Re: hey all*!!! (m/c ment)

[Guest guest]

,

I just wanted to tell you what a strong person you are. And I love the name

you picked out. Savannah is a wonderful choice. If you ever want to, you

can email me privately.

Amy

**married to my army man,

**mommy to earth angel (June 97)

and 2 angel babies (June 98 and July 99)

[Guest guest]

,

I'm so sorry it's hitting you so hard. Take your time sweetie, you need

to grieve, it's part of the process. You are in my thoughts and

prayers.

Love & hugs,

Jo-Ann

OneQueen@... wrote:

>

>

> Hello*!!! I am sorry I have been quiet lately I am still trying to get all

> this crap (sorry no better word at this point) figured out. I am doing okay

> physically, but mentally things have hit tonight (how dare Garth sing

> " the dance " when I am so vunerable.) I think I have a song that will be our

> Savannah's song. Yes we have named this little angel that surprised us and

> was wripped from us way too soon...Savannah Lynn is her name....

> I swear all this has just come flooding all at once....I don't know if maybe

> my beta is already down or what but I feel like the baby blues have hit me

> again (they did with the ectopic.. ). I don't feel any anger

> towards anyone just of course would like to know why....(like we all don't)

> I have to say everyone around has been really great and supportive this time

> and I know they are there for me.....I think they have gone through all the

> emotions Bob and I have....Bob and I are just thinking of how to get through

> our EDD anniv and now how we will memorialize this little angel...we chose to

> remember Due dates over loss dates since it is hard to pinpoint those you

> know....(you will notice at the bottom Savannah's date won;t even be here for

> some time yet)

> The bleeding I have had has been very weird....like stop and go....I haven;t

> passed anything signicant yet, but I think it is not too soon away....

> To top everything else off I was packing tonight (we are moving in 2 weeks or

> less) and a peice of glass scrapped my leg. Now it is a small cut but OMG I

> fell apart just at that....Bob took care of me and bandaged me up....but I

> have so much sh** to do and it seems like nothing is falling into place....

> Well this was going to be a short note, but it has turned long....teeheehee

> sorry about that*!!!!

>

>

> ~A~ (9/21/99)

> ~A~Savannah Lynn (5/6/01)

[Guest guest]

,

((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm here if you need me.

Sonja

hey all*!!! (m/c ment)

Hello*!!! I am sorry I have been quiet lately I am still trying to get all

this crap (sorry no better word at this point) figured out. I am doing okay

physically, but mentally things have hit tonight (how dare Garth sing

" the dance " when I am so vunerable.) I think I have a song that will be our

Savannah's song. Yes we have named this little angel that surprised us and

was wripped from us way too soon...Savannah Lynn is her name....

I swear all this has just come flooding all at once....I don't know if maybe

my beta is already down or what but I feel like the baby blues have hit me

again (they did with the ectopic.. ). I don't feel any anger

towards anyone just of course would like to know why....(like we all don't)

I have to say everyone around has been really great and supportive this time

and I know they are there for me.....I think they have gone through all the

emotions Bob and I have....Bob and I are just thinking of how to get through

our EDD anniv and now how we will memorialize this little angel...we chose

to

remember Due dates over loss dates since it is hard to pinpoint those you

know....(you will notice at the bottom Savannah's date won;t even be here

for

some time yet)

The bleeding I have had has been very weird....like stop and go....I haven;t

passed anything signicant yet, but I think it is not too soon away....

To top everything else off I was packing tonight (we are moving in 2 weeks

or

less) and a peice of glass scrapped my leg. Now it is a small cut but OMG I

fell apart just at that....Bob took care of me and bandaged me up....but I

have so much sh** to do and it seems like nothing is falling into place....

Well this was going to be a short note, but it has turned long....teeheehee

sorry about that*!!!!

~A~ (9/21/99)

~A~Savannah Lynn (5/6/01)

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

Just a quick line to let you know your in my thoughts, and I'm sorry things

are tough for you now. Savannah is a beautiful name, we never named our

angel baby we lost through the ep in March, do you think it's too late to do

so now?

{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}

hey all*!!! (m/c ment)

>

> Hello*!!! I am sorry I have been quiet lately I am still trying to get

all

> this crap (sorry no better word at this point) figured out. I am doing

okay

> physically, but mentally things have hit tonight (how dare Garth

sing

> " the dance " when I am so vunerable.) I think I have a song that will be

our

> Savannah's song. Yes we have named this little angel that surprised us

and

> was wripped from us way too soon...Savannah Lynn is her name....

> I swear all this has just come flooding all at once....I don't know if

maybe

> my beta is already down or what but I feel like the baby blues have hit me

> again (they did with the ectopic.. ). I don't feel any anger

> towards anyone just of course would like to know why....(like we all

don't)

> I have to say everyone around has been really great and supportive this

time

> and I know they are there for me.....I think they have gone through all

the

> emotions Bob and I have....Bob and I are just thinking of how to get

through

> our EDD anniv and now how we will memorialize this little angel...we chose

to

> remember Due dates over loss dates since it is hard to pinpoint those you

> know....(you will notice at the bottom Savannah's date won;t even be here

for

> some time yet)

> The bleeding I have had has been very weird....like stop and go....I

haven;t

> passed anything signicant yet, but I think it is not too soon away....

> To top everything else off I was packing tonight (we are moving in 2 weeks

or

> less) and a peice of glass scrapped my leg. Now it is a small cut but OMG

I

> fell apart just at that....Bob took care of me and bandaged me up....but I

> have so much sh** to do and it seems like nothing is falling into

place....

> Well this was going to be a short note, but it has turned

long....teeheehee

> sorry about that*!!!!

>

>

> ~A~ (9/21/99)

> ~A~Savannah Lynn (5/6/01)

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I just want you to know I have been thinking of you. I noticed you

had been quiet and figured that was why. Its emotional to move let

alone what you are already going through. Try to stay strong.

Pam

[Guest guest]

,

So sorry for all you are going through. I agree with the others that

Savannah is a beautiful name! You are such a strong woman and an

inspiration to us all!

Take care,

Dawn

[Guest guest]

,

You are so lucky to be blessed with such as sweetie like Bob! With

everything you have (both) gone through, it's great to see the TLC you both

have for one another.

Take Care,

[Guest guest]

,

Savannah Lynn is a beautiful name, I'm sure she is shining down on

you both right now for giving it to her. Take care of yourselves, you

both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Kel

[Guest guest]

,

You have to know our thoughts and prayers are with you. (((((HUGS)))))

Dana

[Guest guest]

Valarie,

Write all you want! You are being so strong, but it is ok to breeak

down. I know when it hits it is so rough. Tomorrow is Christain's (m/c) due

date, so I am dealing with that myself. Know that we are here for you 100%

anytime. ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

Kim

[Guest guest]

Kim

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. How many more days on Lupron? Then

whats next? Before you know it, it will be the 2ww.

((HUGS)) Pam

[Guest guest]

Pam,

I go for my baseline u/s Sept. 20, and then if all is wel I start stims,

but still do lupron for a bit longer. Any AF yet for you? I hope not! Well I

am working tomorrow and so is dh. My shift is only 4 hours, but it looks as

though I will come home to an empty house tomorrow of al days! Dh's job wil

take longer than I work. Oh well, it isn't as though I am not used to it. I

think I will be ok. Thanks and hugs to you, Kim

[Guest guest]

Kim

Will you take stims and lupron at the same time? Is your base line

u/s like the one they do on day 2 of your cycle for IUI w/stims?

Don't work to hard this weekend.

Pam