I really just don't like her.

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I would love to say that I have a mother I like. I would love to say that she

puts thought into her words and actions. I would love to say that I hope to be

like her, to follow in her footsteps.

But that's not true.

And it's sad.

And it hurts.

Very much.

I have a reactionary mother. I have one that uses guilt, manipulation, anger

and ridicule to get her way: and make me feel badly in the process. So much so,

that I've stopped doing most of what she wants because it's pointless.

I just really don't like her as a person... let alone a mother.

Lynnette - yes, " it " hit today.