Custom-made to make me crazy

[Guest guest]

I am starting a business. I have to ask for help, because a broken promise from

a former webmaster has left me in dire straits. I have to put my writing out

there, and stand behind it as good. (Nada was the writer wannabe, and shut down

my writing good and well when I was young). I have to also present myself as a

confident and capable enough business person to gain buy-in and sales, even as I

am terrified. I have to find a new webmaster, and ask him/her to do some work

with no payment up front, trusting me to sell enough for him/her to get their

full payment out of future sales. I have to start standing up for myself and

start living out the truth that I have a right to earn my own living, on my own

behalf, without a single dime of it going to nada's greedy clutches. (She

instilled in me, of course, that everything I ever earned was hers to take as

she pleased. I was the wicked witch of the worthless west if I " stoled " any of

my money away from her and kept it myself.

I feel like I'm going to throw up all the time.

Could this be more perfectly designed to twitch on every single non trigger I

own?

Sheesh.

Karla