Re: Went to the water park today

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Wow! Now THAT is far! lol!

GOSH! I REALLY want to have a " get together " for everyone!

....Bummer!

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On 7/19/07, TM McIntosh <prowlermeow@...> wrote:

Hi ,I'm in Toronto, Canada.Hugs,Traci --- Shoham <resultsbyrachel@...> wrote:

> Do you know where everyone lives???> > I'm in Georgia.> > > > > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <

pynerone@...> wrote:> >> > ,> >> > It would be fun to hang out with everyone wouldn't> it ! Dede and Sandy> > would have us rolling with laughter the whole

> time.> >> > > >> > * Shoham <resultsbyrachel@...

>* wrote:> >> > ,> >> > I thank you for your thoughts and prayers!> > I know that I am not alone... and that there ARE> positives to be found in> > every situation. I'm having an INCREDIBLY

> difficult time trying to find> > those positives right now. I go through phases> appreciating lessons> > learned, etc...> > but that positive thinking never remains.> > I tend to have flash backs of my " old life " . Days

> when I didn't have a> > care in the world, except what I was going to> wear, etc. I'm only 28 years> > old!!!> > Most of my friends still go out, travel,> experience LIFE! Not me... I'm

> > too scared I'll pass out, or that I'll have an> " episode " (my name for my> > attacks... WHATEVER they are!)> >> > Ahh... I do thank you ALL for your replys! It

> truly helps for me to speak> > to all of you!> >> > I WISH that there were a day that we could ALL> have a gathering... a " get> > together " , to meet one another in person!

> >> > -> >> >> > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <pynerone@...

>> wrote:> > >> > > ,> > >> > > Sweetie, you are not alone!> > > I thought the doctors knew what they were> talking about when they said I

> > > was bipolar and not really sick. I was on so> many anti-depressants and> > > psycho meds that I was crazy!> > > I stopped all meds back in Oct. 2006 and I am> finally thinking straight

> > > again. They had me believing I was crazy.> > >> > > I can understand your feelings about being so> unhappy although you have> > > beautiful things in your life. I have 4

> beautiful children that are my life,> > > but at times I thought my baby girl would be> better off without me because I> > > didn't think I had anything to offer her. Sick

> and in bed all the time not> > > being able to play with her was getting to me.> When she started pre-K this> > > year they said everyday how smart she was and I> realized it was because we

> > > stayed in bed and read books, played games, and> put puzzles together. I had> > > given her the gift of early learning.> > >> > > We don't always know what God's plans are for

> us, but I have to believe> > > this illness is a part of my journey and it has> a purpose for the good in> > > the end. I have to be patient and learn what I> need to learn. I will meet

> > > people along the way, such as yourself that are> now apart of my journey. We> > > are not alone, we have each other ! I will> continues to pray for you and> > > send positive healing energy your way.

> > >> > > Love > > >> > > * Shoham <resultsbyrachel@...

>*> wrote:> > >> > > ,> > >> > > I totally agree with you on this. As much as I> hate that other people> > > are suffering as I am, It means the world to me

> that I am not alone.> > > I have you wonderful ladies, and a wonderful> husband. At LEAST I KNOW> > > i'm not crazy...> > > However, at this point I don't feel as though it

> is enough. I am just> > > so unhappy.> > > I have been blessed with so much, and yet I> can't even enjoy myself b/c> > > I am so sick... and then MENTALLY SICK of BEING

> SICK!> > > I just don't know what to do anymore...> > > I have tried every diet, detox, etc... and> nothing has worked. Some> > > have made me a " little " better... but I'm still

> sick.> > > Now I am 10 weeks pregnant, and I'm dealing with> those symptoms on top> > > of everything else. I work, and think I'm going> to lose my job any minute.

> > > I'm so tired, and I feel like i'm living an> anxiety attack 24/7. I'm> > > constantly out of breath, shake ALL the time...> to the point that I drop> > > things. My blood sugar levels rise and fall

> with NO stability... and i'm> > > dizzy and lightheaded. Driving is difficult,> even SLEEPING is now> > > difficult. I wake up in the middle of the night> b/c my heart is pounding so

> > > bad, I'm shaking, and I have to take a sugar> pill...> > >> > > I'm quickly losing hope... I don't know how> much longer I can take> > > this...

> > >> > > I THANK GOD that you women care!> > >> > > -> > >> > >> > > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <

pynerone@... >> wrote:> > > >> > > > .> > > >> > > > God bless you ! I have also prayed for this,> heal me or take me.> > > > When I have my explant done I pray they get

> every bit of scar tissue> > > > and any lumps they find as well. I want this> mess out of me, all of it.> > > >> > > > I pray you get better. I hate knowing that you

> feel you're life is not> > > > worth living being so sick.> > > > Last year I was so sick of being sick I went> to the hospital. I told> > > > them to keep me because if they let me go that

> sick I wouldn't come back -> > > > ever. They backer acted me and sent me to our> local nuthouse. I had given up> > > > the fight.> > > >> > > > Well, I'm still here and I'm still sick. I

> have something now that I> > > > didn't have then, women like us. Although I am> still sick I am not alone.> > > > This group has been my reason for getting out> of bed most days. I love my

> > > > new friends and I can do almost anything with> their support, this includes> > > > you. Just knowing we feel the same pain gives> us a bond of caring for each> > > > other.

> > > >> > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > * Shoham <

resultsbyrachel@...>*> wrote:> > > >> > > > Wow! So you're not explanted yet?> > > > I'm very curious to see how you heal. I've> been explanted for a

> > > > little over 1 year... at first I started> feeling a little better, now I> > > > feel the same as I did WITH the darn implants,> EXCEPT that I have better> > > > peace of mind!

> > > >> > > > I feel as though I have no hope... no> future... EVERY SINGLE DAY I am> > > > so miserable. As bad as it sounds, I pray> that === message truncated ===

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I am in England, but I met Rogene in

London last year, she is wonderful.

Sue

From: [mailto: ] On Behalf Of Shoham

Sent: 19 July 2007 14:36

Subject: Re: Re:

Went to the water park today

Wow! Now THAT is far! lol!

GOSH! I REALLY want to have a " get together " for

everyone!

....Bummer!

-

On 7/19/07, TM

McIntosh <prowlermeow >

wrote:

Hi ,

I'm in Toronto, Canada.

Hugs,

Traci

--- Shoham <resultsbyrachelgmail> wrote:

> Do you know where everyone lives???

>

> I'm in Georgia.

>

>

>

>

> On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne < pynerone >

wrote:

> >

> > ,

> >

> > It would be fun to hang out with everyone wouldn't

> it ! Dede and Sandy

> > would have us rolling with laughter the whole

> time.

> >

> >

> >

> > * Shoham <resultsbyrachelgmail

>* wrote:

> >

> > ,

> >

> > I thank you for your thoughts and prayers!

> > I know that I am not alone... and that there ARE

> positives to be found in

> > every situation. I'm having an INCREDIBLY

> difficult time trying to find

> > those positives right now. I go through phases

> appreciating lessons

> > learned, etc...

> > but that positive thinking never remains.

> > I tend to have flash backs of my " old life " .

Days

> when I didn't have a

> > care in the world, except what I was going to

> wear, etc. I'm only 28 years

> > old!!!

> > Most of my friends still go out, travel,

> experience LIFE! Not me... I'm

> > too scared I'll pass out, or that I'll have an

> " episode " (my name for my

> > attacks... WHATEVER they are!)

> >

> > Ahh... I do thank you ALL for your replys! It

> truly helps for me to speak

> > to all of you!

> >

> > I WISH that there were a day that we could ALL

> have a gathering... a " get

> > together " , to meet one another in person!

> >

> > -

> >

> >

> > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <pynerone >

> wrote:

> > >

> > > ,

> > >

> > > Sweetie, you are not alone!

> > > I thought the doctors knew what they were

> talking about when they said I

> > > was bipolar and not really sick. I was on so

> many anti-depressants and

> > > psycho meds that I was crazy!

> > > I stopped all meds back in Oct. 2006 and I am

> finally thinking straight

> > > again. They had me believing I was crazy.

> > >

> > > I can understand your feelings about being so

> unhappy although you have

> > > beautiful things in your life. I have 4

> beautiful children that are my life,

> > > but at times I thought my baby girl would be

> better off without me because I

> > > didn't think I had anything to offer her. Sick

> and in bed all the time not

> > > being able to play with her was getting to me.

> When she started pre-K this

> > > year they said everyday how smart she was and I

> realized it was because we

> > > stayed in bed and read books, played games, and

> put puzzles together. I had

> > > given her the gift of early learning.

> > >

> > > We don't always know what God's plans are for

> us, but I have to believe

> > > this illness is a part of my journey and it has

> a purpose for the good in

> > > the end. I have to be patient and learn what I

> need to learn. I will meet

> > > people along the way, such as yourself that are

> now apart of my journey. We

> > > are not alone, we have each other ! I will

> continues to pray for you and

> > > send positive healing energy your way.

> > >

> > > Love

> > >

> > > * Shoham <resultsbyrachelgmail

>*

> wrote:

> > >

> > > ,

> > >

> > > I totally agree with you on this. As much as I

> hate that other people

> > > are suffering as I am, It means the world to me

> that I am not alone.

> > > I have you wonderful ladies, and a wonderful

> husband. At LEAST I KNOW

> > > i'm not crazy...

> > > However, at this point I don't feel as though it

> is enough. I am just

> > > so unhappy.

> > > I have been blessed with so much, and yet I

> can't even enjoy myself b/c

> > > I am so sick... and then MENTALLY SICK of BEING

> SICK!

> > > I just don't know what to do anymore...

> > > I have tried every diet, detox, etc... and

> nothing has worked. Some

> > > have made me a " little " better... but

I'm still

> sick.

> > > Now I am 10 weeks pregnant, and I'm dealing with

> those symptoms on top

> > > of everything else. I work, and think I'm going

> to lose my job any minute.

> > > I'm so tired, and I feel like i'm living an

> anxiety attack 24/7. I'm

> > > constantly out of breath, shake ALL the time...

> to the point that I drop

> > > things. My blood sugar levels rise and fall

> with NO stability... and i'm

> > > dizzy and lightheaded. Driving is difficult,

> even SLEEPING is now

> > > difficult. I wake up in the middle of the night

> b/c my heart is pounding so

> > > bad, I'm shaking, and I have to take a sugar

> pill...

> > >

> > > I'm quickly losing hope... I don't know how

> much longer I can take

> > > this...

> > >

> > > I THANK GOD that you women care!

> > >

> > > -

> > >

> > >

> > > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne < pynerone

>

> wrote:

> > > >

> > > > .

> > > >

> > > > God bless you ! I have also prayed for this,

> heal me or take me.

> > > > When I have my explant done I pray they get

> every bit of scar tissue

> > > > and any lumps they find as well. I want this

> mess out of me, all of it.

> > > >

> > > > I pray you get better. I hate knowing that

you

> feel you're life is not

> > > > worth living being so sick.

> > > > Last year I was so sick of being sick I went

> to the hospital. I told

> > > > them to keep me because if they let me go

that

> sick I wouldn't come back -

> > > > ever. They backer acted me and sent me to our

> local nuthouse. I had given up

> > > > the fight.

> > > >

> > > > Well, I'm still here and I'm still sick. I

> have something now that I

> > > > didn't have then, women like us. Although I

am

> still sick I am not alone.

> > > > This group has been my reason for getting out

> of bed most days. I love my

> > > > new friends and I can do almost anything with

> their support, this includes

> > > > you. Just knowing we feel the same pain gives

> us a bond of caring for each

> > > > other.

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > * Shoham < resultsbyrachelgmail>*

> wrote:

> > > >

> > > > Wow! So you're not explanted yet?

> > > > I'm very curious to see how you heal. I've

> been explanted for a

> > > > little over 1 year... at first I started

> feeling a little better, now I

> > > > feel the same as I did WITH the darn

implants,

> EXCEPT that I have better

> > > > peace of mind!

> > > >

> > > > I feel as though I have no hope... no

> future... EVERY SINGLE DAY I am

> > > > so miserable. As bad as it sounds, I pray

> that

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That is soooo neat!

On 7/19/07, Sue Gibbens <susan.gibbens@...> wrote:

,

I am in England, but I met Rogene in London last year, she is wonderful.

Sue

From:

[mailto: ] On Behalf Of Shoham

Sent: 19 July 2007 14:36 Subject:

Re: Re: Went to the water park today

Wow! Now THAT is far! lol!

GOSH! I REALLY want to have a " get together " for everyone!

....Bummer!

-

On 7/19/07, TM McIntosh <

prowlermeow@...> wrote:

Hi ,I'm in Toronto, Canada.Hugs,Traci

--- Shoham <

resultsbyrachel@...> wrote: > Do you know where everyone lives???> > I'm in Georgia.> >

> > > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne < pynerone@...> wrote:

> >> > ,> >> > It would be fun to hang out with everyone wouldn't> it ! Dede and Sandy

> > would have us rolling with laughter the whole > time.> >> > > >> > * Shoham <

resultsbyrachel@... >* wrote:> >> > ,> >> > I thank you for your thoughts and prayers!> > I know that I am not alone... and that there ARE

> positives to be found in> > every situation. I'm having an INCREDIBLY > difficult time trying to find> > those positives right now. I go through phases

> appreciating lessons> > learned, etc...> > but that positive thinking never remains.> > I tend to have flash backs of my " old life " . Days > when I didn't have a> > care in the world, except what I was going to> wear, etc. I'm only 28 years> > old!!!

> > Most of my friends still go out, travel,> experience LIFE! Not me... I'm > > too scared I'll pass out, or that I'll have an> " episode " (my name for my

> > attacks... WHATEVER they are!)> >> > Ahh... I do thank you ALL for your replys! It > truly helps for me to speak

> > to all of you!> >> > I WISH that there were a day that we could ALL> have a gathering... a " get> > together " , to meet one another in person! > >> > -> >> >> > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <

pynerone@... >> wrote:> > >> > > ,> > >> > > Sweetie, you are not alone!

> > > I thought the doctors knew what they were> talking about when they said I > > > was bipolar and not really sick. I was on so> many anti-depressants and

> > > psycho meds that I was crazy!> > > I stopped all meds back in Oct. 2006 and I am> finally thinking straight > > > again. They had me believing I was crazy.

> > >> > > I can understand your feelings about being so> unhappy although you have> > > beautiful things in your life. I have 4 > beautiful children that are my life,> > > but at times I thought my baby girl would be> better off without me because I> > > didn't think I had anything to offer her. Sick

> and in bed all the time not> > > being able to play with her was getting to me.> When she started pre-K this> > > year they said everyday how smart she was and I

> realized it was because we > > > stayed in bed and read books, played games, and> put puzzles together. I had> > > given her the gift of early learning.

> > >> > > We don't always know what God's plans are for > us, but I have to believe> > > this illness is a part of my journey and it has

> a purpose for the good in> > > the end. I have to be patient and learn what I> need to learn. I will meet > > > people along the way, such as yourself that are

> now apart of my journey. We> > > are not alone, we have each other ! I will> continues to pray for you and> > > send positive healing energy your way. > > >> > > Love > > >> > > * Shoham <

resultsbyrachel@... >*> wrote:> > >> > > ,> > >> > > I totally agree with you on this. As much as I

> hate that other people> > > are suffering as I am, It means the world to me > that I am not alone.> > > I have you wonderful ladies, and a wonderful

> husband. At LEAST I KNOW> > > i'm not crazy...> > > However, at this point I don't feel as though it > is enough. I am just

> > > so unhappy.> > > I have been blessed with so much, and yet I> can't even enjoy myself b/c> > > I am so sick... and then MENTALLY SICK of BEING > SICK!> > > I just don't know what to do anymore...> > > I have tried every diet, detox, etc... and> nothing has worked. Some

> > > have made me a " little " better... but I'm still > sick.> > > Now I am 10 weeks pregnant, and I'm dealing with

> those symptoms on top> > > of everything else. I work, and think I'm going> to lose my job any minute.> > > I'm so tired, and I feel like i'm living an

> anxiety attack 24/7. I'm> > > constantly out of breath, shake ALL the time...> to the point that I drop> > > things. My blood sugar levels rise and fall > with NO stability... and i'm> > > dizzy and lightheaded. Driving is difficult,> even SLEEPING is now> > > difficult. I wake up in the middle of the night

> b/c my heart is pounding so > > > bad, I'm shaking, and I have to take a sugar> pill...> > >> > > I'm quickly losing hope... I don't know how

> much longer I can take> > > this... > > >> > > I THANK GOD that you women care!> > >

> > > -> > >> > >> > > On 7/9/07, cynthia pyne <

pynerone@... >> wrote:> > > >> > > > .> > > >> > > > God bless you ! I have also prayed for this,

> heal me or take me.> > > > When I have my explant done I pray they get > every bit of scar tissue> > > > and any lumps they find as well. I want this

> mess out of me, all of it.> > > >> > > > I pray you get better. I hate knowing that you > feel you're life is not

> > > > worth living being so sick.> > > > Last year I was so sick of being sick I went> to the hospital. I told> > > > them to keep me because if they let me go that > sick I wouldn't come back -> > > > ever. They backer acted me and sent me to our> local nuthouse. I had given up> > > > the fight.

> > > >> > > > Well, I'm still here and I'm still sick. I > have something now that I> > > > didn't have then, women like us. Although I am

> still sick I am not alone.> > > > This group has been my reason for getting out> of bed most days. I love my > > > > new friends and I can do almost anything with

> their support, this includes> > > > you. Just knowing we feel the same pain gives> us a bond of caring for each> > > > other. > > > >> > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > * Shoham <

resultsbyrachel@...>*> wrote:> > > >> > > > Wow! So you're not explanted yet?> > > > I'm very curious to see how you heal. I've

> been explanted for a > > > > little over 1 year... at first I started> feeling a little better, now I> > > > feel the same as I did WITH the darn implants,

> EXCEPT that I have better> > > > peace of mind! > > > >> > > > I feel as though I have no hope... no

> future... EVERY SINGLE DAY I am> > > > so miserable. As bad as it sounds, I pray> that

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WOW! That's AMAZING! I had no idea! lol!

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Mandy is in the Canary Islands ! and Deb is in Korea ! Isnt that neat? We have sisters all over the world !

Dede

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