What is the difference between fleas and bpd

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Hi

I am not new here, have been with this group for a few years now gleaning

invaluable information and support though I don't write in that often. I

would like to know what the difference is between fleas and actual bpd. I

had a mother with bpd who passed away last year. Since her death I have been

coming face to face with my own bpd/fleas - lack of knowing self, low self

image, raging, self hate etc etc etc, and most importantly, the almost

impossible task of controlling these reactions. There seems to me to be no

difference between how I behave, and how my mother behaved. Scary and very

depressing. Are fleas are just a nicer way of saying bpd?