Re: prayers and support

[Guest guest]

Oh, God, Lori, I know what you are going through. It's so awful and scary

and lonely. It is a part of Fibro, a horrible part of Fibro. We shouldn't

have to always be explaining ourselves and telling doctors how we need more

meds. They are supposed to be on our side. I've been having a really bad

day too. It has more to do with the fear that my heart is going bad but I'm

in fear and very recently was where you are right now.

I'll pray for you. Fibro isn't fair and it takes your life away. I want me

back so bad! I loved to walk and have fun and anymore I have to pretend I'm

enjoying myself when I go out when, really, I'm either hurting or exhausted.

God Bless you,

Big, warm hugs,

Jane

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Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no

one has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now.

You guys are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right

now. Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am

writing to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very

young. I barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I

remember playing under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never

came home again. I feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I

just feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have

had my down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head

telling me that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my

place that is a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish

I had my Gramps here to guide me. I know his love was never based on

anything but me. I was his first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I

am crying while I am typing this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough

for now just pray for me. That is about all we can do for each other. You

guys are my family, I read your posts and get to know you better than my own

family. They just keep living their lives and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank

You that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for

me. I praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

[Guest guest]

Lori, if I were there right now, I would hold you and tell you that it is only

in the darkness that we search and find light. It always coms. Joan

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right

now. Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am

writing to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very

young. I barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I

remember playing under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came

home again. I feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank

You that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

I think I can speak for everyone when I wish you gentle hugs. I hope you start

felling better real soon. We are all here for you.

Doreen

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right now.

Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am writing

to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very young. I

barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I remember playing

under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came home again. I

feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank You

that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus¢ name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

Thank you Joan from the bottom of my heart.

Hugs,

Lori Hammer

Joan E wrote:

Lori, if I were there right now, I would hold you and tell you that it

is only in the darkness that we search and find light. It always coms. Joan

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right now.

Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am writing

to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very young. I

barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I remember playing

under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came home again. I

feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank You

that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

You are quite welcome. Feeling any better toay?

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right

now. Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am

writing to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very

young. I barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I

remember playing under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came

home again. I feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank

You that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

a little. working on it thanks. do not be afraid to email me off line ifyou

want

Joan E wrote:

You are quite welcome. Feeling any better toay?

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right now.

Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am writing

to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very young. I

barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I remember playing

under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came home again. I

feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank You

that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

Thnks Doreen, I wa feeling better till my mother called and told me a favorite

aunt of mine has 2 dys to live! I am very sad if not sadder than I was

yesterdy. My daughter and i went to see her. it is such a painful hurt and you

cannot dsoaything about it. that is where the paincomes in I think. But thanks

for your email it really helps. and is greatly appredciated.

Pleade do not be afraid to email me privately if you need me . that is what I

wam here for

Thanks and hugs ,

Lori Hammer

" boomummy@... mollycheck " wrote:

I think I can speak for everyone when I wish you gentle hugs. I hope you start

felling better real soon. We are all here for you.

Doreen

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right now.

Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am writing

to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very young. I

barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I remember playing

under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came home again. I

feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank You

that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus¢ name. Amen.

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[Guest guest]

Thank you Claudette that means alot to me.

Lori H

claudette hudson wrote:

Dear Lori,

I feel bad because you feel bad, I wish there was something I could say or do

that would make it all go away, but I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers

that you start to feel better soon. We are all here for you and for each other.

I am glad to have found this group, you've all helped me so much, I guess we are

all bonded through this illness. Anyway, please feel better soon. Hugs and

prayers. Claudette

Lori Hammer wrote:

Thank you Joan from the bottom of my heart.

Hugs,

Lori Hammer

Joan E wrote:

Lori, if I were there right now, I would hold you and tell you that it is only

in the darkness that we search and find light. It always coms. Joan

prayers and support

Hi,

Guys I am going throught a very bad time right now. No one has died and no one

has hurt my feelings in any way. I am really very depressed right now. You guys

are talking to dead people and now I have started.

That is no way to hurt anyones feelings. I am writing a letter to God right now.

Asking him why I have this disease and why no one understands it. I am writing

to my grandparents, I had a grandfather who passed when I was very young. I

barely remember him but I can still feel the love he gave me. I remember playing

under his hospital bed and then all of the sudden he never came home again. I

feel his love to this day.

I do not know what is wrong withme other wise . I am tired of fighting Drs.

trying to tell them that what they are giving me for pain is not enough. God

forbid you would need it a few days early. Stuck up B______ds. Right now I just

feel lost totally lost. This must be another phase of the fibro. I have had my

down days but this one scares me. It is like a voice inside my head telling me

that Lori is gone she is not here. Like someone else has taken my place that is

a stronger personality than Lori. Does this sound odd. I wish I had my Gramps

here to guide me. I know his love was never based on anything but me. I was his

first granddaughter. I wqant to know him more. I am crying while I am typing

this ccause I miss him so badly it hurts. Enough for now just pray for me. That

is about all we can do for each other. You guys are my family, I read your posts

and get to know you better than my own family. They just keep living their lives

and I sit in the

background wishing I could keep up and live again.

Thanks for listening,

Lori Hammer

Father, I know that You are watching over me. I trust my life to You. Thank You

that You are faithful and that You will act at just the right time for me. I

praise You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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