON !!! KEEP PRAYING THAT GOD OPENS THE

JUDGES EYES ON MONDAY !!!! DID THE PIC AT THE BOTTOM COME THRU ?! 8^)

THANK YOU KAREN FOR PASSING THIS ON TO US. I JUST CRIED READING

THROUGH THAT LETTER. IT IS HORRIBLE WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THOSE POOR

CHILDREN. BUBBA FAX THEM OR SOMETHING. I FEEL SO HELPLESS AND I CAN

ONLY IMAGINE HOW IT MUST MAKE HELEN AND HER HUBBY FEEL!!! KEEP US

POSTED.

CINDY

> I GOT THIS FROM HELEN LAST NITE. I ASKED HER IF IT WAS OK TO SHARE IT

> WITH YA ALL, AND SHE JUST WROTE ME BACK AND SAID YES !! BE PREPARED FOR

> WHAT YOU'RE GONNA READ !! TO SAY IT IS SAD, HARDLY SAYS IT !!!! SHE

> NEEDS OUR PRAYERS AND WISHES MORE THAN EVER !!! (FOR THOSE ON DIGEST,

> SORRY FOR THE FORWARD !) 8^(

>

>

> Sorry for worrying everyone ( Just have been kinda down ( Thursday

> is the last time we see the girls before court and I'm not taking it very

> well ( So come Thursday night, I Know I will be down worse than I am,

> because I don't know if it will be the last time we see them or not.

> I've also been ill, My Lupus is out of remission and I had to go back

> on the plaquanil to try and put it Back into remission, and the plaquanil

> makes me very nauseated...

> My headaches started back up about three weeks ago, the last three days they

> have been intolerable, so I have taken my ultram for them... It doesn't take

> them away, but it does make them managable to handle...

> It is going on six weeks and the baby Still has a black eye... Here is a

> pic of my babies, so everyone knows what they look like and who they are

> praying for... The baby is punished daily now for the most stupidest things

> there is... She was punished last Tuesday, because she started crying,

> because she didn't want us to leave her there with him... She came back to

> the car Three times for lovins of kissys and huggies and I found out Thursday

> that she got punished for it, by him taking bankie and dolly away from her

> ( To her that is terrible... That is all she has left to cling to when

> things are so bad... wakes them up in the morning and then sets an

> alarm for 30 min's. They have to get themselves Ready for school and day care

> and be Sitting at the table by the time it goes off or they go without

> breakfast... Saedi said that Mom, Cassandra usually goes without, because she

> is usually brushing her teeth, the last thing she has to do when the bell

> rings, so then she just falls to the floor and starts to cry, because she

> knows she will have to sit and watch everyone else eat and she has to go with

> out again ( Do you have Any Idea what that does to us ??? HOW can Any

> Adult be so cruel to children like that??? She is Only 4 years old !!! But

> shannon still covers her own butt... she then will put a little bit of cereal

> in a baggie and give it to her at day care and tells day care that Cassandra

> was a little slow getting ready this morning and didn't have time to finish

> her breakfast !!! This way the girls can't say she went without for

> punishment !!!!!!!!!!!!! Cassandra is always getting hit in the mouth

> because she hollars at them that she Hates them and they are Mean ( It

> seems like the baby is the one that is taking the brunt of everything now,

> because Saedi and BreBre, has completely clamed up and obey what they are

> told to, so they don't get punished and to also lose their bankies and dolly

> and ole bear... Saedi (7) is so emotional now, she just crys uncontrolably

> when she comes home... They are Not allowed to cry at his house, if they do

> they are sent to bed for the rest of the day and have to go with out their

> meals... Plus lose their favorites... Saedi is So afraid of losing ole

> bear... She wants her daddy and shannon dead!!! So she can come home... She

> just keeps crying I hate them, I hate them ( Saturday she asked us, if we

> could all just run away so they couldn't find them and take them away

> again... BreAnne (6) has crawled back into her shell again, just like she did

> when she was an infant and no one wanted her then but us... I got her out of

> it then after two years, but now all I see is hollow eyes again... ( She

> cries in pain because her arms and legs hurt so much, the vomitting is

> getting worse again, but she does not tell them she vomits, she vomits and

> cleans up after gerself and goes on... She told him about hurting so much

> once and he told her, then if you are hurting so bad, then you can just go to

> bed for the rest of the day !!! Now, Are you still Hurting??? So Bre told

> him, No Daddy, He said I thought so, go sit down... She has vomitted in her

> bed there twice now, and in doing so, she lost bankie and dolly for the rest

> of the week ( That will teach her Not to throw up !!! Saedi has thrown up

> in the night twice... once in the waste basket and then she dumped it and

> cleaned it up, They are Not Allowed to wake daddy and shannon in the night,

> because they need their sleep... The second time she threw up all over her

> bed, down the ladder and all over the floor... She cleaned it up the best

> that a seven year old can, and they didn't even see it for TWO days !!! And

> then only because shannon went to the basement to do a load of wash and she

> smelled it... Saedi was then punished by having to sit in a chair the rest of

> the day and lost bankie and ole bear the rest of the week ( She was still

> ill, but they Always have to go to school, because if they miss school, they

> will be put in jail !!! They are Not allowed to tell their teachers they are

> ill, or they will not get to see us on our days if they do !!! They already

> done that to Bre ... She vomitted at day care and day care told him she Had

> to get a Dr's, slip to come back, because that was the third day in a row

> that he had sent her in ill and she had vomitted... So sure enough, It was

> our night to have them and he wouldn't allow her to come with us, because she

> was suppose to be resting because she was ill !!! And No one done a damn

> thing about it when I told the lawyers what happened !!! The next time we got

> to see her, she was crying and asked me, Why did you leave me Grama? Why

> didn't you wait for me to go with you??? Daddy said you didn't want me,

> that's why you didn't wait for me to get back from the Dr's..............

> Cassandra (4)is in a depression. She Never can do anything right ( She is

> just plain getting violent ( She took something from Bre and hit her last

> Sat. and I told her, you can't do that sweetie that's not nice... She started

> Screaming at me and then ran up and started kicking and hittin Me !!! I was

> shocked... This is the secomd time she has done this, this month... I Picked

> her up and held onto her tight, because she was trying to get free, she kept

> hitting me and then started screaming, I Hate You, I hate You !!!! I lokked

> at her and said, That's okay if you hate me sweetie... You have that choice,

> but I Love You !!! She looked at me, and stopped hitting me and cried, I

> don't hate you Mama, I Love You too !!! but you Gave Me Away !!! Then she

> just cried and cried and kept hugging me back ( She thinks we gave them

> away, because that is what he told them in the beginning when he did take

> them ( She is so confused ... She wants us to paint the house a different

> color so daddy and shannon can't find it and Bre wants them to go to jail for

> forever !!!!!!!

> Does That sound like Happy Children ????

> A year ago they were three Very Happy go lucky children that didn't have a

> care in the world... Now all they do is suffer and cry... They want to come

> home...

> The horror stories just go on, and on, and on like this (

> I haven't even been tothe list, but I have been getting posts from some

> that are very concerned so I have wrote back tothem finally... I just didn't

> think that everyone needed to be bothered by me complaining all the time (

> I have not been in a very cheery mood for the last nine months...

> Please tell everyone I'm Sorry for not being around ( Maybe again

> someday, maybe someday we will be a normal family again...

> Thanks for listening to an old tired out lady...

> Hope all are well your way...

> Much Love

> Helen

> > How ya doin, sweetie ??!! last time I heard from ya you were feelin

> > pretty bad !!! Ya feelin any better ??!! Hope so !! Everyones been askin

> > about ya !! Is it Monday ya go to court, hon ?! Please let me know ow ya

> > are ! Ya know how I worry !!! Take care, & God Bless !! Luv Ya ! 8^

)

[Guest guest]

YES THE PIC CAME THROUGH AND IT JUST BROKE MY HEART TO SEE THEM THERE.

I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PARENTS RUN WITH THEIR KIDS RATHER THAN GO

THROUGH WHAT THE COURTS ARE DOING TO HELEN. THOSE POOR LITTLE TYKES.

CINDY

> CINDY.. I KNOW ITS SO SAD, HON !!! KEEP PRAYING THAT GOD OPENS THE

> JUDGES EYES ON MONDAY !!!! DID THE PIC AT THE BOTTOM COME THRU ?! 8^)

[Guest guest]

CINDY.. REMEMBER THAT BRUISE WAS 6 WEEKS OLD !!!! I COULD SEND A PIC

WHEN IT WAS 3 DAYS OLD, BUT IT IS BAD !!!!! LET ME KNOW ! 8^0

YES THE PIC CAME THROUGH AND IT JUST BROKE MY HEART TO SEE THEM THERE.

I CAN UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PARENTS RUN WITH THEIR KIDS RATHER THAN GO

THROUGH WHAT THE COURTS ARE DOING TO HELEN. THOSE POOR LITTLE TYKES.

CINDY

> CINDY.. I KNOW ITS SO SAD, HON !!! KEEP PRAYING THAT GOD OPENS THE

> JUDGES EYES ON MONDAY !!!! DID THE PIC AT THE BOTTOM COME THRU ?! 8^)

[Guest guest]

THATS RIGHT!!! IT WAS SIX WEEKS OLD, GO AHEAD AND SEND THE PIC. HEY

COULD WE ALL START A LETTER WRITING THING TO THE JUDGE OR SOMETHING?

CINDY

> CINDY.. REMEMBER THAT BRUISE WAS 6 WEEKS OLD !!!! I COULD SEND A PIC

> WHEN IT WAS 3 DAYS OLD, BUT IT IS BAD !!!!! LET ME KNOW ! 8^0

[Guest guest]

GOOD GRIEF,, PRAYERS FOR HELEN AND ROBINS DAUGHTER. THAT'S SO HARD!!

HUGS

SHARON

When your up to your butt in alligators, it's hard to remember your 1st

objective was to drain the swamp.

Sharon

Re:CINDY.. Fwd: Re: HEY, HON !

CINDY.. I KNOW ITS SO SAD, HON !!! KEEP PRAYING THAT GOD OPENS THE

JUDGES EYES ON MONDAY !!!! DID THE PIC AT THE BOTTOM COME THRU ?! 8^)

[Guest guest]

KAREN IF IT STILL LOOKS THIS BAD NOW I SHUTTER TO THINK WHAT IT LOOKED

LIKE BEFORE. PLEASE EXCUSE MY TYPING I AM USING A CLASSIC KEYBOARD WITH

A STICKNG C AND A COUPLE OF OTHERS. I HAVE TO LOG ON WITH MY REMOTE THEN

SWITCH OVER TILL I CAN GET E A NEW KEYBOARD. THE THINGS WE DO TO STAY

ONLINE AND IN TOUCH. MY PRAYERS ARE FOR HELEN TO GET THOSE BABIES BACK

WHERE THEY ARE LOVED AND HAPPY. LUV U JO

                              

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CINDY.. REMEMBER THAT BRUISE WAS 6 WEEKS OLD !!!! I COULD SEND A PIC

WHEN IT WAS 3 DAYS OLD, BUT IT IS BAD !!!!! LET ME KNOW ! 8^0

[Guest guest]

CINDY ITHOUGHT ABOUT THAT AND DECIDED IT WOULD GET HELEN IN TROUBLE

BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT ANY OF THIS. BUT SHE HAD TO

GET SOME OF IT OUT OF HER SYSTEM OR IT WOULD HAVE KILLED HER. NO HUMAN

SHOULD HAVE TO KEEP ALL THIS STUFF QUIET. I HOPE THE COURTS HANG HIM BY

HIS BALLS WITH A RAWHIDE ROPE. LUV JO

                              

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THATS RIGHT!!! IT WAS SIX WEEKS OLD, GO AHEAD AND SEND THE PIC. HEY

COULD WE ALL START A LETTER WRITING THING TO THE JUDGE OR SOMETHING?

CINDY

> CINDY.. REMEMBER THAT BRUISE WAS 6 WEEKS OLD !!!! I COULD SEND A PIC

> WHEN IT WAS 3 DAYS OLD, BUT IT IS BAD !!!!! LET ME KNOW ! 8^0

[Guest guest]

I WAS THINKING CASTRATION FOR HIM MYSELF. NOTHING IS TOO BAD FOR HIM!!!!!

When your up to your butt in alligators, it's hard to remember your 1st

objective was to drain the swamp.

Sharon

Re: Re:CINDY.. Fwd: Re: HEY, HON !

CINDY ITHOUGHT ABOUT THAT AND DECIDED IT WOULD GET HELEN IN TROUBLE

BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT ANY OF THIS. BUT SHE HAD TO

GET SOME OF IT OUT OF HER SYSTEM OR IT WOULD HAVE KILLED HER. NO HUMAN

SHOULD HAVE TO KEEP ALL THIS STUFF QUIET. I HOPE THE COURTS HANG HIM BY

HIS BALLS WITH A RAWHIDE ROPE. LUV JO

                              

http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES