why does this bother me ????

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nada and I went NC this spring...I have always felt I was the least liked

child. I have not done anything to try and establish contact, and it's been

great for the most part. When my sisters and one brother went NC with nada,

she still sent them birthday cards, still sent them Christmas cards and money.

She has done none of this with me...other than when she sold my piano, she has

totally forgotten about me...I dont know why it bothers me, but she was always

trying to reestablish contact with my siblings, but with me, nope..she doesnt

care..yesterday was my birthday...no card, no call from nada...and because she

isnt speaking to me, nothing from my brother either ( he's the golden child, and

never does anything to anger nada) In june was my sisters birthday. Sister in

NC with nada..but nada sent her a card with money in it anyway, and left a

message on her voice mail...I should be happy nada isn't bothering me and making

a pest of herself, but i guess it hurts to know how much she hates me...and how

do I stop feeling this way ?? I do NOT want to have contact with nada...

Jackie