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Hi Everyone,

I haven't been on here in a while because of economic stress. Things are going a

lot better now. I have an art job which is good. I also am trying to get another

freelance art job.

I have an interview on Friday. That is also the day when I find out about

getting my new roommate. I don't have a roommate now, so it would help me with

rent if I did. A lot of things up in the air, but I have faith.

I've been praying a lot, and I've been seeing good things happening, and doors

opening.

The only thing that makes me sad sometimes is someone I was friends with I ended

up liking and I think somehow they knew or read it. I'm not sure which. And then

they tended to avoid me. I must be an open book. They sometimes want to hang out

or do something, but I realized I cant because its too confusing for me and I

end up wanting more. I realized I need a lot of time away or to just end it. So

I just wrote this in response to an email they sent me asking me hows it going:

" cool. pretty busy. I've been MIA with a lot of people due to work stuff. if I

forget to get back to you thats why. sorry in advance. "

Hopefully its not too obvious, but at this point it really doesn't matter.

I think another reason I was so sad about it is because I still live on my own

in a large city and I'm fairly new to this area & I have NC with my FOO.

I'm going to make a concerted effort to get out there and meet new people and to

continue to budget social time into my calendar.

I think this is for the best and I'm already feeling better.

-Joy