On the verge of binging/overeating/whatever you want to call it tonight.

[Guest guest]

Oh how I would love for food to numb my emotions and comfort me and

take every problem that my future holds away right now (or at least

pretend that it will).

I've been stressing out like crazy today thinking about next November

(because that's rational) and I've avoided binging once already and I

honestly don't feel as though I can avoid it right now which is why I

am writing here. I know it won't make me feel better, not in the

short or long term especially since I'm still mentally recuperating

from my last overeating session a few days ago. I just don't want to

deal with my emotions right now and I'd rather take out my frustration

and anxiety on my food pantry.

*scream*

Perhaps I should brush my teeth, take a shower, and deal with life.

BUT I DON'T WANNAAAAAAA.

/temper tantrum.

[Guest guest]

I know it can't hold off a binge, but breathe...

Hang in there!

On the verge of binging/overeating/whatever you want to call it tonight.

Oh how I would love for food to numb my emotions and comfort me andtake every problem that my future holds away right now (or at leastpretend that it will). I've been stressing out like crazy today thinking about next November(because that's rational) and I've avoided binging once already and Ihonestly don't feel as though I can avoid it right now which is why Iam writing here. I know it won't make me feel better, not in theshort or long term especially since I'm still mentally recuperatingfrom my last overeating session a few days ago. I just don't want todeal with my emotions right now and I'd rather take out my frustrationand anxiety on my food pantry.*scream*Perhaps I should brush my teeth, take a shower, and deal with life. BUT I DON'T WANNAAAAAAA./temper tantrum.