Re: Holiday stress relief

[Guest guest]

> wrote:

> I truly detest this time of year. I suffer from bipolar depression

Chris

I am so sorry you are struggling so much right now! I am there also. I do not

post often! I have fibromyalgia and spinal problems, and thyroid and major

depression, I just lost my insurance 90 days ago and have no meds. I also detest

the holidays, They are so lonely!

My home is a pit and going off its foundation so will not be long till I am

under a bridge. Ny SSDI is considered too much for any aid, so I am stuck! The

surplus money I get from SSDI is not enough for private insurance or home

repairs. I have quit paying my charge balances so creditors are the only phone

calls I get, What a life.

But my deal with what we have and so we go on, even when it is bleak.

I hope you get some answers soon and some relief!

Cyrilla in OK

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:

I am trying to do just that!!

My oldest niece continued the abuse that my parents did to me. a (my niece)

lives 15 minutes from me. She used to come over to my home

unexpectedly and use verbal, mental, and emotional abuse on me.

She can no longer do that because I have slapped a restraining order on her! The

only way that she can communicate with me now is by email!

One of my resolutions for 2011 is to do the best that I can to put my

first 49 years behind me and to live in the present and future instead of the

past.

Chris

> wrote:

> That is a horrible story. I am so sorry for all you went through and are still

living with. I hope you find some peace.

[Guest guest]

Cyrilla:

Where in Oklahoma are you? The maternal side of my family is from " The

Sooner State " !! My mom and her siblings grew up in a microscopic town called

Webbers Falls!! It is near Muskogee!!

I live in Fresno, CA!! It is 200 miles south of San Francisco and 400

miles north of LA!! I was born in the SF bay area and moved to Fresno in July of

1999.

Chris