Guest guest Posted October 29, 2008 Report Share Posted October 29, 2008 I surely wish I knew an answer – maybe someone else here knows something helpful. I’ll keep praying for you – I know it must be so hard not to be discouraged, but you have to take care of yourself so you’re ready when the miracle comes to you… Um. A thought did just come to me. , don’t know if it’s something you’d want to do or not…maybe contact a “human interest story” reporter at your local (or THEIR local) newspaper and tell your story? People can be very kind when something like this stirs them up…. I know it’s kind of “airing dirty laundry”, but I think it would be worth it to me – after all, THEY are the ones with the shameful behavior, not you…. T in WY " You get a wonderful view from the point of no return... " http://practical-blackwork.blogspot.com http://www.flickr.com/photos/liadains_fancies -----Original Message----- From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of Akiba Sent: Wednesday, October 29, 2008 2:01 PM To: MSersLife Subject: RE: Farm No, I have looked everywhere, and tried everything. All I know is I HAVE to get to him, I don't know how. I just pray for a miracle. I pray so hard, every day. And nothing. I know he needs me as much as I need him. Need/miss/love. Akiba Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2008 Report Share Posted October 29, 2008 Eat SOMETHING several times a day, appetite or no. Not to sound harsh, but if you put yourself in the hospital or the ground, THEY WIN. Phffffffthbt on that!!! And try TV station news too. I’d even try those “Please help me!” jars you see at the cash registers of local businesses. Get enough cash for the move and a big fat mean nasty lawyer. T in WY " You get a wonderful view from the point of no return... " http://practical-blackwork.blogspot.com http://www.flickr.com/photos/liadains_fancies -----Original Message----- From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of Akiba Sent: Wednesday, October 29, 2008 2:26 PM To: MSersLife Subject: RE: Farm It's worth a shot. And I am trying to take care of myself. Problem is I have NO appetite. I might eat a little every other day. Like yesterday, I had 3 eggs. I hadn't eaten in since Sunday. Today I might or might not eat. I have been drinking tomato juice, though, every day. I'm surprised I haven't lost 100 lbs! BTW, this diet is Not recommended. Avoid it at all costs. Akiba -- RE: Farm No, I have looked everywhere, and tried everything. All I know is I HAVE to get to him, I don't know how. I just pray for a miracle. I pray so hard, every day. And nothing. I know he needs me as much as I need him. Need/miss/love. Akiba Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 29, 2008 Report Share Posted October 29, 2008 {{{{Akibaaaaa}}} Im so so sorry. This is so so sad. Im sure Robbin wants you with him more then anything. I know this is so so tough. Maybe you two can do something special later on. I hope you were able to talk on the phone and wish him a happy b-day. Hang in there. It will get better and soon the 2 of you will be together the way you should be. lots of prayers and hugzzz cassy Farm To: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.com Date: Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:08 PM Well, the farm sold. And I have 2 weeks to vacate. I have nowhere to go. I need a miracle. I also need Robbin. Sometimes the grief is so overwhelming. Today is particularly bad, I am shaking and crying and cannot seem to stop. Sometimes it will lighten for a bit, then I go right back down into severe depression. It just isn't FAIR that SHE is playing house with My husband and MY SON, while I sit here, alone and without the energy to start a fire for warmth. Please pray for a miracle for me. Akiba   & nbsp; & nbsp; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2008 Report Share Posted October 30, 2008 He called me this morning, and I think I was the first to sing the birthday song to him. He asked if I was magic enough to use a teleport spell to be with him. I said I was trying to be. He said if he was a scientist he would clone himself with his brain so he could always be with me, or he would clone me so I could always be with him. *sigh* Akiba -- FarmTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:08 PMWell, the farm sold. And I have 2 weeks to vacate. I have nowhere to go. I need a miracle. I also need Robbin. Sometimes the grief is sooverwhelming. Today is particularly bad, I am shaking and crying andcannot seem to stop. Sometimes it will lighten for a bit, then I goright back down into severe depression. It just isn't FAIR that SHE isplaying house with My husband and MY SON, while I sit here, alone andwithout the energy to start a fire for warmth. Please pray for a miracle for me.Akiba  & nbsp; & nbsp; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2008 Report Share Posted October 30, 2008  see - he loves his Mom FarmTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:08 PMWell, the farm sold. And I have 2 weeks to vacate. I have nowhere to go. I need a miracle. I also need Robbin. Sometimes the grief is sooverwhelming. Today is particularly bad, I am shaking and crying andcannot seem to stop. Sometimes it will lighten for a bit, then I goright back down into severe depression. It just isn't FAIR that SHE isplaying house with My husband and MY SON, while I sit here, alone andwithout the energy to start a fire for warmth. Please pray for a miracle for me.Akiba  & nbsp; & nbsp; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2008 Report Share Posted October 30, 2008 I know he does, and tells me every day, and that he misses me. Rob "accidentally deleted" BOTH my email And my e-card to Robbin. That would be almost funny if it weren't so effing pathetic! Hugs Akiba -- Re: Farm  see - he loves his Mom FarmTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:08 PMWell, the farm sold. And I have 2 weeks to vacate. I have nowhere to go. I need a miracle. I also need Robbin. Sometimes the grief is sooverwhelming. Today is particularly bad, I am shaking and crying andcannot seem to stop. Sometimes it will lighten for a bit, then I goright back down into severe depression. It just isn't FAIR that SHE isplaying house with My husband and MY SON, while I sit here, alone andwithout the energy to start a fire for warmth. Please pray for a miracle for me.Akiba  & nbsp; & nbsp; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 30, 2008 Report Share Posted October 30, 2008  he keeps forgetting karma hits in court - emotional distress FarmTo: MSersLife@yahoogrou ps.comDate: Sunday, October 26, 2008, 9:08 PMWell, the farm sold. And I have 2 weeks to vacate. I have nowhere to go. I need a miracle. I also need Robbin. Sometimes the grief is sooverwhelming. Today is particularly bad, I am shaking and crying andcannot seem to stop. Sometimes it will lighten for a bit, then I goright back down into severe depression. It just isn't FAIR that SHE isplaying house with My husband and MY SON, while I sit here, alone andwithout the energy to start a fire for warmth. Please pray for a miracle for me.Akiba  & nbsp; & nbsp; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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