I GIVE UP

[Guest guest]

Sorry Ladies, but I just can't take it anymore. I know that there are

some ladies on the board that have been TTC for longer than I have. I

just can't take it anymore. My DH is stressed to the gills and I have

been very moody. I just don't think that it is going to happen for

me. And it hurts so bad month after month AF shows her red head. I

honestly think that God does not want me to be a mother. My two

children are with their father and with the TR and everything else I

just don't think it is going to happen for me. Thank you ladies for

being so supportive. AF hit this morning and I have never hurt like

this in my life. I don't know which is worse the cramps or the

heartbreak. I am going to go for now. Thank you again for letting me

vent.

Looper

[Guest guest]

,

I am so sorry. Hopefully after a break and some time you might

change your mind. Praying for you to resolve the issues in your

life. We are always here for you to vent to. Let us know how you're

doing.

Hugs,

Pam

> Sorry Ladies, but I just can't take it anymore. I know that there

are

> some ladies on the board that have been TTC for longer than I have.

I

> just can't take it anymore. My DH is stressed to the gills and I

have

> been very moody. I just don't think that it is going to happen for

> me. And it hurts so bad month after month AF shows her red head. I

> honestly think that God does not want me to be a mother. My two

> children are with their father and with the TR and everything else

I

> just don't think it is going to happen for me. Thank you ladies for

> being so supportive. AF hit this morning and I have never hurt like

> this in my life. I don't know which is worse the cramps or the

> heartbreak. I am going to go for now. Thank you again for letting

me

> vent.

>

>

> Looper

[Guest guest]

Dear ,

I haven't had my tubal reversal done yet and I'm not sure If I'm

going to be able to. I found out the other day that because of a

surgery I had 3 years ago in which a cyst was removed and possibly

some of my fallopian tube with it,(plus the doctor did something to

my other side as well), leaving me to think I didn't have a whole lot

of tube left to reconnect. I was so sad. That whole night I just

cried and cried. The next day, after doing some heavy duty thinking,

I decided to leave it in God's hands. Also there are a whole lot of

people praying for me and my family. Within a short time I began to

feel better and very much less negative. , my point is...don't

give up. There is always a chance...no matter how big or small.

There could be some reasons why you aren't able to concieve right

now...stress, trying too hard, environment, etc. Pam is right, take

a break from all of it. Let your mind and heart just slow down

alittle. Between all of us praying for you and you just taking it

easy, a miracle is bound to happen.

I'll make a deal with you...I won't give up if you don't, k?

Where ever we are in this reversal process, we are all in it

together. Please always remember that. I'll be praying for you!!!

Hugs, Donna H.

> > Sorry Ladies, but I just can't take it anymore. I know that there

> are

> > some ladies on the board that have been TTC for longer than I

have.

> I

> > just can't take it anymore. My DH is stressed to the gills and I

> have

> > been very moody. I just don't think that it is going to happen

for

> > me. And it hurts so bad month after month AF shows her red head.

I

> > honestly think that God does not want me to be a mother. My two

> > children are with their father and with the TR and everything

else

> I

> > just don't think it is going to happen for me. Thank you ladies

for

> > being so supportive. AF hit this morning and I have never hurt

like

> > this in my life. I don't know which is worse the cramps or the

> > heartbreak. I am going to go for now. Thank you again for letting

> me

> > vent.

> >

> >

> > Looper