Re: Having Lynda in our group is a blessing:

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Darling Lynda:

Thank you, you are an Angel. I have made the decision to let her go; however, my love for her is so strong that it was not an easy decision to make. She is killing me with her bad attitude, and my immune system cannot take anymore.

My doctor sent me for an X-ray of my breasts this morning. If that does not work, he will order the soft tissue MRI. He told me to stay away from toxic people, and it is sad that the only person in my life who is toxic is my daughter. I have the worst headache today, because when I stay upright for hours my neck is not strong enough to hold my head up....strange.

Honey, thank you again for your professional advice, because you have given me comfort in that I have done the correct thing by letting go.

I am off to bed, but tomorrow I will begin giving support to our darling women again.

Love you always....Lea

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Lea,

She will come back to you. It will just be when she had figured out

that she is hurting herself by withholding her love.

We know that holding resentments harms us and can keep us ill.

She will have to learn this for herself also.

Time and maturity often are the key.

Lynda

At 01:02 PM 9/8/2007, you wrote:

>Darling Lynda:

>

>Thank you, you are an Angel. I have made the decision to let her go;

>however, my love for her is so strong that it was not an easy

>decision to make. She is killing me with her bad attitude, and my

>immune system cannot take anymore.

>

>My doctor sent me for an X-ray of my breasts this morning. If that

>does not work, he will order the soft tissue MRI. He told me to stay

>away from toxic people, and it is sad that the only person in my

>life who is toxic is my daughter. I have the worst headache today,

>because when I stay upright for hours my neck is not strong enough

>to hold my head up....strange.

>

>Honey, thank you again for your professional advice, because you

>have given me comfort in that I have done the correct thing by letting go.

>

>I am off to bed, but tomorrow I will begin giving support to our

>darling women again.

>

>Love you always....Lea

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> >Lea ~

> >Love you so much too. Did you hear back from

> >Molly? When do you see your doctor? Saturday?

> >You are in my prayers, sweet Lea ! You too Superman!!

> >I hope you are having a good day too. This all is

> >so wearing. I am still running a fever......my brains

> >will be scrambled soon.....if not already...lol......

> >been cooking 2 weeks now......

> >I hope you have a happy and healthy day too Lea,

> >Love, Hugs,Hope, and Blessings ~ Dede

> >

> >

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Lea, Some of our ladies have reported having a hard time holding their head up too . . . It is strange . .. But, if I remember right, it went away after explant. You really gotta get those abcesses OUT . . NOW - if not sooner! Love, Rogene

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Oh, honey, I am trying to get this surgery done soon. My doctor told me today that I must not go after Cross Cancer or the UofA because it could hurt me. He knows all about the corruption; however, he feels that I am not strong enough to go after these big teaching hospitals. He was fired from Cross because he was helping me, he is such an angel of a man.

When I am better, I will do something because they knew in 1979 that I was in trouble. This must not happen to another woman...they are experts at lying. I gave him a note to post, "First Do No Harm," and he agreed with me! My anger was showing, and he felt sad that these things had happened to me.

Thank you for giving me your support, and you are loved so much. My headache is gone, but I have been in bed all afternoon. My doctor told me that he thinks that I have Glaucoma in my left eye now, but I had it in my right eye and it did go away...stress is bad for this, he claims.

Love you, love you...Lea

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Re: Having Lynda in our group is a blessing:

Lea,

Some of our ladies have reported having a hard time holding their head up too . . . It is strange . .. But, if I remember right, it went away after explant.

You really gotta get those abcesses OUT . . NOW - if not sooner!

Love,

Rogene

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Lea, It's much harder than it sounds . . . but you must let these things go . . . for now, if not always. The fact is that you've been under so much stress for so long, it's sapped your energy . . . It's time to find the most beautiful picture you've ever seen and mentally put yourself into it! . . . Listen to the music you love - really listen while you close everything else out. . . See yourself dancing in the most beautiful dress you've ever worn . . . while being loved by all around you . . . Listen or read beautiful poetry . . . Whenever an uncomfortable thought comes up, quickly replace it with one of your beautiful thoughts. . . Let your mind help you find a place of peace in your mind so your body can use it's energy to heal. You are so full of love . . . lavish some of it on YOU! Please? Love, Rogene

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Lea,

I did have a problem holding my head up. I felt if my muscles in my neck were to stronge enough or somehow my head got real heavy. I even thought it would be nice to wear one of those soft neck braces. I caught myself using my hand to rest my head while sitting.

Rogene is right, this went away after explant. Not sure what it was but it sure made me anxious.

I hope you get those capsules out soon.

Love, Lynn

Re: Having Lynda in our group is a blessing:

Lea,

Some of our ladies have reported having a hard time holding their head up too . . . It is strange . .. But, if I remember right, it went away after explant.

You really gotta get those abcesses OUT . . NOW - if not sooner!

Love,

Rogene

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Darling Lynn:

We seem to forget some of the symptoms that we have had. When they come back, it takes some time to remember what caused them. In my case, it was too much ironing and cooking that caused my headache, plus stress. I have learned to pace myself; however, this was a very hectic few days for me. I will go back to my old routine, and no more entertaining for a while.

Honey, our lives have changed so much because of these rotten implants. I am happy that you are doing so well, please continue to nurture yourself. I see my rheumatologist tomorrow, and he might know what causes this neck problem. He might know of a good surgeon as well, because he works at the UofA hospital.

Thank you for caring....love you so....Lea

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Re: Having Lynda in our group is a blessing:

Lea,

Some of our ladies have reported having a hard time holding their head up too . . . It is strange . .. But, if I remember right, it went away after explant.

You really gotta get those abcesses OUT . . NOW - if not sooner!

Love,

Rogene

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Thank you, Lynda, I pray that she will come back to us. We think that there are things that are going on that we know nothing about. When she is ready, we will welcome her with open arms.

Honey, you have been a very busy lady, please do not do too much. It makes me happy to hear that you are doing all of the things that make you happy. Our rhubard did not do very well, but we brought it from our moldy castle and it must adjust to the move. We had enough to make two big pies. We planted two Aspens, but they are at the back of our yard, so it should be okay.

Sending love to our special lady....Lea and Superman

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Lea,

If you were closer I would give you some rhubarb. It is mostly

frozen now. Will make strawberry-rhubarb pies for Thanksgiving and

Christmas. I have frozen strawberries also. And blueberries,

blackberries, raspberries, cherries.

Rhubarb should survive with some TLC, which is just what you need also.

I am paying today for all the activity yesterday. Sore

muscles. But, I don't feel bad, so that is a good thing.

Lynda

At 10:30 AM 9/9/2007, you wrote:

>Thank you, Lynda, I pray that she will come back to us. We think

>that there are things that are going on that we know nothing about.

>When she is ready, we will welcome her with open arms.

>

>Honey, you have been a very busy lady, please do not do too much. It

>makes me happy to hear that you are doing all of the things that

>make you happy. Our rhubard did not do very well, but we brought it

>from our moldy castle and it must adjust to the move. We had enough

>to make two big pies. We planted two Aspens, but they are at the

>back of our yard, so it should be okay.

>

>Sending love to our special lady....Lea and Superman

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> > >Love you so much too. Did you hear back from

> > >Molly? When do you see your doctor? Saturday?

> > >You are in my prayers, sweet Lea ! You too Superman!!

> > >I hope you are having a good day too. This all is

> > >so wearing. I am still running a fever......my brains

> > >will be scrambled soon.....if not already...lol......

> > >been cooking 2 weeks now......

> > >I hope you have a happy and healthy day too Lea,

> > >Love, Hugs,Hope, and Blessings ~ Dede

> > >

> > >

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Honey, we love rhubarb and strawberry-pie. 's mom used to make it for us all of the time, she was such an Angel. We miss her so much, but we have all of her special recipes. She used to make a rhubarb cake, and I have the recipe....I will scan it if you would like to have it.

Thank you sweetie, is giving me plenty of TLC, I would be lost without him.

Love you always.......Us

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Lea,

I rarely make a dessert, unless I am having company or need to take

one to a pot luck dinner. I usually take a veggie dish or a salad to

those, also. I have plums and more plums so it motivated me to make

something, and boy, was that plum crisp delicious. Tart and sweet at

the same time. Yum. I think I will give the rest to my neighbor so

I won't be tempted to eat it.

I hope you are resting.

Love,

Lynda

At 06:50 PM 9/9/2007, you wrote:

>Honey, we love rhubarb and strawberry-pie. 's mom used to make

>it for us all of the time, she was such an Angel. We miss her so

>much, but we have all of her special recipes. She used to make a

>rhubarb cake, and I have the recipe....I will scan it if you would

>like to have it.

>

>Thank you sweetie, is giving me plenty of TLC, I would be lost

>without him.

>

>Love you always.......Us

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> > > >You are in my prayers, sweet Lea ! You too Superman!!

> > > >I hope you are having a good day too. This all is

> > > >so wearing. I am still running a fever......my brains

> > > >will be scrambled soon.....if not already...lol......

> > > >been cooking 2 weeks now......

> > > >I hope you have a happy and healthy day too Lea,

> > > >Love, Hugs,Hope, and Blessings ~ Dede

> > > >

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