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Lynn ~

Actually it was 6 times of 830 volts each. total of 4980 volts of electricity ! No wonder my chest hurts ! It did not crack my chest tho, chest xray came out ok........This happened a year and 1/2 ago as well ! This device will only go off 6 times, if your heart doesnt fly right after 6, it is welcome into heaven ! So, you are right, still much to do here ! I am glad to have my bed back................and my support girls ~

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Lea ~

No, I was useing a regular lawnmower, self propelled, so the wheels move so it is not hard to push.

I have a pacemaker, and defibrillator. You know like those 2 things they put on your chest to shock your heart when it stops?? well mine are inside my left chest with 3 wires that go into my heart and attach to the worst spots in my heart. There were 2 parts of my heart not working. My heartbeats were recorded at over 200 beats per minute for a while before it started shocking me. I am the bionic woman, a heart beat pacer, and a heart shocker if I flatline or if the heart spasses out and chokes instead of beats. It went off the max amount of times. If my heart wouldnt have corrected, then I would be with God right now........

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Traci ~

How are you feeling honey? Did you get to go see your babies today?

There are no neighborhood kids that do lawns........I will have to find someone tho, I am to do NOTHING for a good while........at least 2 months.....that is a long time to lay around. But that is what will help my heart, so I have to do what I have to do ! So, how are Tiger and Eeyore doing?? Love you ~ DedeGet a sneak peek of the all-new AOL.com.

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Hi Dede,

Here's Prowler showing you how to relax and take care

of yourself. Isn't he sweet?

Love you,

Traci

--- DGRAHAMA@... wrote:

> Lynn ~

> Actually it was 6 times of 830 volts each. total

> of 4980 volts of

> electricity ! No wonder my chest hurts ! It did

> not crack my chest tho, chest xray

> came out ok........This happened a year and 1/2 ago

> as well ! This device

> will only go off 6 times, if your heart doesnt fly

> right after 6, it is

> welcome into heaven ! So, you are right, still

> much to do here ! I am glad to

> have my bed back................and my support

> girls ~

> Love you ~ Dede

>

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You rest up sweetie. I am so sorry this happened to you. I pray that after some rest and healing you'll feel better. I am sorry to hear you have to go back on the meds. I hope they make you feel better though.

Love you, Lynn

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Lynn ~

Actually it was 6 times of 830 volts each. total of 4980 volts of electricity ! No wonder my chest hurts ! It did not crack my chest tho, chest xray came out ok........This happened a year and 1/2 ago as well ! This device will only go off 6 times, if your heart doesnt fly right after 6, it is welcome into heaven ! So, you are right, still much to do here ! I am glad to have my bed back........ ........and my support girls ~

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Darling Dede, I really am stupid, because I thought that it was the lawn mower that hurt you. Traci is correct, you need someone to do this hard work for you. We are both worried about you, so please be careful. Your precious heart needs to rest, and you must get well...then you will be able to have surgery. My will not allow me to do the lawns until we have this mass removed.

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Lea ~

No, I was useing a regular lawnmower, self propelled, so the wheels move so it is not hard to push.

I have a pacemaker, and defibrillator. You know like those 2 things they put on your chest to shock your heart when it stops?? well mine are inside my left chest with 3 wires that go into my heart and attach to the worst spots in my heart. There were 2 parts of my heart not working. My heartbeats were recorded at over 200 beats per minute for a while before it started shocking me. I am the bionic woman, a heart beat pacer, and a heart shocker if I flatline or if the heart spasses out and chokes instead of beats. It went off the max amount of times. If my heart wouldnt have corrected, then I would be with God right now........

Love you ! Dede

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Hi Dede,

I'm feeling a lot better. Hope you are too. My

friends took me to see my horsies today.

Penny, Red, Maverick, Roxy, Elvis and were all

amazing. When I went in their stalls, all of them

squished to the side so I could get in. None of them

even touched my boobs. I hugged Penny and she wrapped

her neck and head around me and hugged me right back.

It felt so good to bury my face in her mane. Roxy and

were very maternal. Roxy nuzzled my right

breast with her face. She was so gentle!

Tigger and Eeyore are doing well. I'll have my drains

in until Thursday. The reason why my right breast got

so huge was I had a hematoma in their for at least the

last 10 years. God was definitely watching over me.

I'm all cleaned out now and am looking forward to

getting my life back.

Please rest up Dede.

Love Always,

Traci

--- DGRAHAMA@... wrote:

> Traci ~

> How are you feeling honey? Did you get to go see

> your babies today?

> There are no neighborhood kids that do

> lawns........I will have to find

> someone tho, I am to do NOTHING for a good

> while........at least 2

> months.....that is a long time to lay around. But

> that is what will help my heart, so I

> have to do what I have to do ! So, how are Tiger

> and Eeyore doing?? Love you

> ~ Dede

>

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Dede, I'll bet that, if you contact the local Boy Scouts, they have some boys who will take care of your yard - even if they aren't in the neighborhood. My grandson's troup is wonderful about helping others. Hugs, Rogene

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Ouch! . . . I'm so glad you are home and doing better! That has to be scary. I'll bet you had the medical professionals laughing in no time though! God does have other plans for you! I know it! Love, Rogene

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Well, Dede, just stay away from that defective lawn mower. That

should at least help your heart. Unless you need a quick jump start.

What a scare! I just could not resist the joke.

You really need to take care of yourself, girl!

Love you,

Lynda

At 08:29 PM 7/22/2007, you wrote:

>Hi Lynda ~

>No kidding ! Maybe the volts killed the fungal issues I have, and

>any bacteria ! ! ........LOL.........Well, My chest is sore, and I

>am exhausted. My heartrate was over 200 beats per minute for a long

>time, and they finally had to give me some drug IV.

>What he wants me to do is to not do anything at all for 3 weeks take

>my meds, and let my heart rest and heal. See him again, and review,

>then wait another 2 months doing nothing at all, and if all is well,

>then I can schedule surgery. He doesnt want me to be off the meds

>right now while my heart is so weak, so I am gonna have to wait on

>the cortsyn stim test for right now.

>I found out that I have had actually 11 episodes of danger since

>June 11th. No wonder I feel so funny lately, like I am gonna

>crash.......the other kicker is my TSH is 7.09........I cant wait to

>see what my tests from Canary are. I also have a elevated white

>count and low lymphs.........hum.....

>We shall see..........

>Love ya ~ Dede

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Hello Sue ~

Yes, it was very scarey. It will only shock me 6 times, and if my heart doesnt work by then, it is good bye for me. I shocked me 6 times......Each time it shocks you you get weaker and weaker cuz that is alot of electricity. by the 5th one I was begging God to not shock me again, and after the 6th one, I was praying I lived. So, it is definately a close encounter with our next journey !

Girl, you have been thru so much yourself. I know how scarey those spells must be for you. I am sorry you are still going thru so much. You are in my prayers ! !

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Katy ~

Thank you, you are so sweet ! I tell ya, seems like so much is going on with so many people. I pray that this will all level out soon, and the sun will shine on us all !

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Traci ~

Prowler is a precious angel ! Thank you for sharing him with me...

How are you feeling today?

Love Dede

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Hello Lynn ~

Thank you. I feel better today, my chest isnt as sore from the blows to it. I am just so tired, but I think that is because of my 7.09 TSH and my low cortisol, not the heart. I cant imagine what you go thru with yours ! Hope you are feeling better today. What did the doctor say?

Love you ~

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Hello Lea and Superman !

I am resting, and will be for the next few months. I am not allowed to do any more.........and will follow instructions. He told me to do nothing at all for 3 weeks then go see them and check on things, then do nothing at all for a couple months......So.........that will be my agenda........

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Traci ~

I am so glad you got to go see your babies ! I know they loved seeing you ! ! I am glad they used drains. Wow, the hematoma, that is wild. I cant wait to see why mine are so big. It may just be fat and fluid.........LOL, I know it is not breast tissue........cant be. How long did the surgery take? Did you get to see the implants? Was there any rupture? Did you take pics of them? Girl, I am so glad this is behind you...........and you are born again ! Love you ! DedeGet a sneak peek of the all-new AOL.com.

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Dede, How scary for you! I hope you are feeling better. You are in my thoughts and prayers! xo Katy:)DGRAHAMA@... wrote: Lea ~ No, I was useing a regular lawnmower, self propelled, so the wheels move so it is not hard to push. I have a pacemaker, and defibrillator.

You know like those 2 things they put on your chest to shock your heart when it stops?? well mine are inside my left chest with 3 wires that go into my heart and attach to the worst spots in my heart. There were 2 parts of my heart not working. My heartbeats were recorded at over 200 beats per minute for a while before it started shocking me. I am the bionic woman, a heart beat pacer, and a heart shocker if I flatline or if the heart spasses out and chokes instead of beats. It went off the max amount of times. If my heart wouldnt have corrected, then I would be with God right now........ Love you ! Dede Get a sneak peek of the all-new AOL.com.

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Dear Dede,

That must have been so scary.

I hope you feel better today, you are so

brave.

I pray that you are well enough soon to

get those rotten implants out.

Love Sue

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Sent: 23 July 2007 20:37

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Dede,

How scary for you! I hope you are feeling better. You are in my

thoughts and prayers!

xo Katy:)

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Lea ~

No, I was useing a

regular lawnmower, self propelled, so the wheels move so it is not hard to

push.

I have a pacemaker,

and defibrillator. You know like those 2 things they put on your chest to

shock your heart when it stops?? well mine are inside my left chest with

3 wires that go into my heart and attach to the worst spots in my heart.

There were 2 parts of my heart not working. My heartbeats were recorded

at over 200 beats per minute for a while before it started shocking me. I

am the bionic woman, a heart beat pacer, and a heart shocker if I

flatline or if the heart spasses out and chokes instead of beats.

It went off the max amount of times. If my heart wouldnt have corrected,

then I would be with God right now........

Love you !

Dede

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Rogene ~

That is a great idea ! Thank you, I will check into it.

Are you caught up on your rest yet?

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Rogene ~

Yes, it was a huge OUCH ! but an ouch that says, your life may be saved ! I actually can give my new neighbor credit for saving my life.......She heard me and came running to help me. I have to do something special for her......she is now my new angel........ and she doesnt even know it yet. She also finished mowing my yard........bless her heart !

I had the EMS in stitches......and of course the hospital people I messed with as well........my goofyness helps me through rough spots !

I believe you are right, he has plans for me.........I hope they are more active than what I am doing now !

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Dede,

I cannot believe your compassion sometimes;

after all you have been through you think of me …..Bless you Dede.

I think you are marvelous the way you have

handled this, I would be a wreck.

I am so glad you feel better today, please

take things easy until you are stronger.

What did the hospital say?

I cannot believe they let you home so

soon, if it was me I would be pleading to stay in there.

Dede, how is your father……gosh

you have a lot on your plate at the moment.

If I had loads of money I would buy a

great big house where we could all get together to help each other out when we

needed it.

I hope you feel even better tomorrow.

Love Sue

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Hello Sue ~

Yes, it was very

scarey. It will only shock me 6 times, and if my heart doesnt work by

then, it is good bye for me. I shocked me 6 times......Each time it

shocks you you get weaker and weaker cuz that is alot of electricity. by

the 5th one I was begging God to not shock me again, and after the 6th one, I

was praying I lived. So, it is definately a close encounter with our next

journey !

Girl, you have been

thru so much yourself. I know how scarey those spells must be for you.

I am sorry you are still going thru so much. You are in my prayers ! !

I feel better today,

but still sore, and so tired I can hardly do anything, but I guess that is what

I am suposed to do......nothing.........Love Dede

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Dede,

Doctor took more blood. Another thyroid panel. I doubt it will show much of a difference. I didn't take my synthroid today because I didn't want to be up all night again. He told me to start up again tomorrow. I will but I am only taking 1/2 a pill. I asked about 1/2 a pill and he said to take a full pill. I think I'll work my way up to a full pill. I know my body better than he does. He sort of said something that made me mad... you could tell he was frustrated that he hasn't been able to "cure" or "level me out" yet and got to looking at my records and said something to the effect that I have been been hypo. Well no shit! I have Hashimotos and not hypothyroidism yet (errr)... I may have to fire ANOTHER doctor. Plus, the assistants at his office DO NOT know how to properly draw blood. I used to be a medical assistant and I

did phelbotomy all the time. They stab me and dig around. I am sorry but drawing blood should not hurt.

I will let you know what the results are. I am also going to search for a new doctor.

Love, Lynn

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Hello Lynn ~

Thank you. I feel better today, my chest isnt as sore from the blows to it. I am just so tired, but I think that is because of my 7.09 TSH and my low cortisol, not the heart. I cant imagine what you go thru with yours ! Hope you are feeling better today. What did the doctor say?

Love you ~

Dede

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Oh, honey, we are both so sorry that you were hurt. was angry because he said you should not be doing lawns. Please find something nice that you can do in bed...like painting or research. I wish that I could send you some CD'S, "Silicone Death Merchants" would be interesting. We have two copies of "Two Small Voices", you would love this movie. "Breast Men" would just make you angry, because they really put women down in this movie.

Sending love to our special lady...Lea and Superman

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Hello Lea and Superman !

I am resting, and will be for the next few months. I am not allowed to do any more.........and will follow instructions. He told me to do nothing at all for 3 weeks then go see them and check on things, then do nothing at all for a couple months......So.........that will be my agenda........

I hope you are feeling better today. I did have sweet dreams, and I hope you did too ! Love you so much ! Dede

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Oh, sweet Lynn, I hope they find out what is causing your problems soon. Some doctors just do not care, but there are some who are angels. My doctors are not really interested in my thyroid, and I think that many of my problems are thyroid related.

Honey, we all love you, and hope that you feel better soon...Lea

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Hello Lynn ~

Thank you. I feel better today, my chest isnt as sore from the blows to it. I am just so tired, but I think that is because of my 7.09 TSH and my low cortisol, not the heart. I cant imagine what you go thru with yours ! Hope you are feeling better today. What did the doctor say?

Love you ~

Dede

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Lea, you are so sweet. I hate to complain about my thyroid when you and Dede are dealing with having capsules and implants still in you. I do pray your ultrasound results uncover what you need. Thank you for the kind words and I do agree that some doctors just don't care - it is very sad.

Hugs, prayers and love - Lynn

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Hello Lynn ~

Thank you. I feel better today, my chest isnt as sore from the blows to it. I am just so tired, but I think that is because of my 7.09 TSH and my low cortisol, not the heart. I cant imagine what you go thru with yours ! Hope you are feeling better today. What did the doctor say?

Love you ~

Dede

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