Re: To everyone on my rant

[Guest guest]

ARGH ~ Dear friends ~ okay, here is my rant. Moving my trailer was harder on me than I anticipated (isn't everything?). I didn't have a lot of packing to do ~ just the things that were breakable, but I had to do it quickly because we had a short time-frame between learning of our potential new space and getting out of the old one before we had to pay rent again.

Yesterday, I had three errands (in the past this would be like a walk in the park for me): I had to go to the xerox shop and get our artist newsletter xeroxed, I had to stop at the bank and pick up some money, and I had a doctor's appointment. By the time I got to the doctor's office (dermatologist), I was in really bad shape. I dissociated several times while I was waiting because all my symptoms were in a huge flare. Just about the time I was going to give up and reschedule the appointment, he called me. But I spent several hours in bed, and was in bed by 7:00 last night.

Today, I didn't have anything to do. I did my few pitiful chores (washing the dishes, sweeping the floor), and then I took my dogs for a walk. I wasn't prepared for another total crash, but that is what happened. I was in so much pain, so sick, it was all I could do to crawl into bed, and then I slept for four hours. I know I try to be positive most of the time, but have I mentioned that I HATE these illnesses. I just got up, but I know I won't be doing much the rest of the day. I tried to walk the puppy again, but I just couldn't do it, so I put her in her pen, which I hate having to do. Even the Vicodin isn't helping today. Okay, I'm going to go watch Stargate. That always makes me feel better. LOL I just wish I lived on the Starship Enterprise (I know, different show) and that I had a Dr. Beverly. I know she'd be able to help me. She'd just run her little checker thingie over me and say, oh, well you have such and such. And then she'd run one of her healer thingies over me, and I'd feel better. Who knows, a lot of science fiction eventually becomes true, so we may have something as easy as this at some point. Thanks for listening. ~