RE: Carol Vent (Sorry!)

March 15, 2005

Thank you for asking – yes I probably do need to

vent. It is many things and it all comes down to me beating myself up.

Are there any other extreme control freaks/perfectionists out there? These are

my issues in order--

I am in sales in computer networking and not coming up

to speed as fast as I would like on some of the product details. I never wanted

to be an engineer and should probably leave the bits and bites to those folks,

but I also don’t like to be the kind of sales person who just shows up, smiles,

makes the introductions and then turns it over to the technical people.

I covered some of this in my last e-mail – but I am

sick of always being tired and feeling like crap. I always wanted to be one of

those people who bounce out of bed in the morning, and I should probably come

to terms with the fact that I likely never will be. But I would like to get

through the day without a nap.

heard some of this when we traded e-mails on the other

board, but I am WAY sick of following a Weight Watchers diet to the letter and

exercising (good heart pounding cardio 6x week and strength training every

other day) with absolutely nothing to show for it. I know I will be watching my

weight forever, I have genetics and many other things there, but I would like

some return on my investment or at least know what I am doing wrong so I can

fix it.

So it is mostly me having a cry-baby day and hopefully

tomorrow will be a better day

Thanks for letting me vent (mostly whine)

Carol

P in LA

From: topper2@...

Sent: Tuesday, March 15, 2005 3:03

PM

Subject: Re:

This is probably a basic question

Tell me why your day is not good... I think you need to do some

venting.....

Topper () *who's been doing a lot of venting lately and feels

so much better for having done it*

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