Guest guest Posted January 11, 2010 Report Share Posted January 11, 2010 I don't know if I would feel worse missing my opportunity to file or wasting $250. Neither is a comforting thought. Advice please? > > On Jan 17th it will be 3 years since a thimerosal containing flu shot irreparably injured my son. I didn't recognize the signs that he was already compromised by other mercury-containing flu shots and a poor immune system that hadn't even been able to recognize his birth Hep B series or 2 other infant/toddler vaccine series. But Jan 17 2007 he had a 30% language delay and some other sensory challenges but his regular Ped didn't see an autistic boy and so we had not referral. A day later on Jan 18, he began looking through people and a whole set of really odd unusual new behaviors (i.e. autism) we had never seen in his 3+ years of life so we called back to get that neurodevelopmental referral. And because the GI problems also started within the month we got a second GI Dr referral. It didn't matter, in 8 weeks he was completely lost to our world. Finding a DAN mattered. Thankfully his eye contact is returning. His voice is still less than before but no longer completely silent. But he is not nearly as recovered nor regained his prior NT type behavior as I thought/hoped he would be. He has potential and he shows it from time to time, but on the whole he is Severely Autistic. > > Now, I have to decide whether to throw away 250$ to make my statement to my unhearing and uncaring govt that yes, their carelessness and recklessness cost my son his normal life. I have to decide whether I want them to have even more of my $ in exchange for their lack of help to the injuried and lack of protection to the future injured. Whether I want to join the other the 5-6 thousand or however many cases have been filed that will be sat on and denied long after I am gone. And I don't know what to do. I know that shot was the final straw that broke my son. IF by filing I would ever get the opportunity to go head to head with them, would I want to exert the time, effort, and $ on what has proven to be an impossible win with this rigged " jury " or would I want to put all my resources into restoring as much function and quality to my son as possible? I am angry...and tired, and I need to carefully guard and conserve my energy and $ for helping my son and being a good mom to 2 other NT children and an ADHD son. And I do not know what to do about the deadline that came faster than I could have imagined. > > Ah well, time to climb in the softchamber to pressure out a few more precious stem cells into my son's circulation. > Thoughts or advice are appreciated. > Becky > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 12, 2010 Report Share Posted January 12, 2010 I did read about this right after his diagnosis but for one or another reason didn't file at that time. i was 7 months pregnant at the time of Peanut's diagnosis so I guess doing all that owrk at that time was just to much to ask of me. I am so happy you brough this up cause it reminded me I need to do this no matter how much work is involved and like someone else said the outcome. People and vaccine makers need to know what they are doing, maybe if we all speak up this will stop and we can save generations to come. Wish me Luck on this new task, as I know I will need it, thanks again for mentioning it. Subject: Anyone regret not filing? Re: 1 week left to file in the VICPTo: mb12 valtrex Date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 1:25 AM File for those parents who didn't meet the deadline, in the three years, cause many of us don't know until its too late.> > > >> > > > On Jan 17th it will be 3 years since a thimerosal containing flu shot irreparably injured my son. I didn't recognize the signs that he was already compromised by other mercury-containing flu shots and a poor immune system that hadn't even been able to recognize his birth Hep B series or 2 other infant/toddler vaccine series. But Jan 17 2007 he had a 30% language delay and some other sensory challenges but his regular Ped didn't see an autistic boy and so we had not referral. A day later on Jan 18, he began looking through people and a whole set of really odd unusual new behaviors (i.e. autism) we had never seen in his 3+ years of life so we called back to get that neurodevelopmental referral. And because the GI problems also started within the month we got a second GI Dr referral. It didn't matter, in 8 weeks he was completely lost to our world. Finding a DAN mattered. Thankfully his eye contact is returning. His voice is still less than before but no longer completely silent. But he is not nearly as recovered nor regained his prior NT type behavior as I thought/hoped he would be. He has potential and he shows it from time to time, but on the whole he is Severely Autistic.> > > > > > > > Now, I have to decide whether to throw away 250$ to make my statement to my unhearing and uncaring govt that yes, their carelessness and recklessness cost my son his normal life. I have to decide whether I want them to have even more of my $ in exchange for their lack of help to the injuried and lack of protection to the future injured. Whether I want to join the other the 5-6 thousand or however many cases have been filed that will be sat on and denied long after I am gone. And I don't know what to do. I know that shot was the final straw that broke my son. IF by filing I would ever get the opportunity to go head to head with them, would I want to exert the time, effort, and $ on what has proven to be an impossible win with this rigged "jury" or would I want to put all my resources into restoring as much function and quality to my son as possible? I am angry...and tired, and I need to carefully guard and conserve my energy and $ for helping my son and being a good mom to 2 other NT children and an ADHD son. And I do not know what to do about the deadline that came faster than I could have imagined.> > > > > > > > Ah well, time to climb in the softchamber to pressure out a few more precious stem cells into my son's circulation. > > > > Thoughts or advice are appreciated.> > > > Becky> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 12, 2010 Report Share Posted January 12, 2010 I did read about this right after his diagnosis but for one or another reason didn't file at that time. i was 7 months pregnant at the time of Peanut's diagnosis so I guess doing all that owrk at that time was just to much to ask of me. I am so happy you brough this up cause it reminded me I need to do this no matter how much work is involved and like someone else said the outcome. People and vaccine makers need to know what they are doing, maybe if we all speak up this will stop and we can save generations to come. Wish me Luck on this new task, as I know I will need it, thanks again for mentioning it. Subject: Anyone regret not filing? Re: 1 week left to file in the VICPTo: mb12 valtrex Date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 1:25 AM File for those parents who didn't meet the deadline, in the three years, cause many of us don't know until its too late.> > > >> > > > On Jan 17th it will be 3 years since a thimerosal containing flu shot irreparably injured my son. I didn't recognize the signs that he was already compromised by other mercury-containing flu shots and a poor immune system that hadn't even been able to recognize his birth Hep B series or 2 other infant/toddler vaccine series. But Jan 17 2007 he had a 30% language delay and some other sensory challenges but his regular Ped didn't see an autistic boy and so we had not referral. A day later on Jan 18, he began looking through people and a whole set of really odd unusual new behaviors (i.e. autism) we had never seen in his 3+ years of life so we called back to get that neurodevelopmental referral. And because the GI problems also started within the month we got a second GI Dr referral. It didn't matter, in 8 weeks he was completely lost to our world. Finding a DAN mattered. Thankfully his eye contact is returning. His voice is still less than before but no longer completely silent. But he is not nearly as recovered nor regained his prior NT type behavior as I thought/hoped he would be. He has potential and he shows it from time to time, but on the whole he is Severely Autistic.> > > > > > > > Now, I have to decide whether to throw away 250$ to make my statement to my unhearing and uncaring govt that yes, their carelessness and recklessness cost my son his normal life. I have to decide whether I want them to have even more of my $ in exchange for their lack of help to the injuried and lack of protection to the future injured. Whether I want to join the other the 5-6 thousand or however many cases have been filed that will be sat on and denied long after I am gone. And I don't know what to do. I know that shot was the final straw that broke my son. IF by filing I would ever get the opportunity to go head to head with them, would I want to exert the time, effort, and $ on what has proven to be an impossible win with this rigged "jury" or would I want to put all my resources into restoring as much function and quality to my son as possible? I am angry...and tired, and I need to carefully guard and conserve my energy and $ for helping my son and being a good mom to 2 other NT children and an ADHD son. And I do not know what to do about the deadline that came faster than I could have imagined.> > > > > > > > Ah well, time to climb in the softchamber to pressure out a few more precious stem cells into my son's circulation. > > > > Thoughts or advice are appreciated.> > > > Becky> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 12, 2010 Report Share Posted January 12, 2010 I did read about this right after his diagnosis but for one or another reason didn't file at that time. i was 7 months pregnant at the time of Peanut's diagnosis so I guess doing all that owrk at that time was just to much to ask of me. I am so happy you brough this up cause it reminded me I need to do this no matter how much work is involved and like someone else said the outcome. People and vaccine makers need to know what they are doing, maybe if we all speak up this will stop and we can save generations to come. Wish me Luck on this new task, as I know I will need it, thanks again for mentioning it. Subject: Anyone regret not filing? Re: 1 week left to file in the VICPTo: mb12 valtrex Date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 1:25 AM File for those parents who didn't meet the deadline, in the three years, cause many of us don't know until its too late.> > > >> > > > On Jan 17th it will be 3 years since a thimerosal containing flu shot irreparably injured my son. I didn't recognize the signs that he was already compromised by other mercury-containing flu shots and a poor immune system that hadn't even been able to recognize his birth Hep B series or 2 other infant/toddler vaccine series. But Jan 17 2007 he had a 30% language delay and some other sensory challenges but his regular Ped didn't see an autistic boy and so we had not referral. A day later on Jan 18, he began looking through people and a whole set of really odd unusual new behaviors (i.e. autism) we had never seen in his 3+ years of life so we called back to get that neurodevelopmental referral. And because the GI problems also started within the month we got a second GI Dr referral. It didn't matter, in 8 weeks he was completely lost to our world. Finding a DAN mattered. Thankfully his eye contact is returning. His voice is still less than before but no longer completely silent. But he is not nearly as recovered nor regained his prior NT type behavior as I thought/hoped he would be. He has potential and he shows it from time to time, but on the whole he is Severely Autistic.> > > > > > > > Now, I have to decide whether to throw away 250$ to make my statement to my unhearing and uncaring govt that yes, their carelessness and recklessness cost my son his normal life. I have to decide whether I want them to have even more of my $ in exchange for their lack of help to the injuried and lack of protection to the future injured. Whether I want to join the other the 5-6 thousand or however many cases have been filed that will be sat on and denied long after I am gone. And I don't know what to do. I know that shot was the final straw that broke my son. IF by filing I would ever get the opportunity to go head to head with them, would I want to exert the time, effort, and $ on what has proven to be an impossible win with this rigged "jury" or would I want to put all my resources into restoring as much function and quality to my son as possible? I am angry...and tired, and I need to carefully guard and conserve my energy and $ for helping my son and being a good mom to 2 other NT children and an ADHD son. And I do not know what to do about the deadline that came faster than I could have imagined.> > > > > > > > Ah well, time to climb in the softchamber to pressure out a few more precious stem cells into my son's circulation. > > > > Thoughts or advice are appreciated.> > > > Becky> > > >> > >> >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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