Re: I need a shoulder 2

[Guest guest]

I started this " i need a shoulder " . But today I am letting you all use mine.

After propably 10 years of fibro it is still strong if not painful. It is

always there for a friend to lean on. So everyone, close your eyes and put your

head on my shoulder. Feel my arms wrap around you in a hug. And everyone have

a less pain day.

love to all

doreen

Re: I need a shoulder 2

Morning Group.

Gountback here;

What has happened over these last 23yrs. with Fibromaylgia

plus other diseases, I have become more afraid of living

than I am of dying. To me LIVE = EVIL.

My body is now systematicaly shuting down.

Bones are snapping at will do to Advanced Osteoporosis.

I fear that I will not have the strenght to fight any more.

Every one keeps telling me " Keep Fighting Gountback " .

But they don't have to live in this body of mine.

I'm so tired.

Thank You All for the ear.

Love Gountback.

> Between my back and my hip it hurts to stand, sit and lay down. Any

> suggestions. This is becoming a reall pain in the A--. haha My

> doctor has not put me on any pain meds or anything. Even though he

has

> diagnosed Fibro, he says there is something else eating away at me.

He

> doesn't want to put me on anything until we find the source of the

> problem. I have been on Advil and Lido patches. Need;ess to say

this

> isn't working. I can't take to much more. I am the main provider

for

> my family and I don't know how much longer I can hide the pain from

my

> boss. At my place of business, if we aren't 100% ab;e to work then

> they put us out of work until we are. What a joke. Like I will ever

> be 100% again. I can no longer lift anything over 10 pounds, my

house

> looks like the original pig pen.

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> Thanks for letting me vent

> doreen

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[Guest guest]

Hi, Gountback! I would have replied sooner to your message, I've

been thinking about what you said all day. The simple truth is that

I don't really know what to say that others haven't already said.

It's true that I don't have to live in your body, I've got a pretty

miserable one of my own to live in. I've also been seriously

depressed for many years. I, too, have had the thought that if I'm

dead at least I won't hurt. I've been on half a dozen different

antidepressants. Been on Cymbalta now for about 8 months, it seems

to be working pretty good for me.

In spite of the pain, I too will tell you " Keep Fighting

Gountback " ! Before I found the right med it occurred to me to stay

around just a little while longer, an hour at a time even. I

suspect I'm gonna have a very long time to be dead, but if I leave

before it's really time, I will miss what happens next, and what

happens next might just turn out to be something good. I know it's

not easy. Sometimes it makes you so tired. But please, stay here

longer. You are stronger than you know.

Hugs,

LCB

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> Morning Group.

> Gountback here;

>

> What has happened over these last 23yrs. with Fibromaylgia

> plus other diseases, I have become more afraid of living

> than I am of dying. To me LIVE = EVIL.

> My body is now systematicaly shuting down.

> Bones are snapping at will do to Advanced Osteoporosis.

> I fear that I will not have the strenght to fight any more.

> Every one keeps telling me " Keep Fighting Gountback " .

> But they don't have to live in this body of mine.

> I'm so tired.

> Thank You All for the ear.

>

> Love Gountback.

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