Re: Tricia & /ttc/son mentioned

July 17, 2000

Pam,

So glad to hear it is only spots, we've got to continue to think

positive here! I'm sure you are very anxious for 7:30 am to get

here, I know I am and it doesn't reflect me at all! Hopefully you are

in bed now (it is 11:00 pm) and getting some sleep so the time will

go by faster.

As far as asking " why me " to be honest no, when I get really down I

think of you, the other women in this group and some of the other

people I know and are related to who have it so much worse than me.

As much as I want another baby (and I want it bad) I think of you,

, and all the others, including my one cousin who don't

even have one and think I have nothing to complain about, I have my

son; I think of my good friend from high school who has been fighting

cancer for the last 4 years who found out she had it while they were

ttc, (she still has the tumor and is sterile bc of all the

treatments; she will never be able to have her own child, but they

adopted one last year); I think of my cousin who is 38, going through

a divorce right now bc her dh has decided after 7 years he doesn't

want to have children and she really does, her time is clicking and

she has never tried (she will probably never have her own bc it isn't

like she has someone waiting to marry her and start a family). You

have been through so much more than me and I don't blame you one bit

for asking " why me, " if I were you I'd probably be asking the same

thing. Hopefully tomorrow will bring you much happiness and a +

result, my prayers are with you! Take care and hope you get some

sleep tonight. I'm thinking of you! (+ thoughts

Kel

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