Venting/Ranting/Whining/take your pick!

March 8, 2001

Thanks for reading this, I'm having an attitude problem that needs an

adjustment.

The runny nose problem I wrote about last week is suddendly gone, and

the headache is back with a vengance (are those two related?). Also

got a killer dose of cramps today (sorry, guys). Double whammy.

Probably PMS too, come to think of it. In this lovely frame of mind,

I have to go to a family function (65th wedding anniversary) party

this Saturday. (2 hr drive one way) Eighty plus relatives are going

to be there. Each will ask questions that I don't have any answers

to.

You know what I am talking about. I am waiting to see Dr Milhorat

at the end of this month. I know NOTHING NEW since I saw all of

these people at the holidays. I'm sure I will be wanting to scream

after the first 20 minutes.

I hate the " poor Theresa " looks I will get. I hate the prodding do-

gooder questions. I hate the well, I'm sure you just need the proper

exercise/diet/stress relief/whatever comments. I hate the you look

just fine, why aren't you working/what do you do all day/aren't you

bored/questions. I hate the wow you've got all that time on your

hands, it must be fun, I'm sure you are getting alot done idiots.

HELP HELP HELP I need a major attitude adjustment before I rip

into somebody. The two hour drive is going to put me on edge to

begin with. Believe it or not, I DO want to go, I love the couple

celebrating their anniversary. It is well worth the effort.

ANY words of advice are appreciated. If I just paste a smile on, my

face will crack and I will lose it, I really need something more.

Thanks, you guys. Theresa, ACM1, 4mm, stenosis, arthritis, TMJ

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