Guest guest Posted July 5, 2000 Report Share Posted July 5, 2000 Pam, That is another of of my PPPs (pg pet peeves) once people know you are trying or have had an ep or m/c they never tell you when others are pg. My mom won't tell me when she hears about any pg. I feel awful not knowing, of course I do feel awful knowing, but at least I don't feel like people are hiding things from me. Well, I just wanted to vent and let you know I understand that part. I really wanted to have a baby before my brother's wedding last week, oh well. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2000 Report Share Posted July 5, 2000 Pam, I have cm almost everyday of my cycle. I can only tell O because the quality changes. I know that's not usual, but it does happen. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2000 Report Share Posted July 5, 2000 Pam, I have cm almost everyday of my cycle. I can only tell O because the quality changes. I know that's not usual, but it does happen. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 5, 2000 Report Share Posted July 5, 2000 Pam, I have cm almost everyday of my cycle. I can only tell O because the quality changes. I know that's not usual, but it does happen. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Pam, Did you find out about the pox yet? I sure hope that wasn't it. Have you had them before? I know there is an increased worry if you are pg. I am sure everything will be ok. That is confusing about your cycle...I sometimes have 98 after " o " so don't worry. I don't know why I chart sometimes. My charts never look like any of the examples in the books I have. Atleast my temps tend to stay low before " o " and high after but it is always unclear which day exactly is " o " . Keep me posted! ep 3/13/00 lap cd8 ttc!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Pam, Did you find out about the pox yet? I sure hope that wasn't it. Have you had them before? I know there is an increased worry if you are pg. I am sure everything will be ok. That is confusing about your cycle...I sometimes have 98 after " o " so don't worry. I don't know why I chart sometimes. My charts never look like any of the examples in the books I have. Atleast my temps tend to stay low before " o " and high after but it is always unclear which day exactly is " o " . Keep me posted! ep 3/13/00 lap cd8 ttc!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Pam, Did you find out about the pox yet? I sure hope that wasn't it. Have you had them before? I know there is an increased worry if you are pg. I am sure everything will be ok. That is confusing about your cycle...I sometimes have 98 after " o " so don't worry. I don't know why I chart sometimes. My charts never look like any of the examples in the books I have. Atleast my temps tend to stay low before " o " and high after but it is always unclear which day exactly is " o " . Keep me posted! ep 3/13/00 lap cd8 ttc!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Joleen, Just when you think you know your body it all changes. Do you temp? I took my temp today it was only 98. I haven't been charting this month. I am cd25. Usually after O I am above 98. Although before I O I am usually below 98. I just feel like crying. I am so disappointed. I am so afraid to go through the shots and stuff next cycle. I was so praying for a miracle. I don't understand why one can't go my way for once. I am really freaking out. My dh wants me to meet w/my therapist. I only meet with her when I need her. I am having a major problem concentrating on the rest of my life. Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Joleen, Just when you think you know your body it all changes. Do you temp? I took my temp today it was only 98. I haven't been charting this month. I am cd25. Usually after O I am above 98. Although before I O I am usually below 98. I just feel like crying. I am so disappointed. I am so afraid to go through the shots and stuff next cycle. I was so praying for a miracle. I don't understand why one can't go my way for once. I am really freaking out. My dh wants me to meet w/my therapist. I only meet with her when I need her. I am having a major problem concentrating on the rest of my life. Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Joleen, Just when you think you know your body it all changes. Do you temp? I took my temp today it was only 98. I haven't been charting this month. I am cd25. Usually after O I am above 98. Although before I O I am usually below 98. I just feel like crying. I am so disappointed. I am so afraid to go through the shots and stuff next cycle. I was so praying for a miracle. I don't understand why one can't go my way for once. I am really freaking out. My dh wants me to meet w/my therapist. I only meet with her when I need her. I am having a major problem concentrating on the rest of my life. Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Pam, Yes, I do chart and sorry, this probably won't make you feel better, my charts are almost perfect. Exactly like the ones in the books. My temps are right, my cm is good and yet I don't get pg! I know exactly how you feel. I'm having trouble dealing with real life, too. I just want to sit at my computer and chat with others have IF problems! If I don't get pg this month I have to do all the tests I've been avoided most specifically HSG. So I'm hoping for a miracle this month, too. My ep was only 3 months ago, but we had been trying for over 2 years before that. (I know lots of you have been ttc longer, but any time feels long!) Anyway, good luck. Sorry I'm not more help. Joleen cd24 - clomid ep4/3/00 Cameron 6/14/97 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2000 Report Share Posted July 6, 2000 Pam, Yes, I do chart and sorry, this probably won't make you feel better, my charts are almost perfect. Exactly like the ones in the books. My temps are right, my cm is good and yet I don't get pg! I know exactly how you feel. I'm having trouble dealing with real life, too. I just want to sit at my computer and chat with others have IF problems! If I don't get pg this month I have to do all the tests I've been avoided most specifically HSG. So I'm hoping for a miracle this month, too. My ep was only 3 months ago, but we had been trying for over 2 years before that. (I know lots of you have been ttc longer, but any time feels long!) Anyway, good luck. Sorry I'm not more help. Joleen cd24 - clomid ep4/3/00 Cameron 6/14/97 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 7, 2000 Report Share Posted July 7, 2000 Joleen, I like being able to talk w/others with IF also. My dh overs no help at all. He doesn't understand. For awhile I put off having any tests, but its the best decission I ever made. I have also been trying for two years. I started right after I got married 4/98. I have only gotten pg once and it was ep. Have a nice weekend!! Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 7, 2000 Report Share Posted July 7, 2000 Joleen, I like being able to talk w/others with IF also. My dh overs no help at all. He doesn't understand. For awhile I put off having any tests, but its the best decission I ever made. I have also been trying for two years. I started right after I got married 4/98. I have only gotten pg once and it was ep. Have a nice weekend!! Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 11, 2000 Report Share Posted July 11, 2000 Pam, Just wanted to send you some ++++++++++thoughts as you are thinking about these injections. I'm glad the practice one didn't hurt. It's so good to know that you have a plan and things are happening. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 11, 2000 Report Share Posted July 11, 2000 Pam, That's the amazing thing isn't it. Sometimes I get so depressed looking at all the kids around me, too. But as I've gotten to know my neighbors at least 2 did injections for their kids. I also complained after my ep that I knew lots of people with m/c, but no one with ep. We were talking with some GOOD friends last weekend, I knew she had had 4 m/c, but as we talk she said 2 were ep! She had 2 children after the ep one with clomid and the other was an accident, she got pg 6 weeks after the first was born! I never even knew she had used clomid. I get myself so down that I " m the only one in this situation, but I know I " m just the only one I know of. Anyway, I just had to agree with your e-mail. Joleen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 11, 2000 Report Share Posted July 11, 2000 Joleen, Besides this group its nice to know others personally that have had IF. Sometimes my dh gets mad at me for telling people. But sometimes it pays off. When I told my neighbor yesterday I never thought she would say her kids are adopted. Her and her dh have brownish blond hair. Her kids are both blond. They look like brother and sister. I just thought they had the perfect family. They do!! But it took alot for them to get there. Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 Thanks Joleen, We totally set our selves up for these let downs. But how can you not offer yourself the opportunity to get excited once in awhile? Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 Thanks Joleen, We totally set our selves up for these let downs. But how can you not offer yourself the opportunity to get excited once in awhile? Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 special prayers to all . i have had 2mc and i had a ep last week. im am hurting emotionally i was ok after the surgery was done but i have a revisit tomorrow and i guess my nerves are just up. the fear of having something remain in the tubes frightens me. the doctor said the a chance of the hcg levels rising that will show that i did not pass everything as suspected after he viewed my tube. i have 2 scars my bb and my lower pelvic area. i am not ungrateful for a have 2 beautiful girls already but we really want to have another. im emotional now so ((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) to all of you and good luck. bye bye for now . LEKAR Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 special prayers to all . i have had 2mc and i had a ep last week. im am hurting emotionally i was ok after the surgery was done but i have a revisit tomorrow and i guess my nerves are just up. the fear of having something remain in the tubes frightens me. the doctor said the a chance of the hcg levels rising that will show that i did not pass everything as suspected after he viewed my tube. i have 2 scars my bb and my lower pelvic area. i am not ungrateful for a have 2 beautiful girls already but we really want to have another. im emotional now so ((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) to all of you and good luck. bye bye for now . LEKAR Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 Lekar, I am soooooo sorry to hear about your losses.. You have found a wonderful group of ladies here.. I have found much comfort here and have learned so much about my body and the reproductive system from ALL of these wonderful ladies. You can cry, laugh, scream, etc... with this group and feel as one. You will find that venting will help you deal with all that has happened to you and yours. You will also find that all of us have experienced some type of a loss all of us are here for each other.. Good luck, e >From: lekargburn@... >Reply-To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >Subject: Re: Pam >Date: Wed, 19 Jul 2000 23:31:11 EDT > >special prayers to all . i have had 2mc and i had a ep last week. im am >hurting emotionally i was ok after the surgery was done but i have a >revisit >tomorrow and i guess my nerves are just up. the fear of having something >remain in the tubes frightens me. the doctor said the a chance of the hcg >levels rising that will show that i did not pass everything as suspected >after he viewed my tube. i have 2 scars my bb and my lower pelvic area. i >am >not ungrateful for a have 2 beautiful girls already but we really want to >have another. im emotional now so >((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) to all of you and good luck. >bye >bye for now . > LEKAR ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 Lekar, I am soooooo sorry to hear about your losses.. You have found a wonderful group of ladies here.. I have found much comfort here and have learned so much about my body and the reproductive system from ALL of these wonderful ladies. You can cry, laugh, scream, etc... with this group and feel as one. You will find that venting will help you deal with all that has happened to you and yours. You will also find that all of us have experienced some type of a loss all of us are here for each other.. Good luck, e >From: lekargburn@... >Reply-To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >Subject: Re: Pam >Date: Wed, 19 Jul 2000 23:31:11 EDT > >special prayers to all . i have had 2mc and i had a ep last week. im am >hurting emotionally i was ok after the surgery was done but i have a >revisit >tomorrow and i guess my nerves are just up. the fear of having something >remain in the tubes frightens me. the doctor said the a chance of the hcg >levels rising that will show that i did not pass everything as suspected >after he viewed my tube. i have 2 scars my bb and my lower pelvic area. i >am >not ungrateful for a have 2 beautiful girls already but we really want to >have another. im emotional now so >((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) to all of you and good luck. >bye >bye for now . > LEKAR ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 19, 2000 Report Share Posted July 19, 2000 Lekar, I am soooooo sorry to hear about your losses.. You have found a wonderful group of ladies here.. I have found much comfort here and have learned so much about my body and the reproductive system from ALL of these wonderful ladies. You can cry, laugh, scream, etc... with this group and feel as one. You will find that venting will help you deal with all that has happened to you and yours. You will also find that all of us have experienced some type of a loss all of us are here for each other.. Good luck, e >From: lekargburn@... >Reply-To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >To: ectopicpregnancyegroups >Subject: Re: Pam >Date: Wed, 19 Jul 2000 23:31:11 EDT > >special prayers to all . i have had 2mc and i had a ep last week. im am >hurting emotionally i was ok after the surgery was done but i have a >revisit >tomorrow and i guess my nerves are just up. the fear of having something >remain in the tubes frightens me. the doctor said the a chance of the hcg >levels rising that will show that i did not pass everything as suspected >after he viewed my tube. i have 2 scars my bb and my lower pelvic area. i >am >not ungrateful for a have 2 beautiful girls already but we really want to >have another. im emotional now so >((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))) to all of you and good luck. >bye >bye for now . > LEKAR ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2000 Report Share Posted August 1, 2000 Joleen, My re office isn;t in to charting. So I haven't been either. Sometimes I feel out of control of my cycle by not charting. But then I am not analyzing everyday either. I am trying to stay busy. I know I have a slim chance of pg but I can already tell I will be crushed if AF comes. When do you expect AF? Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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