I feel pretty good....Now it's Amy's ramblings!!

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So, each day i dont work i feel really icky because i'm usually

found on the computer, looking for a job. Not very active. Well,

i've been very good at going to the gym. I went last week 3 times.

I went Saturday, skipped sunday but did gardening/outside work, went

Monday, skipped yesterday, and went today. i've done pretty well on

my eating and watching what i have. Yesterday my sister was in need

of comfort food and my parents came home from work really late, so

what happened? We got chinese food....I am really not happy with

that, because it's very greasy and really REALLY high in points, not

to mention I think i'm allergic to it. SO i'm kind of paying for

it today so the way I make myself feel better, i had lots of water

and went to the gym for an hour!

I'm also loosing track of the days...iforgot today was Wed. I only

weighed myself on Sunday and took inches, but...each day i think to

myself " is today the day i check?? " and it's not...I feel

different, and better. I really must say that this group has helped

me a lot. I am a member of another group and they dont really

respond as much as you guys do! Kudo's all *hugs* thanks!!! I didnt

think i'd get much out of joining the group but...i was wrong! and

i'm glad. I've had a big struggle a long time and i am finally

feeling good about *me* i think the biggest reason is because i have

been finally honest about my weight...the last time i was honest

about it...i think i was in elementary school!!! Thanks for the

big stress lifter. I'm still disappointed at dinner last night, but

i had been very good the whole day, and i had lots of veggies but i

dont want to convince myself heh.

My sis and I are also going to go to the movies tonight...wish me

luck! i will probably have popcorn but not much...yah rite! I'll

just make a salad for dinner so i can stay within my points range!

i already worked out today so that should be better.

Can you tell my sis isnt struggling with her weight at all? she's

never had a problem, she's 5'7 " and i think the most she weighed was

170...not a big deal for her, and she lost it in a few weeks. hmph.

OK enough of my rambling just had to get a few things out I think

i'm going to start writing a book of my struggles and triumphs.

Thanks for listening!/reading!

Amy

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