Anxiety disorders in ACoBPD?

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God. I am so frustrated today. The last few days were awesome. Then today came

along and ruined it. LOL. 1st my son was being *very* difficult about going to

school. That set this whole day on the wrong foot and the conflict severely

elevated my anxiety level. I ended up having a panic attack? adreneline surge?

(not sure what to call it) It lasted about 10 minutes. Now all morning I jump

every time the phone rings because I am expecting nada to call to solidify plans

for this weekend (in her dreams. lol *roll eyes*) All of this got me to

thinking....do children raised in a BPD household have much higher rates of

anxiety disorders-EVEN INTO THEIR ADULT LIVES? And what about going 100% NC for

long periods of time, or even after the BPD parent passes away-do we have to

carry this anxiety and panic ALL OF OUR LIVES? Is there anyway to just effing

LIVE a REGULAR LIFE? I had a few days of a normal life. I was happy. Nada was

" in the background " and my children were well behaved and I had no anxiety. I

want that most days, not just once in awhile.