Re: Extreme physical flashback

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,I think my nada is a " true " Witch like in UBM...like Diane Downs or

,the murderous kind on the psychopathic end of the BPD spectrum...Thank you

for your sympathy.I haven't been thinking about breaking my NC,just wondering

what I'm going to do when she dies sometimes wondering.I know my brother won't

tell me if she's ill or even if she dies.He has it out for me for being NC.But I

assume someone like my uncle will call.I just didn't know what I'd do but now I

undrstand that I don't even have to ask myself that question.Her vicious

treatment of me and seeing it for what it was/is has made that a moot point.I

don't have to be involved.I don't have to have anything to do with them.I really

owe them and nada nothing.

I just want *liberation*

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> HUGS your way - no one, NO ONE should have to endure such things. It sounds

like the energy of these traumas is surfacing up to be healed and released

though which is *incredible*...very glad for you. Your nada sounds even worse

than BPD to me almost sociopathic somehow. You mentioned at the end that

there's no way you'd break your NC - had you been thinking about that before?

Yours is one of the most extreme nadas I've ever read about here and you so

deserve all the freedom from her and happiness you can hold.

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